Drop what you doing!
Get up and dance with me...

Animadverto vos laxus, deliciae :P

11/29/2005

10:56 pm
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had a fun time today. even though the camp was cancelled. but b4 everibodi arrived and stuff. and all change to attire and started wif touch. it was serius at first. but turn playful once ppl started to get tired. man adam is fast sia. den after dat stop for water break in which we start crapping bout soccer players.

'george best is going to hell coz he is a red devil' hahakz!..

den since coach not there yet. and no camp. so no rules. so we took the soccer ball, pushed the goal post and played 7-a-side soccer. and just in time the rain came in full force. fun sia! all the stupid things ppl do. all the skills and long balls. realli fun sia. haiz...had the time of my life. den after dat things took a turn. started training. our passing we so fucking lame..we had to go back to basic passing and practice. tsk3.. and tml is the game. so after dat did some team run and stuff. the problem is our team is down by 1 person sia. shit sey. den after dat coach left and we proceeded wif scrum training. first time sia use the scrum machine. it was more better den normal training. the feeling of an opponent just makes things different. hope to do more wif the scrum machine.

den after dat...had more soccer. penalties and free kicks. fun sia..all the jokes of hu can be ronaldhino by hitting the bar. sadiq kick to the bar twice consecutive lar..but in term of penalties lar. den after dat headed down to al ameen for dinner. and rushed back home to crash for awhile. tired sia. woke up and its already 10..hahakz..there goes my computer time. and my idiotic sis is using it. tsk!!

im sori bout this morning...its nv bout control. it has always been my decision. and like i said i choose u...and
i want it to be dat way.
i dun care wad ppl say.
im happi dis way...

forget the last post...its written in a f***ed-up mood. thks to my sisters hu pissed me off. terrible mood swing ar..

miss u...

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

10:33 am
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hehehez...suddenly my mind goes blank...dunno wad to write..hahakz..

--if you're seeing sumone, even if it has been onli platonic in the past, the relationship is probably about to deepen considerably, and when you least expect it.

--without any warning, the person you love best on the planet -romantically, that is- will cross ur mind. whether he or she's right beside you or a thousand miles away, say how u feel.

been feeling shitty lately. emotions swinging to and fro. dunno y. ppl been bugging me bout stuff. and i am sick of it! just leave me alone. i know how to deal wif my life. and i shall live the way i want it. whether i smoke or get high on drugs..or drunk on booze..i have made the desicion. something have been bothering be badly. dunno y am i so keen on continuing it. even though its over. maybe im just soo into it. and i cant pull myself out. even though its fun..but the question mark just hangs there..and the older i get...the question marks starts adding on..and soon ppl will notice..and the day will come..when i have to answer for my actions...and i know..i'll try my best to run away from it definitely...

suddenly been feeling like hiding myself. just disappear for awhile. but my mind is telling me not to. it will just make things worst. add to dat still having slow recover over this stupid flu. and not enuff sleep just slows it down further. i tot by going training..maybe it will help lar. running does makes u feel better. but to no avail. maybe i didnt run much i guess...but nvm lar. see how. one more month to school...teachers been advising me to buck up on my maths..and shit i haven started anithing...plus!!.when am i going to start my fitness sia. okie2...

1 more hour to meeting adam and salleh. going off to queensway..coz adam buying boots. and perhaps i want to get my hands on the adidas torpedo. and its confirm $30 na..man! i need a bubble tea now.. all thks to ramdan im craving for the ice blended blue coral. hahakz...yesterday nite while coming home..all 4 of us buy bubble tea and start shooting the pearls ard. hahakz. i feel like a juggler sia..juggling all sort of problems...just waiting for one of em to drop...den i have to answer for it lar.

next up...singapore got kicked out of the soccer sea games. hahakz! indonesia beat laos 4-0 man.i would have been rich lar...if onli had place a bet. tsk wasted. but nvm. got nothing to do now sia. okie lar..see how tonite. hope to enjoy my self..gonna get playing cards and dunno if want to bring guitar anot..

okie2..its 1130 now..just received news...camp cancelled. argh!!.. and the trip to queensway also cancelled. shit..now have to wait again to get the ball..argh!..was just tinking of having some fun. and there goes. but still everithing is on. just the sleep over part is cancelled. but im tinking of staying over for the bbq. do some team bonding. we need dat badly sia. the team is silently crashing apart. ppl pulling out..not coming for training. just makes things worst. teammates frequently change...so its hard to adapt to different styles of play instantly. its just unfair for those hu come. *blink2*..guilty!.. saha said the teachers are showing signs of giving up on the team. especially after the whacking we got at the 10s.

'we already had seen the fruit of our labour arh! guys!..nothing!' quoted from saha. c'mon guys...i feel like kicking a soccer ball now..not just kick man...but give realli hard whack at it..dat will help release stress. i cant continue my old habit of punching the wall animore...now my left hand is slightly weaker at grabbing stuff. just now i took a cup from the table wif my left hand and dropped it. just like dat..drop...u know lar..the after effects...where mom goes.."BLABLABLABLA!!! BLABLA!! ABLABLA! BLABLABLA!!! BLABLA!!" dad said want to buy punching bag..dats great sia...hehehz...dats just makes my painful life easier...dunno want to put sand or cement in the bag sey. hahakz...i tried a cemented punching bag...and it was super painful if u dun properly pad it. okie2...sand will do. maybe after the punching bag...i'll ask my bro for a pull-up bar...pai seh sia go fitness corner. hahakz..

okie lar...1230 already...meeting ramdan adam and salleh at bb. bubble tea!! hahakz..missing sumbody already man...haiz..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:25 pm
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do u all remember when u were a kid. wadever u do. seems to happen again..but dis time ur not the one as the kid looking but as the ppl doing the thing u saw as a child did. just to tink of it. i remember myself as a kid. during weddings..i would be playing in the morning den..afternoon. i'll be sitting at the band watching the band boys play. years back..like a decade ago. and its seems like a cycle. now..im the person playing..or socalled the band boys. and kids..like me last time...would sit around and observe. its kinda cool though. den while playing..a lil bit of showing off and stuff..hahakz. but now i know why i always get scolded for playing near the band area. coz its fragile. as a kid..i find it amusing...but now in the band boy's shoes..its veri2 much irritating...hahakz..

