11/20/2005
11:59 pm
And you do it like this!
RE:
man...damn tiring sey. 2 days non stop music. im freaking bored. nest week wednesday got practice. sunday got another wedding. den next week another wedding. damn it. all my sundays wasted on wedding onli. argh!! i need a change in life lar. and 27 nov is the last time. after dat im moving somewhere else ar. had enuff of all dat lame shit! late-coming, no practice, anihow play. shit man! its better not to play den lose face. my cuz already been calling me. woo hoo! see even by i officialy join in...he already call me for practice. dats wad u call discipline. my now the band just lacks dat. and i dun like it.
seriusly..im realli being taken advantage of. im there alone, single..nobody else..playing SPD and dholak at the same time. whereas there is 3 drummers..all able bodied. and they do rotation everi few songs. wad the hell man. and still they are pushing all the lead parts to me. fuck rite! wad to do man. i cant sy anithing. these ppl are as old as my dad. rude to talk back. so 5 years...yeah 5 DAMN LONG YEARS...i been going thru shit. finally. i mana ged to convince my dad to let me stop. the condition of the band is just getting worse. even other been telling me to go else where. staying wif this band will onli worsen my skills. and its true indeed. i need a guide lar. i cant go on by myself. i will not spot my mistakes and will nv learn for them. but hu cares rite! but thank god. things are turning ard. just one last one. after dat. no thank you. no more.
tml got compulsory rugby training. shit man. i just rememebered. luckily i didnt set no appointments. hahakz..few!...looks like no exorcist of emily..until late next week lar. haiz! monday training..tuesday competition. wednesday practice. left onli thrusday and friday. saturday not free...sunday wedding. whoosh! i wish i was schooling man. holiday also not like holiday! @#$@%#@%@%$&!!!
dah lar...my back hurts..wanna wacth tv lar...boring sey!..
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