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12/31/2005

10:38 pm
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waaaarrgggh!!!! its news year eve..and im at home!!!!

alarr!!!! siak ar!! damn!! grrr!! im getting older by the seconds..

look on the brighter side..im going to be able to legally buy cigarettes and drink..woo hoo!! wad else. can go clubs. all the vices in short lar.

im suppose to be enroled in the army. but im in school.

well...it will a year..like everi year. promise to study but later on..just scrapped thru je.

well..hopefully.. i can sit and study. stop cigarettes. no drinks. slow down on my gambling. erm..build up body just in time for A division. and hope fully. lose weight too. and keepinh my parents happy. dats my new year resolutions.

well everi bodi out there...happi new year..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

10:40 pm
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orite...dats enuff..others are private...

well...watched narnia today. it was cool sia the movie..man..i love the war scene. the sound in the theater just makes it better. u can here the thomping of the warriors shaking ur heart. nice sia. veri2 good story i would say..for both adults and kids. but not small kids lar...they wun understand a thing.

after dat headed home. tired ar.. dun have much sleep also. damn it. luckily it was a long journey home. i would like to say thks to the guy hu let me rest my head on his shoulder. hahakz. im not gay ar..pls..just too tired. u all shud know ar...how i slept while on the way home during the class bbq. hahakz...thks salleh..for the shoulder..i forget to say thks. okie dat it uh. tml countdown. probably going to esplanade wif my cuz all. dun want to go ar. boring sia. comfirm its going to be damn packed. crowds for me?..no thks. argh!..dad and mom dah bising2 wif me. for gaming till late2 into the nite. 2 am onli wad...wads to late bout dat sia..it not like im not sleeping at all. wad onli..

aiya..skolah dah nak start ar..shit!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

10:12 pm
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3 words.




















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________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

5:19 pm
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okei2...its been a few days since i last update. not much has happened. erm.. sunday i slept late. bout 3 or 4 like dat... den bout 630 my mom woke me up. she said we're going to the beach. i was veri upset at first. becoz i didnt have much sleep. but soon i realised. its wad i've been waiting for lar. ever since the 'class' bbq, i been waiting for the time to go again. den like suddenly wish came true sia. den reached east coast bout 8 like dat. den bought some food. so go makan first den hit the beach. swam like hell sia. i swam realli far out. until my dad had to wave his hands to call me back. i cant hear him caling me out.

hahakz..gian ar..long time nv swim. den after dat just slack there until bout 3 plus b4 heading to duku rd for lunch and back home. den after dat SUPPOSE!! to meet salleh at 530. which DAT MAT came at 6!! as in SIX!! alermak sakit hati betol. den off to lot 1 to buy some stuff. of which I!! had choosen. wif MY!! sharp eyes. rite salleh!? muahaha! after dat back home lar. to chat and sleep. amazingly i forgot to eat. i forgot to eat..can u believe dat?...i tot after chat go eat...den i tot after play game den go and eat...but i didnt and went to sleep. hahakz.

next morning decided to give a surprise. which i tot i was late. almost wanted to go home. but somehow..i persuaded myself to wait. and it was a risk well taken. den after dat go home jugak lar. my stomach already growling alreadi. i told my bro to buy breakfast. i tot maybe i eat first b4 heading out..but i was in a rush. den took bus back home. which i fell asleep. missed by 3-4 busstop. damn! i was hungry and sleepy and feeling so lethargic. reached home by 12 or so. den play games lar..but just too sleepy. so off den watch tv. which i fell asleep for 20 mins i tink. den i play games again until bout 6 like dat.

den watch tv again. which i fell asleep again! now until 730. i was suppose to meet salleh and nasser at 730. but they were late so i go first. coincidentally i met ramdan on the bus. so after dat headed to the court. dhil, fahmi and haikal was there. den ramdan's abg sedare all came. den the rest all came. glad to say we won again. dis time by a bigger score line. we play 5 goals...i tink we won 5-3. S8 gerek. salleh ar...gelojoh...all he want to score..nasib baik bola masok..kalo tak masok..i personally give red card ar! after dat rushed back home reached home by 11 like dat. damn 99 bus. i walk 3 busstop..den it came. soo late sia. had to wait for almost 15 mins. den after dat tried the ghost recon game. fun sia.couldnt pass the first level sia. damn hard.

den today..i still not happi..so woke up early. and start gaming..and wee! i managed to the 4th level. the 3rd level damn hard sia. i had to play it 7 times. ggrr!! wasted lar i got to know of such game..late2 in the holidays. ciz..see how lar..mom scolding to go sleep early coz schools almost opened already. damn! den today also not much to do. except play games lar. just now tried wif salleh. equal number of wins lar. wasted my com lagging lar..if not can play much2 more. how i wish i realli2 had extra ddrram now! btw my motherboard need PC400 type of ddrram.*hint!* anibodi willing to buy for me?!! haiz...okei lar..hoping the rest of the holidays to be better...

good news lar..my new classroom is situated on the first floor. great sia!! easily accessible. near the field and canteen. so dun have to queue veri long waiting for food. yay!! well..i got wad i wanted..a change of envoriment and hopefully things change for the better lar. im stuck rite now. sumbody pls show me the way. wad i need now badly is a new outlook on life!getting myself a bag soon. hopefully by schools start. coz it will be harder den. limited time sia..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:58 pm
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its christmas today. which means school's starting. i dun celebrate christmas u see. so merry christmas too all my christians frens.

