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10/31/2005

1:28 pm
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wad would happen if there is no god in this world. where everithing u can do and there is no right or wrong and no law? wad would the world be like..wad would u be like?

the fact dat humans believe in the concept of god keeps us at bay from committing unimaginable crimes. murder robbery cheat rape drugs booze everithing will be openedly done. murder will not be called murder..but sacrifice. den hu will decide hu lives and hu dies? or will it be based on the 'onli the strong survives'..

robbery will not eb robbery but taking stuff...den..how can u claim dat a property is urs?..hu knows..maybe u rob of off sumbody hu rob it off sumbody. den like nothing is ever urs..luckily the moon sun and stars are trillions of miles away from human hands.

cheat will not be cheat but for fun and gain...den if its for fun den...cheating will be like a everiday joke..where u can pull it off someone hu haven been cheated. and next day..tink of a new 'joke' and go have more fun and gain.

rape will not be rape but making love without permission. if this were to happen...man i tell u..guys will be worse den dogs...hormones raging like hell and the ability and ease for them to 'let em go' will make this 'NRNW(no right no wrong) world' go hay wire man. womankind will suffer severe traumatised lifes all day. or it can just be the other way round too...nobody said woman cannot 'make love without permisson' on a man.

drugs will be medicine for sick ppl and not sick ppl. abuse! drug abuse! this will definitely make lives short. since u can use it openly. definitely those hardcore addicts will go over and over on drugs..in the end..overdosing themselves..and newbies..will learn to be hardcore users..and the cycle continues until extinction.

booze will be for all..even kids. imagine mom giving babies booze instead of milk. booze will make babies sleep quickly..kids having hang over from previous nites booze day out! tsk2...ur considered lame if u dun suffer from liver cancer
(due to over boozing)

and there is will more...no education..smoking..vandalism..cut down of trees...pollution...gangsterism...fighting..the rich getting richer...the poor getting poorer..

let ur imagination run wild. would u live in a world like this? where all the 'normal' stuff can just make ur life shorter. how bout ppl hu need help. hu will help them? hu will do 'good' in this so called 'NRNW' world? i doubt dat. coz..doing good will be a burden. y give money to others when u can use it to but booze and stuff..rite?..i dunno...no rite no wrong wad...

wad will happen to me?..hehe..evil prevails..i do everithing dat i said above. booze drugs bla3...but if im in dat world...all i will do is enjoy...wouldnt u?...there is no rite no wrong...so i dun tink its wrong to do wad i said above. but for those of u hu still think dat u will not do it...fuck off lar..u tink we all stupid ar? we all are humans..we got same brains..same emotion...we know wad ur tinking...no point fucking bluff ur way thru saying dat u will do good in such a world...

as usual today. wake up...do cleaning up and stuff. took out the old pisau2 and polish em. and still not kilat yet. got some rust which my supid brother use sandpaper to sand if...idiot..in the end the sword got scratched...nasib baik sikit...or else the sword will taste his blodd man... everithing went nicely until my last stroke den i cut my finger...bastard. wad luck man...and not..wash hand also painful..eat need to use spoon...leceh betol sey.hari raye is coming fast man. im tinking thei year jln raye i want to wear kurta ar...like sadiq...its deeparaya...combo ar..kurta wif jeans and shawl...nice2...see how lar...everi year raye wear baju kurung je..naik jelak sey...

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

5:44 pm
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yeah2...so much unexpected things happened today. woke up earli (dats the first)...den just slowly warm-up my body b4 heading for a cold shower...whoosh!..fully awake already. got the papers and sat down for like 1 hr reading it. its a sunday man...dats my weekly sunday routine. wake up early get papers and read em'.

den mom pekik2 asking me to go clean up my room and dust off all the dust and stuff. shit. too lazy to do it..haiz...go carried my fat ass back to my room and finally did some cleaning..wunder y my mom say its messy. its clean wad! haiz..momS! all the same! den out of nowhere my bro appeared and suddenly (second one) force me to go shopping for clothes. he got bonus i tink. hahakz. ape lagi..enjoy ar! got loads of stuff to do so headed to queensway instead of beach road. got myself a shirt,t-shirt, a few jeans, new shoes again, and belts. whoosh..a whopping $400 just on me..weee! actualli i didnt want to buy the shoes..but since he is paying..hehe..y not.

this thing bout prewashed-jean. my bro kinda forced me to buy pre-washed jeans. he say its the trend and stuff. wad the heck? must i follow the trend? tsk3...typical mat! my life lar..i dun want to follow trend my problem lar. superman also was a trend..howcome i nv see ppl wear their underwear outside...like superman. den the salesboy there offered me to try out bell-bottom jeans...den i stared hard at him..muke dier terus berubah!..den i say lar..du i look like a chinese!? hahakz..instantly he apologise sey and stuff..hahakz..den i started laughing and stuff..just playing wif him man. hahakz..he is kinda small and i was like taller den him. wif my big size..he will shit in his pants if i sit on him. hahakz..den boboal2..make frens..get discount..after a discounted price..cool eh..hahakz.den go on hunting for shirt and shoes and belts.

suddenly the shopping freak in me was kinda unleashed. nasib baik my bro like make excuse nak gi jumpe his fiancee...if not he go bankrupt already..hahakz..long time nv update my wardrobe ar..nvm lar..hari raye coming..holidays coming..getting a job...den go splurge all my money and clothes and music intrument. yeah man...my dholak skin koyak already...shit..just b4 hari raye samo man...tsk! lucky got spare but the quality not as good lar. nvm lar. see how first

den got home and like relek2 watch tv. switch on the com and play around wif the web thingy. didnt understand the navigation thing..so i just hyperlink all the pages together. and finally 30% of it done(dis is the 3rd one)..amazing eh...like once u get into the momentum..everithing gets done. just left to type all the information in...make all the graphics and animation...upload em and place it on my web..and viola! 3/4 of my holiday assignment done...this holiday jam packed wif stuff ar...got work..hari raye...thoning/bbq at east coast...SLE camp...jln raye wif primary/sec/MI frens...also this december...banyak ppl getting married.