there has always been debates bout which is better. a live band or karoake at a wedding. lets weight the pros and cons aite!

karoake- firstly..for karoake...the music is perfect. and ppl get entertain by the dj. and many say the best part is everibodi can sing. and karaoke can play ani song. on the other hand lak. karoake is fixed. so lets say..while ur singing and u got lost. the music plays on. and the music in karoake are pitch perfect. which means..they are fixed to the song's original key. so perhaps u cannot sing in A major...u have too...u got no choice. and also the atmosphere is not there also. for a karoake..u would onli see the 2 singers in front, the tv and the equipment behind them.

a live band - for a live band. most of the time the music is perfect. not humans are not perfect wad. there will be glitches. but is u have good equipment and good musicians...den no problem. also..watching these glitches and how the players recover from them is also another form of entertainment. maybe stuff dat can be laugh at or be joke of the day. unlike karaoke where u onli watch the 2 singers. for a live band there is no fixed key. for example if the song is in A major...u can change it to fit ur voice. also the beauty of a live band is how u can improvise a song. to make it sound better. in a live band u can create medleys of songs..and or course..
u can change the speed to suit the 'magic' happening at the moment. even though there is a possibility dat certain songs a live band can't play..but there is also a posibility dat the karoake dun have a song in their collection. but the most entertaining i would say is how band boys cover up for their mistakes. being in this line for almost 6 years. i had heard and saw many stuff. hahakz. they can be funny and they can be stupid at times. but usually...when u got bandmates ard. ppl tend to cover up for ya and stuff. and also..sometimes..when players include their personal touch in a song...is just changes the whole songs..and makes it even better. dats the beauty of a live band..

so my stand is a live band is better den karaoke. it may be subjective u say...but feel free to include ur thoughs...like ppl say...music is universal...its not hu or wat it is...its how u play it...and convey ur message to the audience...man music is so cool...

okie..life update...tml got rugby camp...dunno wad to expect...but hoping..by hook or by crook to get access to computer. dunno how the match-up will go. we onli got enuff ppl. one injury and problem sia. tsk..samo we just just started our 15s training. everithing is hectic. so i doubt we can win the match. maybe we can out a fight but the chances of winning is slim. but all i know is..im going to whack ass man!..for my brothers..for my school...and have fu lar ofcourse..guaranteed more scratches on the legs nye..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

10:24 pm
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tamat lar riwayat ako di band 'dil ki awaz' i joined in as a rookie. thru hardship and deterrence i came out as an amatuer. thks to my band mate for guidind me... from 0 experience to a wide knowledge of old and new music. and ofcourse the skills i acquired dat can onli be acquired thru experience. and all the techniques i pickup..both in terms of hardware and playing mode. all the stuff i learn bout mixers and amps and how to position them to reduce humming...and achieve the best sound. man...those past 5 years has taught me loads of stuff...but ppl change. i did. u guys didnt. so im moving on. yee ha!

woots! it was one of the best weddings i have ever played. the sound was good. everithing was perfect lar. alot of veterans were there lar. i didnt know them all. but all said the same thing. 'eh ni anak faisalkan...dah besar eh..dulu kecik2 selalu tgk kiter main band..skrg kiter pulak tgk dier main band..dah lawan taukey lar' *ping!!*..i cant even remember dat sia..hahakz..

cant wait for next week lar. new band sia! confirm fun nye. samo all young blood. gerek!! hehehe... soo much stuff sey next week. my plan to work during december..all goes down the drain. 3,4 gone. 7 8 9 10 gone 25 gone. sure in the middle ade je lar..ape2..tsk! lame sia! okei2...dah malas nak tulis ar...wad time alreayd sia...got to sleep ar...down on flu and sore throat...damn it!...

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

8:27 pm
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finally all the fucking crap is over. singapore beat laos 1-0. for stupid ones..u may rejoice. wad a victory u say! fuck! r u blind? 1-0!!! damn it 1-0!! those like me would shake our head in disgust! vietnam beat laos 8-0 damn it! dat is wad u call a football team. singapore onli met vietnam! wait till they meet thailand lar! now leading the scoreboard is vietnam den indonesia den singapore. i tell ya man. if indonesia wins their final match. hahak! singapore can kiss their ass good bye! hahakz! pls lar..the under-23 squad is so damn freaking lousy lar.

ball retention skills = O
dribbling skills = 0
shortpass accuracy = 0
longball accuracy = 0

might as well u guys so kick ur own balls into the rubbish bin. i tink dat also cannot lar..accrucay zero wad..nanti tah masok mane pulak je.. hu chooses the national squad sia?!! wad the hell man...i tink the FAS calculated their goals wrongly lar..instead of worldcup 2010..its suppose to be 3010 lar.. good luck indonesia! my money is on indonesia and vietnam making it to the next round. singapore go next round waste time lar... shit man..forget it lar..

wad did i do today. holidays man...nobody wakes up early except for me! hahakz! woke up bout 7 like dat...den watch tv till like 11 plus. hahakz. den go shower...den had nothing to do so follow mom go aunty house lar. open house lar. i know..hari raye almost over already. cant blame her lar. she just got back from germany. so just lepak2 at her house. till bout 4 plus. den headed to little india. my mom nak go take her clothes. damn irritating tau. each time they go to collect clothes..sure got something wrong.. and always last minute stuff. idiots lar! u name it. hari raye deepavali weddings! everitime the same thing. last minutes collect and allteration of clothes. in the end they end up wearing last years clothes or sumthing. lame sey!!

got so fed up man! my head was spinning! having this throbing heacache. den after dat they still haven collect baju yet. tonite go again to collect it. gRRR!! den after dat can go off to tekka mall go jln2. damn it lar..i want to go home pls!!! shit betol AR! darah up sey! i cant be bothered to say anithing lar. i just pull a long face! and my mom knows i not in the mood. so all go home lar. bingit sey. argH!

den finally got home and took a short nap. den watch stupid soccer. den now msn lar.

