12/16/2004
2:29 am
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ok...sori for im been quite busy wif stuff...look for a job and found 2 of them...both are accpeted and is starting soo..one is tml the other is on monday...im in deep shit..dunno which to go to...haiz...den next week got chalet ...and i'll be oging..see ya guys there...and also...my cuz wedding is getting nearer...man..im excited...but too bad im working...and also...gee...i feel so excited to work...a new experience...haha...well...just now shat wif an old fren...but surprise to knwo..she knew some of my sec school fren...haha...its realli a small world...her name if fadhilah...haha...some of ya may know her..in assyakirin madrasah class or from JPS...the irony is dat we all share the same teacher....gee...this world is too small..haha...this morn..woke up den went for interview...man..i spent half an hour wolking round lokking for the cafe...shit..so damn piss yet it was a blessing in disguise...so round 12 went to mom shop for free lunch..hehe!!...den bout 2 off th paya lebar...for an interview...which ended in just 10 mins...now time was 3+...so i tot give the other interview anothr go...so was walking down citilink mall jumpe zack ngan zaidi..wata surprise...they were also looking for job...so they invited me to an interview...haha..fun sey wif them...looking for work alone was so damn boring...lucky me..i didnt managed to find the cafe earlier...haha...btw i didnt even went there...so after dat we went to bugis junction...dorang nak window shooping for baju...well..had been a long time..since i went shopping...after dat teros balik umah...sampai umah..just in time...coz everybody was boarding the car to go to my sis house..luck me again!...today my niece b dae...fun man...but i was tired and dozed off for bout half hour...but had a good time...totally forgot to buy her a present...maybe i buy her macdonald tml after work...hehe...den reached home bout 1030..and the rest as u know...bla bla bla...ok bye..nak gi tido!!
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
12/11/2004
1:45 am
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ohhh...i woke up realli early today..but still sleepy coz. last nite slept at bout 4..so today's plan was to send t-shirt for printing and off to tekka mall...den go home and relax den off to the movies...but haiz.. i totally forgot dat i had other plan for tonite..shit...i onli remembered after returning home..so called all my cuz..telling them im not going haiz..so wasted...so in the end..followed my famliy to my cuz house..to wrap the berkat for his wedding next week..suppose to be tml but..tml my mom and dad for wedding invitations...so shifted to today...just my family alone did bout half of it...den tml bout another 15 ppl coming..so they can finish the rest in no time..send t-shirt for printing at genting rd..for cuz wedding..so boys helping me..u have to wear shirts wif our logo..white polo t wif lettering on the back...dats all..so looking for jobs next week will be cancelled coz my mom need me to help at the shop..i didnt volunteer..thks to my sis hu shouted dat i was all the way slacking at home..no school no work(which is true)..so i had to volunteer myself..damn...there goes my late nights..looks like i have to sleep early from sunday..unless..if i sleep in the afternoon..ahakz!..but i cant sleep during afternoon...dats when i am at most alert and fresh..haiz..so after dat..off to tekka mall...mom looking for dress for cuz wedding..i was just wondering..how come ladies always gets to spend their husbands money!...on every petty occasions!..whereas the husband is cool and is willing to wear old clothes for the wedding..makes me wonder..how vain women can be...hari raye pun same...we boys had to wear my cuz wedding clothes while mom and sis went shooping for 3 days and nite..looking for one 1 damn dress for themselves...and guess hu had to tag along and watch their purses and the 2 little rascals...haha...ME!!haiz..women2..when will they ever change...no wonder onli man are able to go on conquest and succeed...hehe...so after dat..went home and watch some movies...den off to cuz house to wrap berkat..finish round 11 and lepak jap..makan..den reached home around 1145..luckily didnt miss my fav show..the twilight zone..den off to computer...i didnt touch the com for the whole day...ohh..a great accomplishment for someone hu spends MINIMUM of 6 hours each day...but now im bored and more of tv guy now..Hbo are playing Bad boys 2 and i haven even watch it yet...sis just bought some dvds..and hoping for a movie marathon wif bro on saturday...i bet $100 dat he would be sleeping after the second movie starts...he just cant do it...and he brag dat he always stay up late at nite...Ahakz!! wat crap...oklah...going off early today..
ta2!