wedding+job+hari raye= $$$...1
$$$+driving license= havoc...2
eqn 1 + eqn 2
wedding+job+hri raye+$$$+driving license =a happy me...3

hahakz...wad lame maths equation. ouh yeah...last day of kedai..tadi gi hantar nasi...tengok2 sikit ar..hehehe..amazingly..all 3 were there..hahakz..wad a waste..and im not working at the shop. hope fadhil got his nasi ayam pakistan. hahakz...despo eh...hahakz...okie lar..almost dah nak buke already....weeee!...

Eid mubarak to all muslims all over the world!

and

happi deewali to all hindus all over the world!


dat not all..and the last unexpected thing dat happened was...fucking MAN U lost to boro..not by 1..not 2..but 4 goal!...fucker betol...if chealsea or arsenal is sumthing..but boro?..nabei teng2..lucky i nv waste my time..watching the game. wad i heard was...man u was too complacent...van der sar wasn't on form...and the attacking was weak. park didnt play, rooney and ronaldo was going haywire...wad the heck man..if this continues till christmas...den the its would be wise to stop the league and hand over the cup to chealsea man...haiz..bastards..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

10:06 pm
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the bazaar will be open till 1 nov but tml will be the last day my mom opening the shop. time to clean up the house already. kelap-kelip2 dah hari raye...umah lom bersih...lagi rabak. so today was my last day at the shop. tml..lom confirm lagi..maybe i going...maybe my sis going...i want to go!! it will be one more year b4 i see the kebab, kacang pool and kakak kuih girl!..3k+1N=? hahahkz!

today dhil come to the shop. nak beli nasi ayam pakistan...kesian dah habis...i told u to come early rite!...tu lar..lambat sangat...and he ended up buying briyani instead. it was abit boring at the shop today...although it was busy...but i dun get to pack the rice and stuff. if i wif my makcik...i egt to do all the packing...but today wif my bro-in-law..so he does most of the packing ar..

didnt go for class today. my sis was suppose to come and stuff..but everibodi was too busya nd stuff. until it was 515..den i realised got class. call my dad and he said nvm...okie lar..so i stay at the shop je ar..

SLE camp is next up! cant wait for it. i miss my sec 3 adventure camp! group piranha and puma! combo2!..hehe..okie lar..bored already..for assigntments to do...

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:03 pm
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finally..its the end of the year! and a year it was!...nv had so much stuff happened in my life within this period of time. got hundreds of lesson to learn..wif thousands of examples in front of my eyes. totalli shagged! from all the playing instead of all the studying.

here are 10 lesson i learned:-

1)study hard
2)rubgy is fun
3)dun get involved in '****'
4)dun fight wif ur frens
5)adapt to the ppl around u
6)nobody said tertiary education was easy..
so try to make and effort..
7)respect ur teachers..they might just help u in the end..
8)listen to ur teachers..when they say start studying..
9)make as much fren as possible...
10)try to be committed...if not it will leave a mark..

today was so jammed pack wif activities. today finally all the results were published...so i would say congrates if u make it..and dun give up to those hu didnt. like isn't over...it may have just begun...like i said in my previous post..u maybe having the last laugh next year...den had to clean up the class. cleared my locker and said good bye to the classroom made of pink and purple...which we painted lovingly. hehe. haiz..this year will always be attached in my system as 'unerasable memory'.

after dat was PE..realli did get tired. past few days have ben tiring..lack of sleep perhaps. den had break and GP which we used to play hangman and den moved on to paycall. after dat got physic lecture which i had no mood to go to. they say got lesson. but i knew there was sumthing else...true enuff they watch 'deep impact' instead while i was fooling around in the school com lab and den the library. the weather today was super hot man. cannot tahan the heat. so decided to skip..hehe..u know wad..and just slack at the library. finally today's PE lesson had taken its toll on me. just slept on the couch. used the book i was suppose to read and cover my face from the bright lights...it was a looong sleep. it seem like 1..which i realised later onli lasted like an hour.

den after dat headed for the perfume-making thingy. it was informative lar..although it lasted like 20 mins i tink. but dun tink i can make it...too much commitment...and i doubt i can make it. so decided to put it to rest. maybe do some research on my own instead. den wad else. RUGBY!!!

first training after results..2nd training after promos. quite a number turn up. equal no. of year 1s and 2s...dats good. another 10s tournament in a month's time. too little time to shape up..so i won be surprise if im not in the team. enos kinda got suspended from rugby till beginning of next year. MR Azlan is super strict when it comes to study and rugby. damn it!

den rugby finish at bout 530..the M.I. first Homecoming for Alumni starts at 6. i showered realli quick and changed to my shirt and school pants. did ushering all the while. hehehe..washed my eyes until my pupils turn white. all salleh fault... 'eh..dat one nice'..'eh dat one power'..'eh dat one jambu'... but frankly there was a number of jambu2 ones. the girl in tudung..the girl in purple..was the main highlights ar...me and salleh sekejap2 to take drink just to see2..den senyum2..hahakz..despo giler nye cases..den got all the SC wannabes...me salleh victoria (haiz..) samantha(haiz..) jia ling..andrea den the rest of the boys..i onli remember the girls names..as we like were working closely wif them...actualli..we were the onli 2 guys..yg other guys all dunno where they dissapper...