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:09 pm
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woosh! realli had a good nite sleep. drop dead from 1230 onwards to 12 next morning. woohoo! den after dat just slack ard. nothing much to do lar. mom dad came home last nite. den my nieces arrive. havoc lar...wad else.. want to watch teletubbies lar..sesame street lar..play barbie.com lar...den i busy chatting they busy jumping on my chair. grrr!! den my sis gave her faverite milk + XXX den they go to sleep in no time! hahakz.

den afternoon my bro called said got some dealer wanted to throw away some model planes nye barang2. all brand new. my god!! my bro did the smartest thing by calling me first. of course...i told him to bring everithing home. lemme take everithing i want first den throw the rest away. ooohh!! i cant wait man. hehehe! maybe next hari raye..i shall hang all the planes i got on the ceiling..kan style...den at nite when the wind blow..u can see the planes all moving2..style sey..den maybe i outline wif glow-in-the-dark paint. lagi style.

den go sembahyang. i arrived early lar. den got this little boy wif his dad. so cute sey. wad ever his dad do he also do. den main hentam sembarang je...sekejap2 looking2 ard. hahakz. macam nak cubit2 sey pipi dier. haiz. everitime in the masjid my mind settles down i started reflecting. wad to do man!. shud i or shud i not. sudah lar. den tinking bout..how life will be when i start having my own little tots. wad do they do when i go to work...or when they got hurt..hu will attend to them...haiz... so much stuff to worry bout sey..after dat den quickly got home.

den soon 5 oclock came. freshen up. and rush to potong pasir. and start jamming. man it was fun sey. this is wad i like. abg boy realli control the band. discipline! wif discipline...baru the music will be fabulous. even his bro abg babal cannot do anithing. dats coz he is damn good wif the drums. and his ideas also are fabulous. so ppl tend to listen to him. good lar. like dat. den we will get along well. den after the jamming session. he said..'now we got a new dholak player. next time practice, i want u all to do home work. no more playing ard. shah will be permeanant wif us' mak ai..i feeling like jumping on my bed sey. weee!

from now on...im realli busy sey. weddings on the weekends..camps and stuff. mati sey like this. tsk..next week samo...good movies coming out. haven watch exorcist of emily yet. samo SAW 2 coming out..!! argh!!..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

8:59 pm
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didnt nothing today. my bro got his psle results back. 206. wee! im still on the top. but shit man. all the school near my house has a minimun of like 219. onli left hong kah and yu hua. definitely a sch i will not recommend! sori salleh no hard feelings..ur an exception.

man..im starting to miss school. tml got mucis practice. first impression counts! luckily my equipment all prepared already. den just now..headed down to bishan. go jln2 by myself at junction 8 by going back to bb wif na. and watch movie. it was nice i say. next week will be busy. rubgy camp. den following week. thoning wif the bastards! ahhakkz..on the 12/13. sheessh! saving my strenght for next week match.

shit man. i gotta stop this crap. temptation just ruled my mind. a hasty decision which took my 3 months of hard work. 3 months all down the drain. and im not falling alone. i drag ppl along wif me...my team...my frens. no point blaming fate. just have to switch my mind to off mode. i'll carry ard sweets now. just in case SHIT!! happend again. my god...temptation is realli bad stuff man. shud i?..y not...out of curiosity...

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

10:34 pm
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woosh! didnt nothing today. everithing planned got cancelled. music practice cancelled. so in the end. spent time just slacking. den after dat evening came. pack my dholak and headed for the shop. bought the new skins. dats a hefty $60. there goes my whole weekend pay. den headed to chai chee. makan2 and fork out my share. wad the heck man. i tot they wanted to eat out..coz nak blanje...shit man! waste my money onli!

den after dat head home lar. practice maybe changed to friday. tml got testimonial match. aint realli looking forward to it lar. i picture myself sitting by the sides ad laughing at ppl. but wad the hell...i busted my ass..lets bust it again! hahakz! wad else eh. yeah man. cant wait for 7th november. siti said i can go to the children's home. its a home for cancer kids. im damn excited sia. nv done ani social work b4 sey. weee!! heard siti's stories..bout the lil girl. alahai...realli touched sey...but yg the kesian part is..she onli 5 years old..already got cancer. dat part realli broke my heart.

pointless to lift my finger and point at god..shouting 'ur cruel'.

the world is like dat. there is always a reason y things are like this. if u tink u got the answer for everithing...den asnwer this! why is earth roundy?..not squarish?

fuck!!!! its 1109 now. and i just received news..the match tml is cancelled...again!!! but seriusly. im not pissed not..after hearing the reason from saha. its waaay unfair for us.

okie den...i'll stop here...got lotsa stuff to do..the masala skin. my blog skin. weee! tml nothing to do again! hahakz. looks like a full weekend rest till next week lar!

btw!...i luv this song. by shaan. from the movie 'salaam namaste' even the movie is nice. bout this boy an girl hu falls in love. and started living together. accidentaly the girl got pregnant. and the boy doesnt want to get married. den the girl decided to keep the baby against the boys's wishes. and they still remain in the house. the thing bout this movie is it shows the beauty of having a baby. so within the 9 months..the boy changed from a uselss bastard to a loving father. and he even proposed just literally b4 the baby was born. and i MEAN! just b4 the baby was born. awe!! so cool man this movie..touch my heart. ont thing i rememeber is this guy working a the boy's restaurant said.

'my life is a living hell now after i got married and had a child. the child get sick everi 2-3 days per week and the cost of keeping a baby is high; food medicine clothes. even i dun have money for a holiday.too much tension yar!'

but the touching part was when he continued...

'but everitime i look at my boy. when he smiles and grab my little finger. all my troubles, tentions and problems and everithing seems alrite. dat can onli come from a child. and for dat is why im living on'

haiz...