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
12/10/2004
1:56 am
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since we had been good kids,my dad brought us out today,after so long.firsly he busy wif work.den mom always at the shop.so they would come back after 4 and tired.den sleep early...so havent been going out much.except for wif sis and cuz.so tonite family outing.it has been a long time since i last had murtabak.so we went Zam2.long time never go arab street.fill up our stomach and had a great time talking bout stuff dat happen the last few days.now listening to solitaire by clay aiken.this afternoon just uploaded some blog skin dat i created.had a few comments..but hey..my first time..soon i'll get better...so much to do..so little time...can be said as suffering from multi-personality...i had to be a musician, create blog skin, make time for myself, and work..all at the same time..very tiring...i know u guys dun understand wat im talking bout..but nvm..hu cares...life without stress isn't life..(wat am i blabbering?!!)...man..i have this throbbing pain at my top left side of my head...it keeps coming and going...arrgghh!!...lets continue...after we eaten den went back to carpark...golden landmark has carlift...since my mom never tried b4...we played wif it..up and down bout 3 times...haha...going up was boring..but coming down was fun...the feeling of your stomach flying up...cool...the lsat time i had dat feeling was when i ride cladbury inverter at downtown east...but ofcourse ..later had butterflies in my stomach.hehe...tml begins another lonely day.doing nothing but watching tv.maybe i'll start looking for a job again tml.argghh!! this job thingy is bothering me too much!!..Damn!..ohh yes..tml nite going out wif cuz to cinema.maybe national treasure.sounds like a good movie.lets continue again.after dat..headed to my sis house.tengok incredibles.cool movie..wat Ika said wat right after all.i was wondering hu would the villain be from the start of the movie..but is was incredible man's no. 1 fan..haha..good storyline.my niece was like "yahoo" "yahoo" through out the whole movie...haha..little rascal...and also...the little incredible baby has cool powers..after Syndrome took him...i tot there would be another resque but he did it himself.change to fireboy den to metal den monster..haha...veri funny...oklah...dats it...
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
12/08/2004
2:59 am
And you do it like this!
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fuh...dah lame tak online...haiz...wat to do...my gran pass away...so unexpected...tak sakit tak aper2...so i last wrote off on saturday...lets continue...
sunday morn:..
wake up...round 9..den see my mom siap2..sedare called ..cakap nenek pengsan masok hospital...so i got wedding so no need to go ar...maybe nothing serious...so dah siap2..barang dah pack...den my mom called..cakap nenek dah tak sadar diri..so kenek gi hospital...so called my cuz ..saying i not going wedding...and off to hospital...on the way mom called..cakap nenek dah meninggal...haiz..i still cant forget her face...so gi hospital den tengok nenek den balik umah...(my nenek last wish is if she dies..she want everything to be done at my house..)so kene gi kemas2..move all furniture and other stuff..cover all others wif cloth..den sedare all come... tolong2...nenek meninggal kol 9+..so after all the paperwork and stuff..nenek pun sampai dalam kol 11..actualli nak kebumi lepas asar...but tak jadi..since tukan mandi datang siang..kebumi selepas zuhur..the strange is dat..its is all so unexpected..my cuz cakap the nite b4 nenek was happy and stuff..no sign of anything...until the next morn when she wake up mandi...den ask for kopi..minutes after coffe was serve...nenek suddenly 'rebah'(ngan duduk pat lantai)...so call ambulance and stuff...after everything the doc said actualli nenek dah meninggal pat umah...so strange..for the whole month..nenek went to every sedare nye house..she gets everyhting she wanted..like teh masalah..nak makan burung..siput sedut...like she did everything b4 she died...even came to my house to see me mom and dad hu was sick...maybe she already knew..her time is coming...haiz...i still remember..during sch holidays..she would come and play plasticine..buat barang2 masak like wok adn stuff..fun..its was always fun wif her around...lets continue..sampai kol 11...bace yaasin...den mandi..and tabur 'pacai' den kafaan...all sampai kol 1+..den aff to kubur..i still remembered my uncle describe nenek muke muke when dier nak letak tanah pat pipi...berseri2...kesian my uncle..whole life look after nenek...he was so sad...lepas pengebumian..sampai umah kol 330...den lepas asar..bace yaasin and tahlil sumer...den spend the rest of the nite..just talking bout nenek...citer2 kampong...all the good times and stuff...like we nv sleep the whole nite...i tink we sleep for bout 1 hour...
bal c/d (continue below)
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
1:55 am
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bal b/d..
Mon:
monday bangun kol 7+...so nothing..wait for turn to mandi..coz sedare all sleep over..so lepak je all the way...playing wif younger cuz je...habis almari dibongkar...all my old toys dorang bat main...but nvm...den my older cuz came..den boboal ar..bout wat happen at the wedding i was suppose to play...funny man...ppl realli throw water...i tot they were joking..but it was true..den we decided to go to kubur..they visit their dad's kubur while i visit both my gran...both died within 2 months..buried in the same blok...blok 25 plot 518 and plot 387..i rememebered...den bersih kan dorang nye dad's nye kubur..den tarok bunge and stuff...adn same thing to both my grannies...so came back bout kol 1+..den just duduk wif female cuz..just boboal...lame tak boboal ngan dorang all...den everyhting seems liek 5 years ago..when all was well..everybody was happy...i realli enjoy my time wif my cuz all...realli had alot of things to talk about...i realised dat eberybody had moved to different ways now...some are working..studying...just plain lazy like me...while mom and makciks all masak...malam ade kenduri...den like usual...sembahyang berjemaah yaasin tahlil...den again...duduk...boboal je...den pakcik bukak lagu2 for entertainment...the atmospere was realli sad man...den lagi my cuz on the 19th nak kahwin...dorang nak cancel band...but dier tak nak...den ppl come his wedding no entertainment...so the idea was abandon...