and dat damn salleh...was all the way eating and eating non stop. perut tong sampah sey...hahakz... the teacher i/c was nice. since we were puasaing..she took great care of me and salleh...everi 10 mins..coming to check if we're doing fine..have we eaten and stuff. she even placed two girls..to get food for us and girls...baik sey.. didnt know ms wati got engaged. saw her fiancee. and for the first time i tink..i had a chit chat wif her. she so nice sey. unlike during PE..veri fierce. den meet afew familiar faces. even though im a newbie to this school. there are those previous batches of ppl dat i have meet b4...on the streets in school and stuff. kinda fun u know.

den pack up stuff all and went home. wad else..had to unpack my rugby stuff and all the baju2..and barang2..and log on to my cyber world.

yaaawnn!!! tireeedd..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:05 pm
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where is Mr. reaper? im waiting here on his slaughter table... he must have gone to breakfast or sumthing..nvm he got till tml morning to chop me into pieces...

maybe cook briyani wif my meat perhaps... leh buat jualan...hahakz..

today..cant even break fast in peace. all thks to my irritating, egoistic sista! we were discussing bout my bro psle outcome and she was bragging bout her studies. im not saying im smart or anithing..i was just telling my brother..when get in sch school...try take DNT..and not like me..FNN and in the end dropping the sub. den she, hu took fnn and got C5 i tink, condemn me for dropping the sub. she say i was stupid lar...fnn bright future lar and wad not. and my dad was supporting her coz my dad did not agree wif me taking fnn.

i got so pissed i turn the tables on her lar. i ask her..wad r u doing now?..ur not even a cook at a hawker centre...doing stupid shipping work. den she said her work require fnn and stuff. deal in food and beverages. wad the heck? she is more stupid den i tot. her job is import exporting stuff..she dun even touch a single food and beverage cept for her lunch and she telling me dat crap?. grrr!...and the tables did turn on her and realli smashed her head! hahakz. my dad sided my argument. she still tinks dat her job require fnn and brag as if she is the onli one in s'pore doing the job. my dad also got so pissed. and he shoot back at her until she cannot find animore excuse to brag. in the end..she cried...as usual...say dat we did not appreciate her and stuff. sudah lar!!...wad ever lar..eh...

lets get back to my life as a overaged teenaged boy....slept super late last nite. but the effects is no where in sight till now...super strong ar..maybe due to..nvm... go shop today and did nothing else...wad else to do say...shout2 lar.. today kacang pool nv come. hehe... but kebab ade pe... and also the 'kakak' kuih shop pun dtg. hehe...hahakz..cuci giler2 nye. khakhakha...

tml is tml lar..wad else..results...badminton compeititon. F-16s got a bet amongst ourselves. lets go falcons...control the top 3 positions! weeee!..im gonna whack smack and pack my opponents home myself...cey bah...confident sey...see lar how...winner gets to go to m'sia for training. wow!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

3:11 pm
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_Maths +
_Chemistry +
_{General Paper} + = Promos..goner
_Physics +
_Malay +

one problem after another..
^{running away from home seems a good idea now..}
_{apparently..i'll get retained..}

why does life suck?

no more rugby...
no more SC...
no more SLE...
no more computer...
no more Tv...
no more life...


7 casualties...out of 29 ppl..dat is like 24%...tml will be judgement day for the magnificient 7...whether they get advancement or retained. its all up to the ^teachers now...not even _god can change my fate now..

retained...
retained..
retained.
retained
retaine
retain
retai
reta
ret
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r

r
re
ret
reta
retai
retain
retaine
retained
retained.
retained..
retained...

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:52 pm
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today wasn't as fun ar yesterday lar..but still ahev to give credit. been a long time since a weekend like this cameby. woke up realli2 late today. maybe coz i was too tired last nite. my legs are aching sey..from the powered rembats and running and running. soccer wad..

today was just slacking around. waiting for 1 plus. den siap2 ready to head down for shop. reached there and everithing was ready by 2 like dat. islamic and al-meen (the competitors)...at first business was slow. den slowly it started picking up...by 5..nasi all finished already. so called mom to cook another 2 kg more coz theres plenty of mutton and chics left. so nasi panas2 + plenty of hungry ppl = busy + burnt hands....by 6...my hands all red already. the hot rice really got to my hands...aaahh!...den back home by azan. thank god...second time consecutively buke at home. weee!..

den quickly wash up and stuff. and rushed off to esplanade. reached there bout 740..just in time..talk2 around..meet some ppl and stuff. b4 heading back stage. the place is swellin man. ist so complicated sey..so many walkways back stage..just to get to the room. and shit it happened again! had to put on make up. astaghfirullah! feel like sissy sey...last time i put make up on was the during the performance wif ITE peeps. dah make-up lain...must put shiny2 stuff atas rambut...hehehe...everithing happened so fast! next thing i knew..i was on stage playing a 10 min solo infront of a bout 90-100 ppl. seram eh.

almost shitted im my vesti. its was so cold inside. and like everithing so silent. i can even hear my breathing on the monitor. dats how good the mic pick up is. whoosh!...10 mins later join by 4 other sitarist and 1 dilruba and my teacher. i ask ard ar..they say its a small concert organized by Zee tv. wow!...Zee tv sey...its gonna be showed all over india sey!..my big break woohoo! den played afew bhajans and raags. and everithing was done by 9pm. we finished off wif my fav. raag bhupali. its usualli played to invite the rain.

the song tells a story of a village down on luck. the decided to organize some show in appreciation of god. and so u know lar...the song will be fast beat..catchy and wif awesome roll ins by the tablas...my fav part. haiz...everibodi was like enjoying themselves...they even wanted to extend another 1/2 hr..but we had to clear up by 920....finish by 9...i quickly pack my stuff and rush back home. lucky dad was there to ferry me to and fro esplanade. weee!...shove my stuff in the wardrobe and log on! to my second life...the cyberworld..

promised u guy creature feature tonite!..

here goes..