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:08 pm
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shit man! i got so much stuff to say i dunno where to start.

morning just slack all the way. woke up early lar. bout 7 like dat. but just lay down on the bed under the bedsheet. watch tv. it was damn cold sey. just slack like dat till 10. den go shower and pack my stuff. den got online to do some stuff. and had brunch! A heavy brunch it was. den just slack ard. damn sleepy sey

den it ws time. got myself ready and headed to jurong east to meet adam and ramdan. reached yio chu kang slightly early. den just waited there till 3. den off to the stadium. den change and waiting for first match. i realli did expect not to be in the starting 10. and it did happen lar. just by the sidelines watching the game. first match was against CJC. i say we realli did screw up. nobody to blame but ourselves. lack of trainings. and the cracks are begining to appear. but the team managed to hold them to a 5-0 score. or in short, they won by a try.

next match was wif Singapore American School. finally i got my big break. thks to Saha. man. those ppl were superfast compared to their huge body. especially the no. 12. tried my best and all. didnt my stuff. but couldn't find ppl to tackle. im too slow. point noted. work on dat. we lost dat match too. 10-0 or by 2 tries. next up was against SAJC. wasnt expecting to start. but ah chuan gave me another chance. i realli busted my ass trying to wheel the scrum. which ended up wif me collapsing it. realli hurt my foot. but got cold spray. den while i was clearing a ruck. hurt my shoulder sey. damn painful sia. dunno wad i do..but i just jack my hand and a pop! back to normal. still feeling the stretch. hahakz. by the end of second game. i cannot tahan all the scratches all sey. cold sprayed all the painful parts. and await for the next match.

last match against PJC. we all decided to put in the best team in. dunno y ah chuan decided to rest faizal. we were so close to winning man. so close. dats wad u get when u dun support ur bros. shit man. in the end we lost it too. by a try or 5-0. haiz. but wad ever happens im still proud dat i did my best for now lar. definitely for loads of room for improvement. my fitness. my rucking. my stupid mistakes. almost caused the team the game man. 3 penalties all by me. tsk! but still. i have achieved my goal today. to prove myself. im happi now dat ppl trust me in doing my part in the team. 10s is over. all left now is the 15s. friendlies and A div! top 4 is the next target. but we need more ppl for training. the onli way is to train as a team and we will win as a team.

just receivced news dat the testimonial match tml is cancelled and changed to thursday in school at 4 pm. finally got time to rest my aching body. hahakz. okie2...im done for today lar..chiowz!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:02 pm
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wooohoo!...tml the day. soo excited sey!

yeah man...as usual. if got nothing on. i woke up late. mom said the nite b4..dunno wad i was blabbering bout. mengigau ar. she said i said '2-1 lar..goal 2-1' and kept repeating it over and over again. den after dat i was talking bout my dad asking me to fix the extension wire or sumthing. two realli distinct examples of wad happen the previous days. firstly the 'goal2' thing wad coz i was damn pissed wif how s'pore played against vietnam. which they lost 2-1. hahakz. den on saturday. got wedding rite. den it was raining at woodlands den dat caused a short circuit. so i was damn pissed also lar. hahakz. didnt know such stuff realli followed me even into my sleep. hahakz.

den today. wake up. clean my room abit. den slack ard the com. doing nothing. makan. and rushed to school. sis coming back home today. den changed and start training. its scarry man. the more closer we get to the competition. lesser ppl came for training. but nvm. its a lil to late now. after training..got home as quickly as possible. den had to help do some stuff which lasted till 1030 sey. mak ai...dah bandan sakit. kene angkat barang lagi. tsk. but nvm lar..got plenty of time to rest.

finally had a word wif dad. regarding the band. im being miss-treated and underpaid. abg nasir realli opened my eyes. shit man! howcome im so blind. nvm ar now it s over. 5 long years. i gather enuff experience and skills for a better band. certainly going off the my cuz band. cant wait for it man. but still this sunday have got to play one last time. and this time i will demand ar. $100-$80 or im not playing animore. shit man...dat is also considered cheap if u were to compare it wif my workload. tsk...wish i had a normal teenage life man. freedom and no responsibility. took the wrong turn..man 5 years ago. but its a hell of an experience. come to tink of it. its a pity for teenagers having a normal teenage life. hahakz.

haiz...when will the day come ar?...im tired of waiting for my big break man..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:59 pm
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man...damn tiring sey. 2 days non stop music. im freaking bored. nest week wednesday got practice. sunday got another wedding. den next week another wedding. damn it. all my sundays wasted on wedding onli. argh!! i need a change in life lar. and 27 nov is the last time. after dat im moving somewhere else ar. had enuff of all dat lame shit! late-coming, no practice, anihow play. shit man! its better not to play den lose face. my cuz already been calling me. woo hoo! see even by i officialy join in...he already call me for practice. dats wad u call discipline. my now the band just lacks dat. and i dun like it.

seriusly..im realli being taken advantage of. im there alone, single..nobody else..playing SPD and dholak at the same time. whereas there is 3 drummers..all able bodied. and they do rotation everi few songs. wad the hell man. and still they are pushing all the lead parts to me. fuck rite! wad to do man. i cant sy anithing. these ppl are as old as my dad. rude to talk back. so 5 years...yeah 5 DAMN LONG YEARS...i been going thru shit. finally. i mana ged to convince my dad to let me stop. the condition of the band is just getting worse. even other been telling me to go else where. staying wif this band will onli worsen my skills. and its true indeed. i need a guide lar. i cant go on by myself. i will not spot my mistakes and will nv learn for them. but hu cares rite! but thank god. things are turning ard. just one last one. after dat. no thank you. no more.

tml got compulsory rugby training. shit man. i just rememebered. luckily i didnt set no appointments. hahakz..few!...looks like no exorcist of emily..until late next week lar. haiz! monday training..tuesday competition. wednesday practice. left onli thrusday and friday. saturday not free...sunday wedding. whoosh! i wish i was schooling man. holiday also not like holiday! @#$@%#@%@%$&!!!