Tuesday:
tuesday pun smae ar...nothing much..just waiting for pakcik to come..but today siang sikit at..lepas asar...coz tml all keje...so balik siang...den...tonite is different...is seems to be more cheerful ar...like ppl start to realise life has to go on...den tengok tiger cup...den sedare sumer bali...kemas bilik...den still cannot sleep...i got used to sleeping after 3 am...i guess...haiz...so troublesome...since dah lame tak main com...decided to online jap...catch up wif the cyber world again...
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
12/05/2004
1:08 am
And you do it like this!
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today was so busy...kat bawah ade perjumpaan raye...so my dad was called upon to cook...smalam tido lambat..nasib baik mak masak kat kedai..so i get to sleep till 10...great!..sedap sey...den woke up je carik classified...lost the music teacher post to another guy...3 years older den me and he can read notes faster den me...haiz...so dissapointed...got a few suitable jobs..made a few calls..so monday ade banyak intreview..mintak2 satu pun dapat jadi ar...insyaallah..den bout kol 12+ main com...nobody much online..cume boboal ngan sha2 je...haha i told her i 'brb'...but i nv came back...sori aye...coz my dad dah balik so sibok2..have to bring down stuff and all..sound system also lom test lagi...sori eh sha2..den my damn idiotic bro was always missing..Fu*k him ar...ppl are so busy wif stuff..he can dissapear and go play soccer...as*ho**...i told my dad...and he got a well-deserved scolding...dat makes me grin from ear to ear...haha good for him!!...man. the daging and nasik smell so nice.. a whiff and u'll go 'high'...haha...pasang sumer barang...sound..den electricity pun takde...wire lom pasang macam2 ar...haiz..lucky me dad and mdm yeo ajar cam maner nak pasal plug...finally some school work put to good use...haha...likenobody was around and i have to do everything by myself...haiz...so tired...so finish everything by 730..so i told dad i going my sis house...sampai sane my niece and makcik sumer ade...makan mee curry sikit...den had cocktail ice-cream...dah lame tak makan raspberry ice cream...haiz..yesterday je had 1 bar of caldbury chocs and 2 bars of kitkat...sedap sey..lame tak makan chocs...besok maybe makan twisties...den besok ade wedding lagi pat tampines...kene gi sendiri lak tu...haiz ..malasnye......den ade yx nye drum track lom siap lagi...samo paper work on the desk...oh god help me!!...dying...dying..dead..haha...gi my sis house my niece..today bad mood dunno y...coz maybe tak cukup tido...so watch soccer...unbelievable penalty by chelsea kenzel i tink...the name...he just chip the ball in..superb!!...den man u match was abit boring.. until ronaldo's goal...haha...so many tries..and finally...kalo tak goal mesti kene maki ngan ferguson nye....den biler nak balik kan...kat bawah my sis block ade coffeshop den ade org gaduh sey...must be dah mabok ar...gaduh pasal pompuan...haiz...kesian laki2 tu kene pukul sampai terbaring2...den me and my bro-in-law tolong stop the fight ar.. but by dat time..the guy nye muke dah beangkak sey...den 2 kerusi adn one meja dah pecah...its realli unbelievable how some sporeans can sit and watch ppl get beaten up...so ********...kesian eh dat guy...oklah dats it...
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
12/03/2004
8:02 pm
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still looking for a job...hoping to start immediately...bagun pun tak bat pape..lepak je...den gi sembahyang...den balik...semalam ade interview pat pizzahut clementi...but tak gi ar...malas...looking thru classified...found some jobs with good pay..tml pun ade interview..applying as a music teahcer for children at kindergarten...hoping to clinch it...atleast sumthing...doing something i like...haiz...mintak2 takde org lain yg apply...made some calls...sumer nak chinese speaking...haiz...so hard to get a good job nowadays...maybe tml pun carik lagi...most jobs need ppl above 21..with license or certifications...experience is also a must...patot ar susah nak dapat kerje...or my my expectations is too high...or im too choosy...wasted..now i regret not going for the pizza interview..jamil drums pun lom angkat lagi...still no emails for jobstreet.com...haiz...damn boring man...family's gone out to sesame street show...arrgghh!!...and im alone..in this dark adnd gloomy 5 room flat...wif a chinese wake downstairs...giving me the creeps..last month..2 mati..back-to-back..now another one...hazi..beosk ade perjumpaan hari raye lagi...going to be busy...den 5,12,19 dec..all ade weddings..arrgh...so damn busy..nasib baik saturday no classes..next week dah start ngaji balik...jumpe ustad lagi...soon dah new year countdown...hoping to go to siloso beach wif bro again..(heez..fun!)...den o level resluts will be out in early feb...shit...everything is happening so fast...like yong xun said...racing thru life like a ferrari...hahaz....my head is spinning like hell man...tak cukup tiod ar...btw look at irwans blog..cool tau...and i still cant get into rain blog..shit dunno y..dulu tergesa2 carik blog dier...skarang dah dapat...tak leh masok lak......and this stupid pop-up keep on appearing...so disturbing man......oklah...ah penat dah...not much happening...btw..wish me good luck..hope to get the music teacher job!...