MI 1927 Ford

"Ratical" 1933 Ford

1965 Plymouth Belvedere

roadsters are mainly built for the looks. some roadster have powerful muscle engines..but they are seldom used for racing and stuff coz of the elaborated paints and designs...anibodi can build a roadster. but a winning roadster usually is accompanied by another showcar. more known as the 'entrance car' or a bike. and also a champ roadster dun come cheap. so if ur tinking of making one..check wif ur banks first! hahakz!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

1:02 pm
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chodh diya...


how am i going to do it...onli god knows..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:59 am
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tired!...tired!..tiiiireeeddd!!! paham?!!

hahakz...nite still cant sleep. maybe due to the stress of exams and life problems..hard to say lar. nvm forget it..hu cares aniwae..woke up bout 10 likedat. just turning and rolling on the bed the whole nite. my eyes are super red now! den bangun..tolong mak ano suji and stuff. i going to the shop today. my makcik taking th day off. so alone lar. i like going to the shop on weekends..its super busy and fun lar..so many people rushing past and i'll do wad i do best...shout and shout and shout...'briyani ayam kambing..mee briyani..nasi ayam pakistan..sop tulang..sop tulang beach road..deen biase punye'..all in 1 breath. hahakz. everithing finished early today. thank god. its was tiring sey. kinda burn my hand and almost cut my finger off. hahakz.

den first time buke kat umah...always break fast at the shop. den grab wad ever i can + a bottle of bandung and ran off to the bustop to meet salleh nasser and farid. den off to boon lay. they had dinner...which i could not..coz of the damn angin in stomach. haven eaten since breakfast except for a kurma and 3-4 glasses of water. seriusly no mood to eat. selera nak makan nasi lemak boon lay...but its start onli after 9 till 4 am...den off to court.

its been a long long time since i lived such a life. nothing to do but soccer and frens..haiz..first up..s8 and mats2! hahakz...play and play until like 10+. but b4 dat had some cock up ar. hanif kick the ball and it flew over the high fences and landed nicely amongst the tree branches..spent like half an hour figuring how to get the ball down...it was like 5 metres up in the tree. throwed stones..use rubber tubes to break the branches and i used a bamboo pole and throw it like a javelin at the ball. still cannot. finally hanif hu has been on the tree for the past 1/2 hour..use the pole..climb nearer to the ball and poke at it. hahakz. ffeewww!...waste time sey...pantat dier lar..steven gerard..hahakz..den resume back again wif soccer. all the antics and stuff..kinda remind me of memories..haiz..wish i could just turn back time to when girls and studies are considered 'haram' hahakz..

den bout 10+ nasser farid and salleh all left...and i just slack ard wif hafiz drogba..asri carlos..faiz davids..haikel henry..and hanif gerard..khakha! recounting our past football fumbles in school. laugh till i cried sey. the 'tekong rejects'...darul's 7*...den euro nite 'scrap food'..mr teng...prom nite 'free entry'...and zack!..and much2 stuff ar...khakhakha...den bout 11+ all want to go eat at nasi lemak...but the queue was like super long sey..sumthing like 15-20 ppl in line..so all went home instead ar.

went back wif hafiz. super tired already! got the tix from fadhil already..woohoo!! but still $10 bucks..where to find sey..hahakz. reached home just 10 mins b4 12. fffeeww!...10 mins later..i'll be lock out..and i forget my keys samo...im not going to climb in the window again sey...almost fall off last time sey...and me being dat tired..dun tink i can pull my self up again sey..from the parapet...banyak2 fall back..and crack my spine..and not walk again ar..feww!..back home..and MANDI!!! wooo super stuffy sey...and now here i am blogging..

got a complaint to send to forum for my uncle. 'weee!'...yesh2...tml the is the nite!..woo hoo...performing at esplanadaaaa!!! and today had to music class sey. my teacher is somewhere across the world now!...which could have easily been me..if onli i had practice harder. if onli..

wad else..life starting to suck now..suck realli hard!!..and i succumbed to one of my past life's thingy..well hu cares ani way!...its my life wad...so wad if i die...hu gives a fuck sey!...limit2...just $780..full set of kebumian! hahakz..exams results coming up real soon!..so better enjoy my last weekend. monday taiti lagi eh guys!...wonder wad i'll be doing tml eh..now 1 plus already...wake up late lagi ar..

boom...boom chicka boom boom boom!...sori guys no creature feature today...tml okie..expect a roadster tml..its gonna steal ur breath away..


maine tumko chodh diya! samjhe!? wake up!!?..do u understand? chodh diya!!?

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:50 pm
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received news last week.
no trip to hong kong for ruggers.
saha couldn't make it to year 3.
we have lost our best talents
how degrading is dat..

The question is not whether am i ready for you but are you ready for me?...

zindagi ek safar hai suhana..yahen kal kya ho kisne jaana...

Amor, no es amor
Then what am I feeling...what am I doing wrong
Amor, no es amor
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?