dah lar...my back hurts..wanna wacth tv lar...boring sey!..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:59 pm
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hey ho! merry o' weeeeee!

jln raye yesterday. i wasnt realli dat fun at first lar. den slowly everithing pick up. joke flying and stuff. gerek sey!. realli tire ourself out sey. like from morning until 12+. dat is for me. but for those yg living yishun all. hahakz!

den today lak. just slack ard. suppose to go jln wif my sec sch frens but petang got wedding ar at woodlands. darn! sori guys! realli sori! next time i promise i'll come..no more buihing! hahakz.

den by 12 plus..off to woodlands lar. play and play. first outing since ramadhan. damn long time my touch SPD. hahakz. of course. i had to play ard wif the drums man. soo tempting. wad else ar..bossa nova...and dali join in wif the bass. man it was so cool! he play the bass was like awesome sey..the pulls the slaps and the running notes. like wow! hahakz.

my cuz nasir was there also. he was from another band lar but it was my idea to 'borrow' him. hahakz i lurve his voice lar. wish i had a voice like him. but too bad lar. nasir dad singer oi! so naturally son also can sing lar. man how i missed his 'chakde2' song. the way he sang it. especially on his wedding day. was superbly beaitiful. i need to learn how to sing sey...hahakz..or i'll make a fool of myself on my wedding day. khakhak! nvm ar..maybe i'll play drums instead. u all know rafi ali?! yesh2 the football star. i play at his wedding lar. he didnt sing also. instead he play the drum. man hes good.

style eh! famous for his football skills...but he can play drums too...and a good thing he minat hindi ar! power da macha! but seriusly ar..his wedding was the best man! he got so many frens hu are musicians ar...den the jamm afew songs and stuff. but the instruments on dat day was the best. coz he pay a load sum of money. so we all go rent instruments ar. wif proper sound system and micing. the drums..the percussion2...got congas..timbales wif a tenor drum. den steel drums. aux percussion. all most fullset of orchestral percussion. man..rafi damn loaded ar.!

okei2..baack to today. i play2 and play2..man..those ciagrettes smell damn stinky sey. and i hate it when ppl just blow the smoke..den it flies across or into my face. grrr! but wad to do..there im the youngest. to talk back seems rude. wad to do..just shift my place lar. den it rain and stuff. den got short circuit all. my spd was wet sey. luckily it was the front part. had it been the back..shit..it will take hours b4 u can switch it on sey. den bla2..finish roughly bout 9+. pack my stuff and throw it into the lorry. tml also got wedding. today was the girl's side..tml is the boys side at yew tee CC. funny sey. play at both parties's wedding.

see how lar tml. damn tired sey. den after dat go my sis house. just slack2 and makan. long time sey. everithing was western food! weee! den watch soccer. wigan damn strong oi!. 2-3 against arsenal. believe it or not..its their first time in the the EPL. den after dat kiss my nieces goodbye den headed home. sent my project thingy which is overdue. suppose to send tml sey. but nvm lar...20% onli...heck care ar..okei man...damn tired liao!...nitez!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:59 am
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ya know...if ya dun care...ya dun have to read my blog..ya know..ya can save it for other countries. be it my blog..or my hormones..or my balls..or wad ever my nick says in wad ever situation..(everithing is mine btw) if a person realli dun care...u dun have to be caring enuff to make time to read my blog. so thanks for caring aye!..coz i know ur reading...ahahaha!

for ya information... there is a such a song called lela..open ur ears..!! but i doubt it lar..by the looks of it..u dun even care to open ur eyes in the morning..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:59 pm
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i remembered this memory of me talking to an old man under my block. i didnt know him lar. but he always give me $2 and ask me buy bread and coffee for him. i tink last i was him was primary 3. since den no sight of him lar. hope dat he is alive. this ol man..damn wise i must say. wad realli makes it hard to forget him is wad he said to me while just sitting down and chatting wif him. 'in this world got 2 type of ppl. one hu is either this or dat. for example. in this worl got 2 type of ppl adult and children. in this world got 2 type of ppl, the rich and the poor. tall and short, big and small, kind and not kind, smart and not smart, etc..'

den since dat day i kept repeated his words day in day out. coz everiday i grow older. an example of wad he said would just pop up. recent events just prove wad he said. in this world..got 2 type of ppl...those hu build the world around them and those hu build themselves around the world.

those hu build the world around themselves tend to try be the centre of attention. popular kids. and try make themselves as cool as possible coz the 'world is watching'.since the world is watching..they have to uphold their ego..even when they fall hard on their faces and wif ppl around em get up and continue life. instead of 'thank you' the helpful ones got blasted! they dun tink of others and care for themselves onli. dun appreciate wad ppl do and how much effort ppl put in stuff. and just do anithing as they want. usually these ppl give lame excuses to avoid wad ever they avoiding..usually stupid stuff lar. tantrums are normal as they try to take control of changes around them...instead of adapting to it. they would wait around for things to happen instead of making and effort to make it happen..coz to them the world is always backing them up!in short. these ppl are kinda self-centred.

on the other hand. ppl hu build the themselves ard the world are the type dat work hand in hand to make things happen. there try not to be the centre of attraction but rather blend in wif the crowd. every hardship or 'buih' they face..they take it wif a smile and try resolve the problem. this kids maybe be unpopular but make frens wif em and they are more helpful than u tink. appreciation is always on their mind and others feelings and appointments are a priority over their ego. they are the ones backing those hu 'build the world around themselves'. hoping dat by shedding the real truth...they will be able to change and join hands wif the 'ppl hu build themselves around the world'. these ppl adapt well to changes. put em in a jungle and believe me..their generation will last forever. onli to be stop by a single person hu build the world around himself.

so which one are u?

