11/23/2005
10:34 pm
And you do it like this!
RE:
woosh! didnt nothing today. everithing planned got cancelled. music practice cancelled. so in the end. spent time just slacking. den after dat evening came. pack my dholak and headed for the shop. bought the new skins. dats a hefty $60. there goes my whole weekend pay. den headed to chai chee. makan2 and fork out my share. wad the heck man. i tot they wanted to eat out..coz nak blanje...shit man! waste my money onli!
den after dat head home lar. practice maybe changed to friday. tml got testimonial match. aint realli looking forward to it lar. i picture myself sitting by the sides ad laughing at ppl. but wad the hell...i busted my ass..lets bust it again! hahakz! wad else eh. yeah man. cant wait for 7th november. siti said i can go to the children's home. its a home for cancer kids. im damn excited sia. nv done ani social work b4 sey. weee!! heard siti's stories..bout the lil girl. alahai...realli touched sey...but yg the kesian part is..she onli 5 years old..already got cancer. dat part realli broke my heart.
pointless to lift my finger and point at god..shouting 'ur cruel'.
the world is like dat. there is always a reason y things are like this. if u tink u got the answer for everithing...den asnwer this! why is earth roundy?..not squarish?
fuck!!!! its 1109 now. and i just received news..the match tml is cancelled...again!!! but seriusly. im not pissed not..after hearing the reason from saha. its waaay unfair for us.
okie den...i'll stop here...got lotsa stuff to do..the masala skin. my blog skin. weee! tml nothing to do again! hahakz. looks like a full weekend rest till next week lar!
btw!...i luv this song. by shaan. from the movie 'salaam namaste' even the movie is nice. bout this boy an girl hu falls in love. and started living together. accidentaly the girl got pregnant. and the boy doesnt want to get married. den the girl decided to keep the baby against the boys's wishes. and they still remain in the house. the thing bout this movie is it shows the beauty of having a baby. so within the 9 months..the boy changed from a uselss bastard to a loving father. and he even proposed just literally b4 the baby was born. and i MEAN! just b4 the baby was born. awe!! so cool man this movie..touch my heart. ont thing i rememeber is this guy working a the boy's restaurant said.
'my life is a living hell now after i got married and had a child. the child get sick everi 2-3 days per week and the cost of keeping a baby is high; food medicine clothes. even i dun have money for a holiday.too much tension yar!'
but the touching part was when he continued...
'but everitime i look at my boy. when he smiles and grab my little finger. all my troubles, tentions and problems and everithing seems alrite. dat can onli come from a child. and for dat is why im living on'
haiz...
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________