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wad else...did have a normal day today. came back fomr school and stuff and headed for shop. its getting more tensed in school...i try to release pressure by playing cards..wif the gang. just fool around in class...its the weekend already. tml gonna wake up super late. been having trouble eating..sleeping..and focusing on stuff...dunno y sey! shit betol! nvm lar..hu cares aniway..

tml going to play soccer. after close shop. woo hoo!...showdownn...hehe...lets go s8..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:29 pm
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was too tired to blog yesterday. first had PE..which we played soccer. den normal 'no-lesson' lessons. den had rugby training. b4 dat got some maths stuff which was interesting man. graph colouring and stuff. its was cool man. its all makes sense. but the thing is..its not in our syllabus. or not yet perhaps. this is the kind of maths dat i look forward to. more practical use in life compared to stupid quadratic equations. lame sey!?...how r u gonna use dat in life.

den ahd rugby training. which i was damn excited bout. ran a round to keep bodt warm as it was raining. the field was wet. and its the best condition for super rough training and crashing and tacklings. but to my dismay we onli did passing and stuff. which was also like crap coz..its been like a month since we last hold a rugby ball. den had to do pumps and crunches. adam had a fun time jumping into the field. he got a fun job sey. its wasnt dat tiring coz we did onli short burst runs. unlike the 10mins non-stop passing we normally do. now onli 1 thing stands between me and my rugby. promos.

today lak we play games lar. rather den slacking round do nothing. its an astonishing fact dat i assume mushroom asa threat. which i rather not be scared of..but she is a good player though...wad the heck sey...but still a threat doesn't mean i lose to her...no way...im willing to crack my brains for taiti. wonder y not for studies eh?..seriusly speaking...i came to the wrong school man. dae ke patot vincent cakap...'wad is taiti?'...wad a stab in the heart...nvm lar..so since im here alerady...might as well corrupt everibodies mind..hahakz..

den after dat got chem lesson. continue on hydrocarbons; alkanes. in the prac lab just now..i wa foolin around wif the glass rod sey..and shit it broke into 3 pieces..omg!...okie2..keep it down ppl!...i'll see wad i can do bout it..

okie2...dats it..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

10:00 pm
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woohoo! time to blog again..today was happening lar.

first thing first. we completed the presentation workshop. and i feel better now and how to present and handle question. from now on..its onli proper english. weee! den after dat samething again. we did the ceramic picture. which was intended to be placed in our new school. (stupid right..we are moving like 1.5 years from now..and they already finish it..well maybe to save time..) the boys onli lasted like minutes on helping after which we went off to do our own stuff. played catching for awhile. its was fun ar but since puase nye pasal had to stop ar. after which while waiting first the next event we played a lil soccer. missed dat game so much. carvin for it man. aiyo..

den the djs of power 98 came down to our school...it was fun man. they sounded just like on the radio. hahakz. we had some intro bout dem den more on radio as a medium and stuff. after which they had a qn-ans session. they give out bon jovi and ashlee simpon CDs...salleh got both of em. hahakc..i onli got a poster which i gave to aisya. coz i have dat already. den after all dat headed home to a soft and smooth bed. which i onli got like 1 hr sleep den off to shop...soo lazy man!! argh!..tinote samo got soccer..tml got school..den got rugby TRAINING!!! yessa ar..finally.woo hoo!

if onli today was last puase..man im going to die training tml man...coz too eager to get on the pitch!

wad else eh...erm..yar..as usual i cannot have a proper meal...just now break fast wif onli chin chau drink...until now haven eat...its feel shitty to eat and vomit over and over again. and even be called 'food waster' by dad. haiz..no point arguing...im tired already lar. let him say wad ever he wants..no effect on me..i just hear the rubbish but dun register it on my brain. so same as if he was talking to a wall. tsk! wad ever lar..no point whining..

lets move on!! eleanor as i have been bragging bout..is a ford fastback lar! featured in gone in 60 seconds. its swellin man...joe rogan the host of fearfactor got himself one after the movie..and named it 'sickfish'...orders all came in from all over the world to buy the eleanor. but in the end..onli 1 person gets to keep it free of charge! its none other den carrol shelby. the infamous and veteran racer hu built his own car..ford shelby gt (eleanor older sis)..oooo...dreaming of this cars turn me on...imagine wat will happen if i ride in one...haiz..


'eleanor'
'ford shelby mustang gt'
'ford shelby 2004'
'1967 Ford Mustang Shelby GT-500'..(first making of eleanor)

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:36 pm
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so much wadder wadder happen today. first morning got presentation workshop. at first my aim was to crack the teacher. but in the end i have to admit she won me over. she was swellin. i like her slang. her intonation, pronounciation, body language and empahsize on words. kinda attractive lar. its was cool.

den after dat i decided to climb stairs. and jump around. kinda havin this carving to climb up stuff. jump off and stuff. my target ...jump off 3rd floor ar..semangat yamakasi..hahakz

den got the tile pasteing stuff..which i will not elaborate coz its abit lame lar. although the design was nice but the spaces in between the tiles kinda spoils the pic. den got this boy trying to bring home the tile and stuff. grrr!! geram betol. i dunno...maybe he wants to scrap his ass wif the tiles. hu knoes?..

after dat headed home. and to the shop instantly. den back home again coz going to buke same2..wad the heck shud not have gone sey.aisay was lucky...she came wif ehr family..so she gets to eat. while we all had t break fast wif apple pie and wait for seats.den had dinner which i threw up later. and off to see the gang!

haiz..miss them soo much. did my 'tawarih' in style..hahakz...den just slack round..tok2..long time nv see fyz..hanif was there too. asri was busy with u know wad(as usual)khakhakha...dhil fahmi iz all there. and played round of taiti...hahakz..i was the so called ring leader...i was all the way there..until the final game..which i said...if i lose..go home..and i did lose..and i did go home..also it was late already. den talk2 wif fyz on the bus. life has changed eversince we left sec sch. ppl change too much...i realli envy his band sey...wish i got a band of my own...go for gigs and stuff. miss those days.

and wad else...go home log on lar...haiz..last kiss by pearl jam...powerful man!!


ouh yar...one last thing...saturday soccer...rp and mi...showdown..street style..hehehe..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:15 pm
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just something i did for fun...
hahakz..latest version of MSN Messengger x.xx..i guess even scream is scared of MJ..