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

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man!...it feels good to be home! i got so much to blog about sey! first thing first. the camp was okie lar. but it was more boring den fun ar. I thought i would be muce more fun ar. even some SC told me last year's SLE more fun. this year one like mendak onli sey. not much activity.

first day arrive bout 8+ in school. den administrative stuff and all. im in group 1. den ice breaking games and some objcetive talk. den after dat off to the campsite. den settled into the bunks and lunch. after dat like 3-4 activities lined up. had to walk into the nature reserve to some field to play the games. den after dat wash-up for dinner. and at 7 had motivitional talk. followed by supper and another talk b4 bedtime. boring right?..hahakz..but the fun begins onli when the moon is out lar. shower and all and just hung out around the bunk. den b4 sleepin..played some poker and den the started everione in the bunk started making noise lar. jokes and insults all flying around...fun sey. even those hu wanted to sleep also cannot sleep. ppl like me and salleh ar. so we just listen and laugh! i tink dat nite..our bunk was the noisiest sey. some girls can hear us laughing sey. hahakz.

tml next morning was started wif exercise and breakfast. we got 16 groups divided into 2 big group. 1-8 is Group A and the 9-16 is group B. A started wif the event management and planning talk. which lasted like freeeeaaaking 4 hours!! and i practically slept the first 3 hrs..and the next hour was some group presentation thing. can u believe it? 4 hrs! tsk3. den after dat had lunch and both group A and B switched. our turn to have fun. separated into mountain bikes and ropes. ropes ppl are those doing high elements. or wad i call circus troupe. hahakz. walking and line and stuff. but it was fun man. i did the single line den off to rock climbing and den to the cargo net.

after dat we were suppose to go to the challenge pole man! wsated! the weather changed. and had to report back to bunk. waaaaiitt!!! the fun is not over yet!..tonite is campfire nite lar! the main item of the whole camp! we had to do a 10-min show of i dunno wads the theme. but the time also dun matter sey. we combined wif group 2 to do a skit bout friends and stuff. group 1 did commercials while group 2 did some friendship skit. it was fun practising. the hakka the commercials..the sakteest jump all..fun.

den after dat came the camp fire. all the groups did a superb job ar. like halijahs's group the 'spiderman act+sadako' rafi's group..also funny...vincent's gourp..where they pass ard the mug thing...den the teacher impersonation also funnny. res's group..the one wif the jack/rose/harry potter + voldermolt wif darth vader music(played by siraj). siraj really fell sey..hahakz..dats wad u call good acting! *appalause*..after dat got the nite walk. it was kinda boring lar. not as scarry. maybe the track were to near the main road..so can hear cars..den got can see coffeehouse. but cannot blame the SC coz they were told at the last minute dat they were suppose to scare us. also they dun have equipment also wad. but hu cares. its over already. but still come to tink of it...its an SLE camp. where ppl come to learn leadership qualities. whereas i came wif high expectation of having fun onli. so dissapointment awaits lar.

but first time i see my group mates i know im down on shit. samo the problems dat surfaced just the nite b4 the camp put me to 'no fun mood'. i simplay couldn't click wif my group. know none of them cept for jas. dat one also not so close. so i was more of going solo ar. doing things by myself and stuff. unexpectedly i kinda managed to solve the problem dat was bothering me for a long time. just dat to clarify it now is the problem. i aint got the guts to ask...just incase i was wrong. dat will put me into 'no fun mood' until i solve it!

last day was the normal stuff. pack bag clean up and back home.

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

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Manchester Utd
1 - 0
Chealsea

get a load of dat u jose! u bastard!

this is the second team dat Man utd had broken their unbeaten run. First was arsenal wif 49 matches and now chealsea wif a mere 14 matches. cool right? i tink the Champs league match and epl boro's match was used as tactics. Mr. alex told em to play like shit. champs league..dat is onli the second match..samo its group stage. got like 2 other teams and 4 home-away matches to gain pts and enter the next round. also boro match was a win-win situation. lose this match but win chelsea..10 pts away and still 1 game in hand. see wad i mean? Mr. alex..i must say..dats a huge risk he took. playing shit in boro's match...den screw jose minds as he apply tactics based on boro matches. and go craze on match day...i must say..there is a reason y he received the 'Sir' title man. simple superb.

still have to give credits on chelsea attacking. they were quickly man. all those counters and quickly complicated passes. they all seem to be right there at the rite time. but man u just increased on defence. block and block shots all the way. which is kinda risky.

finally all those 'late-nites-wake-up-early' shit on me man. got home today at bout 6. den eat. den sleep from 7 till 1 am. and now got 6-7 hrs more to go and i cant sleep already. hahakz. nvm..later watch some tv ar.

its been kinda boring lately. the hari raya spirit must be sleeping. kinda no moon to celebrate sey. but still its not nice to not go ppl house. so i just tag along and try have some fun. erm..lately been to mami lela's house. den see kishore's live concert. dat was cool man. a tribute. all the songs all bes2. haiz.. den after dat go home. got ppl coming. den to day got the science thingy. it was fun. making a mess of stuff. the teacher sure got headache later one. hahakz. den head to salleh's house. just slack and stuff will like 5 plus. the main thing was browsing on frenster. hahak fun sey. ooos here...laugh there...

den head back home and sleep. tml got the PW stuff. finish 330 sey. darn!! den wed thurs friday got camp shit man. they shud do it during december lar. now hari raya wad. those 3 days can be used for jln raye sey. my primary sch fren dah calling2 looking for me sey. hahakz. macam lari dari tailong eh...hahakz.

wad the hell hey...its onli 2 am. nobody is online? wad happen sia? nvm ar..do creature feature ar.

subaru impreza wrx sti

may seem like a normal sedan. look under the hood and the external features properly. and u would see more. its actualli a fully working rally car man. 2.5-liter DOHC intercooled, turbocharged aluminum-alloy 16-valve 4-cylinder with Active Valve Control System. if dat isnt good enuff for singapore roads. ur must be craze already. for some freaks..yesh freaks. nos! wad else. but LTA cannot pass ar. man this bugger has 300 horsepower @ 6000 rpm. direct ignotion and sequential multiport fuel injection. smooooth! High-performance sport-tuned 4-wheel INDEPENDENT!! suspension. and ofcourse. if its a eally car..Ring-Shaped Reinforcement Frame body structure with hydroformed front subframe structure. dat will save ur life each time shit happens. to add to dat..all the air bags and stuff. uw ill be sleeping on pillow each time u crash! well when u buy..impreza comes is sports rims. so dun need to change ar. STI-design front bumper with lower air intake...integrated front and corner spoilers..STI-design rear bumper with rear diffuser. this makes it a rally car man. great for offroads. + the aerodynamics side groud effects..whoosh! god is so kind! weee!