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
12/02/2004
11:45 am
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woke up bout kol 7..fyz call..suare serak...so tukar lagu...den buat some paper work..makan den lepak sampai kol 1+..gi skolahden lepak betul kna barang abd stuff...kalo tak nak gi Jp..tengok hafiz...but tak jadi..gi 711 ngan cipool hanif faiz.. makan...haha...den gi balik skolah..den practise...den dorang balik..so me and fyz. lepak pat blakang hall...sampai performance ar..dorang cakap datang kol 645 tau..but were late!!..nasib baik jamil ontime...prom wasfun!!...firstly... everything was beautiful ar...they put candles on the stairs...den the words 'ever after' just b4 the entrance...but the inside decor just a bit simple ar...nothing fantastic...den everything started late coz they were out side..talking and stuff..so the show begun..BOOM!!first cockup by the DJ!..'naughty girls' song got problem!..damn..lucky us!..we got to go first..me jamil and hafiz went off first!..played creep by radio head...man...sebelum curtains nak bukak..jamil nak nyanyi but mike tak de..WTF!!..ni DJ ape sak!!..den wan kasi mike dier and everything went on...i forgot to play certain stuff...jamil stepped on the wrong pedal..hafiz strap terbukak..but everything went fine..turns out good...we went backstage and the other congragulate us..den..they went on wif somem lucky draws..and naughty girls went on...cool sak...zaimah was like beyonce..gelek2..haha...den some more lucky draws...dencomes in the chinese dance...BOOM!! again another cockup by the DJ..the girls were already standing in position tau...but den no song...wad the hell...at first it was ok ar..but now?..den wan ask the girls some qns but SG.I..and they went off stage..the peeps continue wif food/drinks and watch sg idol...taufik won..cant believe it...like so many ppl was on his side. dat nite...i wasn't alone..haha...9.30 continue wif the show...chinese dance...den de novaz...cipool mike was like shit!!..the mike wwas problematic man..cipool bingit sak...dat spoilt his mood for the rest of the nite...kesian eh...den the breakers...they had a last minute show..at first the music was fine..den suddenly the cd was like repeating itself..GRRRrrr!!!...this DJ totally sux!!..He screw up the prob totolly...and we paid like $500 to them..damn!!den and poli dances and bismuth...den back to SGI...they watch till bout 1020..den they dj turn off the tv and started "disco" early..like onli some ppl dance..more were off stage dancing den dancing on stage...den suddenly the big screen went on and music stop...the results...and u know..bla bla bla...liek the hall was divided in to half..on the right side were more on the sly fans..and left taufiks fans..coz.. after the results..vulgarities we re heard more on the right side..and "hurrays" more on the left side...haha..den rumors spread dat tonite will last till 11 not 2 am...coz mrs kong say so..wat..haha...den mr salleh say..ignore her..hehehe...so everybody was just walking around taking pics and talking...den the lights went out!..mrs kong has left the hall...technos..r&b hiphop..was played..den everybody were dancing...gerek eh joget ngan rain hafiz asri faiz zack jamil wan elias adam...btw rain was so cool...his outfit his hair,so cool!!den prom queen was jey sing..she was soo beautiful wif make up and stuff...we actualli met her earlier at busstop..waiting for her frens...gerek eh..dapat amik gambar...rain asri faiz..all also did...cool..disco ended early..bout 1130...dunnno y...so we angkat drums..put pat dance studio...den went to lepak...but i went home ngan rain and fyz...jln2..duduk pat juring coast jap..tengok pics and videos...so tired...den jln2..den balik..sampai umah bout 1245...mandi den onlie jap...ingat nak tulis post...den tak jadi..penat ar...so gi tido...
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
12/01/2004
10:55 am
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haiz....
When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so fucking special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here
She's running out the door,
she's running,
she run, run, run, run, run.
Whatever makes you happy,
whatever you want.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special,
but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here,
I don't belong here.
creep by radio head
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________