When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so fucking special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.


im a creep i guess...haiz...'weirdo' reminds me of sombody though..if u know hu u are!!hahakz..guess wad i am special. in ways dat after 17 years nobody had discovered yet. kept it within me for a long time. the real...purest form of me...still lies in this ragged and shagged body.
>>soul of 'evil + good = me'...
an equation..equated by god specially for me. like it or not...im feeling good bout this. and proud to announce after 17 years...and countless persuasion by ppl not to doing. im setting to wild mode.
>>'wild mode + 5 more months = a day in lockup'
ciggies..boozes..joyrides..street racing..thons..whacking ppl..muggin the streets..vandalism..clubs..soccer
..look out for it!

i wanna be james dean car! the cursed 'little bastard' a wrecked hu still kills..
i wanna be a hotwheels hotrod..
i wanna be a S type bmw
i wanna be a modified roadster
i wanna be a formula 1 ferrari+sponsorship
i wanna be a modena 360
i wanna be a souped up ford 'muscled-up' fastback. more known as 'eleanor'
i wanna be a jeep modified by west coast customs. with chromed spokes. psp boot. full sony 'pump'x4 subwoofer. waterfall handrest. dvd-recorder wif mp4 player+real time recording and (200 channel + playboy and BET channel) cable plasma 29" tv. and also a 16 cylinder, double carbourator, top speed 388km/h, 806 horspower Koenigsegg engine. not forgetting 4 button of 2 nos tanks to be fitted below the driver seat. and 2 refillable nitrous canister fitted in the engine. dats all. interiors i will decide myself. orange and chain silver would be perfect wif the black exterior.

tsk..so much power and no where to run..

i'll get my car. by dat time i'll will get pimped by west coast customs. thks to xhibit.

shady wanna try, shady wanna lie
Then shady wonder why, shady wanna die
All I know is pain
All I feel is rain
How can I maintain, with madd shit on my brain
I resort to violence, my shady move in silence
Like you don't know what are style is
Jurong shady the wildest
My shady is wit' it
You want it? come and get it

Stop, drop, shut 'em down open up shop
Oh, no
That's how Ruff Ryders roll

Look what you dun started,
Asked for it, you got it
had it, should have shot it
Now your dearly departed
Get at me dog, did I rip shit with this one here I flip shit
shady know when I kick shit
It's gonna be some slick shit
What was that look for, when I walked in the door
Oh you thought you was raw, boom not anymore
Cause now you on the floor, wishin you never saw me walk
through that door, with that 4 4
Now it's time for bed
Two more to the head, got the floor red
Yea that shady's dead


dats how i roll..ruff ryders style!!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:42 pm
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and they are back! little bastards. once they got into the house all they could do was jump on the back of my computer chair and push it around! hahakz. since i was playing around wif the digicam y not take a few shots.



nasheerah wif the constipated face and me wif the 'constipated-but-step-cool' face. she kept insisting on me carry her and take a shot. aiyo. pic taken by her sister nazneen. weee!!



didnt i say..little bastards. ransack my wardrobe and took out the swiss army knife. ooo man..dat knife is a present from my bro. he kinda smuggle it back to s'pore after army training in kanchanaburi, thailand. i onli got eh swiss army knife. my bro got a samurai sword sey! its a metre long and bout 1.5kg. nice for swinging at ppls neck just like in the next pic..



a miss swing i must say. hahakz..tu lar..dah tak skill nak step bunuh ako lak. quick reflex and sixth senses is all i need.



but this time i cannot escape. my room is the new training facility for future terrorist. u can get knife swords bombs except gun. i can't keep dat. i'll get hang. its called smart!...a 'legal-follow-the-law' training facility. the younger u start the better.
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b4 all dat crap happened..

was just lazing around at home. and help dad as usual. decided to quit the dikir team. dun think i have time. have to set my priorities. proud to announce dat i now hold another cert. passed my music exams! results are today when i went for music class. and to add to dat. following week having a small performance at esplanade. so next 2 weeks gonna be loads of rehearsal. tsk! but its gonna be fun. first time performing at esplanade. kinda cool sey. weee! first pass my music test and now a performance. but still not good enuff. my teacher going off to europe for a performance. how cool is dat!? i wanna be on dat! tour..not performing on the esplanade. too bad..ranking of tabla players in his academy and i come in second. so have to settle on esplanade performance. while the other guy hu got like 10 years headstart from me get the overseas performance. last year also same..the troupe went to australia. haiz..actually its the seccond time i perform at esplanade.

first time was when i was sec 3 wif the ITE peeps! they were under CEMTA while i was under the academy. more of fusion music..combo of indian wif western/chinese. DAT!!! i gotta say..was supercool. kartik, man, ram, jane, khairul and amy. still remember them as if it was yesterday. the esplanade performance was for the WOMAD showdown cum percussion competition. den 2 days later we used the same performance and perform for an ITE function at suntec city ballroom. CEMTA do have talents i must say. from dance to acting to music. haiz..eversince i joined MI..my music life seems to take a complete u-turn. time is wad i dun have. tsk! this sucks man..nvm forget it

if u read the papers today. in the US..women started a new website. where they can paste photos and a brief story of guys he cheated them for the world to see and hate! cool! this will teach a lesson to all 'ninabes' gigolo and womanisers! but i still dunno y women have second thoughs for the website. some say its too harsh becoz it ppl turn over a new leaf they have a black mark against their name. for me..if u turn over a new leaf..prove it lar! dun just talk..do the walk too lar. baru manly man! in the first place also they shud have behave themselves...baru man..tol tak?...

aitz...be back later to updates on my thoughs lak...mom callin'

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

10:57 pm
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if but only an eternity...
that i could feel this way...
no thoughts of hate..
no bills to pay...
nothing anymore simple...
than a breeze this day..
taking my thoughts..
so far, far away..
god soothes my soul..
with this simple giveaway..
nothing more i could asked..
each time that i pray..