the gold sports rim and blue coat is soo damn cool man!


look at dat booty!..steam!!!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

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haiz...if its raye...wad else...not say its boring but..fun lar...but boring in a number of ways ar..all my cuz are girls..and dats it lar..

so all my cuz..will talk2 to my kakaks all...while i have to sit wif the bapak2 talking bout politics and work and everithing boring...tsk! no wonder ppl find me boring. totalli lost contact wif the teens world and moving in to fast into the lame adult world. aiyo. nvm lar...

kinda received good news...and i say..good luck to u gal...hope to see more examples of ya in the future. erm..wad else...looking forward to SLE camp man. im going to tire myself out like hell. den go home rest for the weekend b4 i start studying again. i got a shitload of maths to study or else im dead meat next year...

drained out man...tml is saturday. got class..i missed like 3 weeks of it already...sure get scolding tml..man...december..going to be fun man...yesterday kinda sign contract ar...permeanant band..yeah2...been waiting for it like since i was a kid sey. since im the youngest..so much to learn..and by the time im fully ripe...i'll be the best in the business..woo hoo!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

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yaanww!..tired..its already 130...

i cant believe it..its Eid Mubarak. was suppose to wake up early to go sembahyang raye..but hehekz..yesterday nite..didnt sleep. watch soccer which MAN U lost 1-0 to lille. damn! but nvm. den woke up bout 8-9. mom dad did the cooking for today first b4 heading out to homes. put on my new kurta pyjama chappals and fine tune my hair. hahakz. first thing first. the maaf2 part. hahakz. did it quickly and headed for my dad's eldest sis house. whoosh..nasi ayam. den second house. mom's eldest sis whoosh lontong..but i miss her chapati...dats her speciality. haiz..den last house for the day was my granny's abg angkat. my dad and mom had known them like since young (satu kampong and stuff)...dah jadi macam close relatives..even though no blood relation. haiz..dier nye anak..fullemak!..lame tak nampak..hehe..malu i!...ahahaha!

den it was like 2.30 already. headed back home. den my eyes cannot open already. so sleep on the couch until the first batallion of sedares came. they do it in tactics now..first was my dad side come. all one shot...like 30 of em..woah!...shocking sey. biase lar...wad else..gather all the youngsters...and make noisy. jumpe all my long lost cuz..sit down..talk bout studies..life...music and stuff..we all are music freaks...got family history ar...it runs in all the kassim's family blood. next the mom's side nye batalion...another like 20 peeps. woots..ppl keep pouring in till like 12pm..the newest couple(also my cuz) made an entry. and baru balik ni kol 1 gitu. hahakz. tml going to their house lak. weee..another pic taking frenzy!..weee!..

here is the aftermath of today...


my sisters...

my sisters again..wif my cuz sebelah mom.

me..wif my first sis and her rascals..

guess wad?..they again...bored! lar..

wad..hero and heroine...me and nazneen

my first bro in law..and me in balcony

by now..they are like ur old frens already..nak jelak sey..

hahakz...mom and dad..tired sleepy and mom after a crying session..biase ar..maaf2an..hahakz..

dats me!!..man i like my kurta pyjama..cept its a bit ticklish inside..feewwiT..kalah salman khan..

lil bro..cuz huda..and sisters..

ahhh 4 minahs + 1 makkal =?

chakde!..balle2...hahakz..me and cuz noorlizah..

bro in law..me sisters and lil bro...

witches perhaps?...they may be smiling...but u nv know man...

ghar aja pardesi!...bangladesh coming..tong sampah going..

tsk..nak posing pulak...

me and nurul ain..another cuz...dah kurus dier...dah pandai makeup sumer eh..

ahh..fun shot..lurve em!..

the inset was a pic 2 years b4...

and look at them now...taller prettier...and much stupider..hahakz..

a group photo..everibodi..from cuzzes..to bro in lar..sisters..moms..and lil bro..

finally i came to my sense?..hahakz.

haiz...by the time we fool ard wif the camera...like 80% of everibodi go home already...cume left my best cuz..from my mom side je. haiz..tml going their house lak. yessa!...suddenly my pocket feelin heavy...hahakz...been careful wif wad i stuff in my mouth...and it will be another 10 months b4 another ramadhan...and eid mubarak...another 10 more months..to one of the joyous days of my life...haiz..lurve em..miss em!..shit man...next week jam pack sey...salleh where are U?!!! its already like 230 now..yeah i know..i blog at 1159..just changed the time..so as to make it still 03 nov! hahakz..okie den...nitez!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

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suddenly...the urge to get everithing done started flowing in me..suddenly i realised..shit! tml is hari raya!hahakz...but still everibodi around me was busy hurrying here and there getting things done. dad and mom preparing the food for tml. both sisters busy putting on the curtains and changing the sofa covers vacuuming aand mopping. my younger bro were busy cleaning the room. stuffing their book and wad not into everi space they can find. hahakz...onli i couldnt find anithing to do. den mom shouted to go place the barang2 on the walls. so pull out the drill and make holes in the wall. sofar..covered 4 old holes with cement..den made 26 holes. which 11 were nails and the rest were screwed! hahakz..but whole day everibodi doing work..but still the house look the same. cept for the lights flickering now and the carpet covering the floor.

the rest looks much the same. unlike previous years...thks to my first 2 sis. the house wad grandly decorated. tsk..she realli got taste man..but knows how to burn my dad's pocket. haiz..those were the days. when the house was full of people..making noise..laughter and wad not...den tml will come. all those will be relived again...laughter noisy...children running here and there..babies crying...mums gossipping..dads busy discussing politics...and the teens jokes and laughting our heads off. weee!...but den..after tml..i will have to wait another 10 months again...and during dat 10 months..stuff will happen.hu knows wad and when. but for now..im looking forward to the day i been waiting for 10 months...tml!.

everithing in the house now is working fine..den when i tried to log on..shit the internet connection gave problems..i panic sey! not now! not now!..hahakz..quickly check everithing..the computer and modem settings..but its not the hardware. den carefully inspect my 15!!!!(can u believe it?) metre long telephone wire. trust me...its 15 metre allrite...come my house and measure..and it may just be longer..trust me..since the wire i make myself. must be the connection parts. took em all apart den put em back together. changed the main socket back to a new one (which i was suppose to do in the morning and forgot) and test it again. thnk god everithing now working. feeww!...it took me bout 1 hr sey..hahakz...few but everithing is not tiptop...and i cant wait to roll and sleep on the carpet man. its so tempting..tired of sleeping on cold ceramic floor everinite.

everibodi now at serangoon. to get mum's baju for tml. last minute sey! tsk3. ouh yar...yesterday went to geylang wif mum and bro all. so while mum busy looking2 for baju all. i saw my bro suddenly run grab a guy and punching him to the ground. i was shock at first. it was all chaotic sey. den my bro call me and afew other to hold him down. den it was all clear...my bro spotted that guy taking a makcik bag. true enuff..the makcik check her handbag...her purse was missing. inside her wallet got $1500 sey. she just cashed out from ATM like 15 mins ago. that guy must have spotted and followed her..waiting to catch ger offguard. den the police came down and took the guy away. my bro and 1 other guy and the makcik go to policestation to write down statment. while we continue shopping. den like 1 hr later he came back. said the guy under investigation for other crimes. 2-3 days back got purse,wallet and hps missing. too bad Mr. Guy! u just got served! didnt know my bro was so heroic sey! fewwwit!...

haiz...since today was the last day of puasa...the wait for the azan was like superlong sey! hahakz. cannot tahan ar...thirsty...den makan all as usual. den dad started stories of his childhood pre-raye stuff. firecrackers, and stuff ar..the 7 lekor or sumthing...it was all so much fun and interesting sey. he says now like so nothing like dat. last time..after break fast..can hear all the noise and children enjoying and stuff. haiz..wish i was living in a kampong. usually after the azan..the would play the takbir..but just now..they didnt. dat realli freaked me out..if they didnt..den tml no raye lar...my dad said..it did happen by...during the 1960s..everibodi all masak for tml already..but the 'anak bulan' was not seen. hahakz..so had to puasa another day! hahaha...luckly like 20 mins later..den the mufti announce and stuff...feww!..hahakz...i was so scared sey!..i dun want to puase another day lar! i can wait another 10 months for it. hahahakz..okie2...nak gi tgk salam lebaran ar...

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

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had to feature this song again. just too nice not to be featured twice on my blog. its an honour coz..songs on my blog are of quality or got meaning...hehehek...too bad mos of my readers arent dat interested in hindi...maybe if u do...u might just understand me better...too bad...lets talk more bout teh song...

firstly..its sang by my fav singer...sonu nigam...next...the music director is adnan sami. hu happens to be a my fav singer also..he currently hold the record for fastest pianist...caming in first...b4 maksim. hahakz..unbelievable rite. onli adnan sami can create my type of music. wif good mix of chordworks..touchy bass guitar and ofcourse..loads of awesome percussion. this song and chori chori (also from the movie 'lucky') has great percussion and the prechorus music is great. different instruments play different tunes and overlapping each other nicely just after the previous one ends. how beautiful is dat. the feelers in between the singing also kinda fit perfectly...first the guitar..den the keyboard...den the violin. it realli put more emphasis on the meaning of the song. great effect for listeners. ahhh! wow!..just wow!...

now the second section of the song...the percussion. in this song the drum are rather muted. u dun hear much of the hihats and the kick. dats coz..its covered by the dholak bass. so the snare can be hear wif occasional kick lar. the dholak control much of this song..thus maintaining the main feature of all hindi song. especially the 2nd prechorus music just b4 the chorus when they played wif the dholak bass. this kinda stuff takes great skill and planning. even though the dholak is used...but the style of play is not of odinary hindi songs which is off beat...but more of relaxed and slow..or improvised kaherwatal. dats is superb music. lastly...if u listen carefully the bass realli did a good job by covering much of the emptyness of the song without overdoing it. thus making the song all complete and near perfection. anibodi disagree wif me or got ur own opinion..just dropa a tag...music is universal...and there u have it...my review on a song i consider special both in term of meaning and music.

okie2..lets get back on track to the main purpose og blog. MY LIFE! the nearer the hari raya comes..the more the "raya" feeling in me dissappear...maybe the broken heart..maybe the recent results scare..or just the atmosphere all around me just turn off the mood. tsk! no fun sey like this. i would want to go out and enjoy...wif anibodi...but it seems like nobody is free nowadays...onli i am...or im just too lazy to do aniwork at all. wad to do sey...like everithing is almost done...and if i were to do aniwork..ade je my mom would complain...this not correct...dat not correct...might aswell i dun do anithing ar...correct?

den today go carik baju for thurday. ppl long time beli already...i today den go buy. ofcourse..not baju kurung ar..im an indian for godsake...i celebrate 'eid mubarak' not hari raya...hahakz...got my self a nce kurta...stupid sey...like all the new kurtas design are see thru...shit man...if onli i got muscles lie arnie..but nvm...its still nice..and its not dat see thru also...but i got the shawl also...so can like used dat also...everibodi got their stuff already cept my younger br...he small size..den susah nak carik...tsk...went from geylang to serangoon just to find for him...but to no avail...but later tonite going again..to get chapals and his baju...grrr!! menyusah kan org betol..haiz...

a shirvani wif golden designs and a beige shawl + aladin chapals and white turban...and a bride in a huge golden design red gagra with fully mehndi hands and ...dats all i ask for...woo hoo!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________