evolution...
dats wad happening to humans now. we have gone waay beyond our target. from uncivilised to civilised. and now to over-civilised. if u get wad i mean. from total idiots we evolved to the recently past humans. and i tink the latest evolution began like a while back. waay while back lar. sumthing like 400 years ago. but the effects of the evolution is now too clear to be ignored. even though i know the evolution is happening. i try to close one eye thinking dat it would go away. but things got out of hand as the evolution gets more intensed. maybe we feel comfortable amongst ourselves. and soon it became more den wad ppl had limited. well..i forecast dat the world is coming to an end. mark my words. it maybe sooner den u tink. maybe another 6-7 human lifetimes. and by dat time i'll be long gone and high up staring down at earth.hehe...

and soon. we maybe see anew breed of humans. and they are accept by society..thks to human rights. hahakz. human wants to destroy themselves but in the end help themselves save em' back...tsk..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

1:50 pm
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chakde!

new song..soni soni khudiya!..bes2..

this old man..
he play drum
he play solo
on my bum
wif a gunshot
to the head
bang bang brave
this old man
dug his grave

*same tune

i love u..
u love me..
let us go out..
kill barney..
wif a gunshot..
bang bang..
barney on the floor..
no more purple..
dinosaur..


hahakz...barney and old man must be good frens..


ppl usually say 'good morning' in a greeting context. but y izzit not done for 'good nite' also. for example..u meet a fren at nite and u say, "hey good nite, how r u? how's life'..y izzit not used in such a way as 'good morning' funny thing rite? but its still grammatically correct to use 'good nite' in a greeting context instead of farewell contect. tink bout it!...gonna ask mr chan. see if he wad is his opinion on this..


the temptation to get back to my old ways seem to easy. cigarettes..exemption from my religious duties and piercing of my ear. had been waiting to do all dat for a long time now. since the drastic changes made in life. now exams over. i totalli change my focus. im feel like setting myself into wild mode. 18 is coming soon. and officially cigies and drinks are at fingertips. wonder if i just suddenly crack up. and dun come home like my bro.

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

8:53 pm
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muackks! muacccks!...i miss my com so much!!..its been like a week since i last sit here and stare at this beauty...purposely lock myself out of the computer. have to study and also just to test my skill in hacking into it just in case the worst scenario happen..somebody lock me out. hehek! been cramping shit into this pea brain. just so dat i could be on the rugby team. go to SLE camp. try out for SC. and continue my life at MI. by the looks of it..erm..slim chance...if i do get advance..den i'll sweet-talk my way thru..some some sad 'regret' face...drop a few tears..and say loads of sorry...and hope for a miracle..

puase started already. been working hard at the shop..yelling and persuading...hahakz..kering tekak. met loads of peeps. cikgu lain kawan lain..cikgu MI lain..sec sch lain..primary sch lain. just know also baru jumpe cikgu haslinda. the most preetiest teacher i ever had. it was primary 4 i tink. my first and onli teacher crush. didnt recognise her at first...den scan my brain for her name. wad shock me was she also recognise me too. my my...awww...hehe..she also shock lar..dulu she kan pat my head..*weee..*...now i look down on her hahakz. haiz...muaccks!..hehe.

loads of stuff happened. got into a fight last week. and it left me wif a swollen cheek. hahakz. it was fun man. luckily the blue black dissappeared instantaneous lar..but the swollen part made me the laughing stock..especially salleh...boasting dat he was the one hu gave me the punch. hahakz. whole week had exams. tml last paper. chem left. physic and chem prac was a killer sey. haiz. but i like GP. i hope i do well lar..coz its my onli strong subject. i realli squeezed everi single drop of brain juice to write the essay. so it better be good results. malay lak. haiz..just hope dat the teacher is stupid enuff to believe my point. i decided not to do on terrorsit but i did it aniway.

wad else eh...been making time for myself now. had some stuff sorted out. cleared things out. clear everithing out infact. from my life to the closet. hahakz. my mind feels free now...thank god. spring cleaner ar..defragmented my brains. destroy all the bad folders. cleared the rubbish bin. and reinstalled the OS. hahakz. digital brains i have..im free now..im free..!! of exams..of problems..everithing.

one life..live it!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

10:42 pm
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blogger is back to normal.

physic paper. ohh god. one hardship after another. like a retribution. i wunder wad i had done. first it was life in general..den life in ..and now studies lak. just keep gettin harder and harder. and times like dis makes me feel like giving up. have u ever feel like banging ur head and hope in return god will pour over dat little miracle-making dust over ur head so dat u can just past thru the hard times. forces of all directions are pulling me apart. tearing me apart. maybe i'll try my disappearing act instead...

today as usual got to school. did the paper. wad super sleepy. coz didnt sleep the nite b4. pervious nite just help2..den blajar2 till bout 12 gitu...den sleep den 1 plus wake up..until now..not even a nap. lucky the massage guy pun datang. coincidentally i injured my big toe also. carrying sumthing and bump it somewhere. felt the impact but didnt know it was bleeding until i got home.my mom saw some bloodied foot prints. tu pun kene marah sey. the massage guy was good lar. dunno how he poke my foot he know i got sweaty palm. and macam2 lar..he says my shoulder got problem. and he knows i play rugby. and he was if carry weight must have proper diet and plenty of sleep.

other den dat...i need to cut down on SPICY FOOD! damn damn damn!! less iced water less maggi less kangkong. mati oi!..no spicy food?...no chili padi?...no fun! no need eat...den die die..tsk. how sey.. okie lar...to tired to blog..almost 24 hrs no sleep already...tml ar..i write samo..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

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so man fans..hahkz..couldnt find time to blog. been busy lately. the bazaar has started. to have to help round..studies and stuff. juggling all wif the limited time. chaotic..but kinda fun though. so wat if its ramadan...more fun and laughter lies ahead. everiyear this always happens. hahakz.

just a blink of an eye dah 10 months since last ramadan. last year did not paint the house. so this year will be changin colour i assume. im dead meat man. mom said want to change the connis colour to. i seen my bro did dat. it took him just 3 days to finish the connis. my connis is stepped so had to paint with 3 different shades. hahakz. looks like my turn is coming now. my bro is gone and bro my younger bros having their exams and are not realli keen to help. hahakz. im gonna do it alone den. my veri own canvase. im tinkin of superlight blue and white for this year.

and the connis maybe..from blue to white shades. hahakz..its going to be nice. must match the curtains also sey. and i dun have no idea bout wad my mom wants this year. also i got to vanish the furniture and all. well exams is going to finish in a weeks time..even though it haven started.hahakz. tml the day. pls god..i onli need 1 A 2 AO. dats all im just askin for my beloved god. haiz..i dun want to repeat lar. everithing depends on it. my future studies, SLE camp, SC, a place on the rugby team. and my dignity and face. hahakz. i try..NO! i'll do my best! i will...*wad a joke*..

today in school was boring man. onli had physic lesson. den there was no maths, no PE no thing. so just slack round from 945 till 130. all the way free periods. tsk! shud have listen to nasser sey. SALLEH!! u forgot to call the number i gave u..ARGH!!how? how?

dats it lar..almost dah nak buka ni. aitz..GOOD LUCK to all PSLE and O LEVEL students. u guys are gonna nail it. dun worri..and selamat berpuasa ke semua pengikut2 islam di mana! okie2..just few more minutes..and i'll finish all the water frmo the tap..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

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hahakz..starting to miss my frens. lame tak nampak hafiz raimi rain and the rest lar. irwan malik all. last week meet up wif asri faiz dhil and the budak2 ngaji. fun man.

did nothing today. cant do anithing. second time this year i fallen sick during weekend. bastard flu bug. wonder hu i got it from. damn U!! today pulak, dad called the massage guy. tsk. den he wun massage somebody sick coz he say the body vulnerable and wad ever shit. scared of me say lar. hahakz. i was sleepin when he came. dad asked him lar. when he say like dat. i just turn b4 he could finish and crashed on my bed.

tsk. this damn headache is killin me man. and im NOT going to the doctor. hu the hell cares aniway. i tink if i die..it would be a week b4 sumbody realised im missing..maybe longer..hahakz. mom was trying to be "concern". which i totali ignore ar. she ask me when i want to cut my hair, when go see doctor, if i need panadol lar, dis lar dat lar. i just shuddup. nv reply. and now..i can sleep in piece. let her worry. wad the hell do i care.

today my nieces came down. all 4 of them. the youngest as usual. sleep aje! they came round 11 like dat. so while day havin breakfast. i took out all my drumstick and let them play. use em like swords den like so warrior hit2 each other. den all sit down go drumming on the floor. den the oldest niece was the teacher. while i and the rest become students. hahakz. main cikgu2.

after dat den i go sleep together wif them. all in room. but i sleep separated lar. im sick. wonder they the bug got transfered. tml sch. hardcore revision. haven pack my bag yet. gonna throw it away soon. need new bag. tml or tuesday i going to buy the new shoes at clementi. my shoes already got holes in them..and im literally walkin bare-footed...well dats all lar..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

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hahakz..got 5 more mins until tml..today got chem mock exam. so i was lil late by just 10 mins. it was at 8. heard from rami(hahakz) GP marks will be moderated. the passage was bout business. so science students was totalli caught off guard and understand no shit bout it man. which i agree wif. i had to do everithing by i managed to understand the passage. its totali not fair man. wads the different of a business and corporation?..wad does business has got to do wif morality and social values. i dun give a damn sey...im in science stream.

den finish mock exams a bit early. bout 11. me nasser halijah res ramdan and salleh headed to al ameen. i got no money in my pocket sey. left wif onli 2 bucks..an $0.41 cents ez-link wif no concession and a hungry stomach. so makan and stuff. but salleh pain for me lar..coz friday i buy for him curry puff. den after makan we sit around and me and nasser started telling stories of our childhood. primary sch sec sch stories. fun sey. i love this kinda talks. the laughter nv ends and time slowsly down. no stress and stuff. hahakz. den after dat headed home.

got home feelin sick and stuff. get news from bro my mom threw away my wax. tsk! wad else...melenting ar..argh! no point talk bout such stuff. i wanna see how long she will not talk to me..she got ego..i got ego too..i want to see which other son will wake up at 12mn to massage her aching feet. those animals hu onli play games and boycott their bro or this idiot hu maybe just too kind and got exploited instead. but maybe i was a bit too harsh..stress build-up, crankiness and the headache got the better of me. so tonite must be a blue moon i guess..coz i finally blow my top today. haiz...once in a blue moon..and now..my hand got a deep cut already..thank u my dear wall..

den after dat watch some tv coz she threaten not to let me use the com and stuff. i got my underhand ways or threatening her too. i still win lar. pls!!
den made my way to music class. finally some peace. the new place got nicer sey. now wif the warm lights which i rather call romantic lights. den bla2. got home. and stomped my feet into the room. she just stared onli. heck care ar..go throw my legs away lar if u want to...den ready some harry potter. i got to know voldemolt is a halfblood sey. his dad is a hensem muggle. and his middle name is marvolo. Gaunt is his granddad and he has a sicko uncle. this book gets interesting sey. but 'dumbell!dore' just dun want to tell harry wad happen to his hand. stupid sey. tsk!

okie dats it alr..time for more hairy experience and dumbelldoor stupidness...

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________