had nothing much planned today. except i got a wedding to play. luckily its somewhere nearby. hahakz.i was suppose to arrive by 10. for cound checking and all. i woke up at 10. khakhakha. abg boy already calling sia. i said i was about to to out already. the truth is i haven even brush my teeth. den suddenly poof!..there goes mr. flash. within 1/2 hr..i bathed..took out bag from the storeroom. check my stuff. pack my bags...took out my shoes..get handkerchief..socks..combed my hair...and all. recording timing sia.

den rushed to yew tee. reached there by 11. luckily i was late sia. there was no electricity. dunno lar..some guy holding the key was gone and call2 he nv pick up phone. they been trying to solve the problem since 10am. 15 mins after i came...den one of the ppl there found an empty socket in the carpark below. so within dat 15 mins...i got everithing i was playing ready lar. tuned up my dholak and tabla. placed the timbales beside me.

changed into the t-shirt. placed everithing..at where they are supposed to be. den after dat..did a quick sound testing and all. and started quickly. abg boy leaving half way so they didnt ordered the drumset today. instead. we used drummachines instead. it was cool sia. 1 spd 11...1spd 20..2 drum machines..and me...plus congas and bongo. not forgetting shakers and tambourine. hahakz..abg boy brought his djembe also hehehe..

borrowed salleh's mp3 for recording. coundn't managed a goot recording lar. i dunno...it could be beoz i was recording it from where im sitting..where the music is loud. or because the mic cannot handle loud sounds. it was cracking like hell when i play it back. abg babal said we can record by jacking it into the mixer. so just recording wad we playing..no outside noise. but cant lar..salleh's mp3 got internal mic. and no input. ciz..wasted. i have to find some other way to record.

today was one of my best performance sia. realli on form...hahakz..moving from dholak..den go to conga..den play djembe..den play spd..den back to dholak again. i even handled goro ki na kalo gi's conga solo. fewwit!..*applause!* hehehe..but it was realli fun sia. den come caravan's piya tu..this song abg boy ask me to play djembe while abg babal play conga. and he play timbales. achap control the drum machine...since we're playing latin-style. whoosh...cool sia...each of us took a solo...improvisation ar.

the actual song lasted 4+ mins..we played it until 10 mins+ sia. hahakz..wif all the solos and all...wasted lar the recording not clear..cant hear a thing coz..its constantly craking..even this song got ppl come up to dance.. happening sia. okei lar..basically..one of the best wedding performance i ever had since i started bout 5-6 years back.

den ofcourse..we had to stop by 6. all tired and worn out. hahakz. pack my stuff..collect my pay...and headed home all smiling. sometime next week got practice. and january got 2 outing. hopefully..we will play like we did today. if not..just half of it also im happi. orite...dats it for today...almost 11 already..and bored...still no signs...see how lar..if not den game-on till morning perhaps..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

3:49 pm
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kinda boring sittin at home doing nothing. so surf ard for the new releases. pirates of the carribean : dead man's chest, X-men 3, MI3, Happy feet, cars and firewall. yesh3..pirates of carib coming back! same cast! even black pearl's crew. except no signs of captain barbosa. ofcourse..we have captain jack sparrow! ahahzk..and the beautiful keira knightly. fewwiit! must watch sia! next X3. this movie features come new cast. and also past ones. dr. jean gray..hu died in X2 now come back..stronger. there is also new characters..such as beast. but i till have no idea wad is the storyline. of course..wolverine will be there also..clawing his way ard. expect some romantic scenes wif both wolvorine and dr. jean gray. woohoo!

i stop watching mission impossible..after the second sequel. its not as exciting as the MI1. i hope MI3 makes more sense ar. new movies! happy feet is about a colony of penguins. i have to idea wad is the storyline but its a funny flick ar. stupid and crappy jokes..and the cute lil penguins..must watch comedy. cars is also another animation story by the makers of finding nemo. it seems abit boring lar..but have some occasional funny scenes and stuff..a movie to past time when u got nothing to do. lastly. firewall. this movie has a good story line. its a this group of criminal hu hijack the house of a chief bank security officer. wad he must do it the find a way into the bank which he has been protecting for 20 years. but of course..expect twist. as he turn the table onm the robbers.. starring harrison ford. one of my all time fav! definitely a must watch.

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how would life be if singapore had more land space. firstly..cheaper and bigger house. bigger room is wad i want. maybe we can have our own backyard. which i can use to play soccer and hold parties. or even place a swimming pool.. fun sia. im actualli thankful im living in an old hdb flat. the new flats are lame sia. veri small.expensive samo..and not much facilities. next would be cheaper cars. and cheaper road tax. more ppl can afford cars. and hopefully they do away wif parking coupons. and all ppl to free park. got alot of land space wad. ppl pay tax u pay. the least the government can do is to allow free parking. up next..bigger schools..bigger classroom. bigger school halls..maybe 2 fields..and still got room for fitness station and a street soccer court.

fun sia like dat. we dun have to cram our asses in the tiny school hall animore. if we do have more landspace. maybe we could have a real jungle. an untouched!!! no foot paths..no toilets..no directory in case u get lost and all dat crap jungle.. the real thing..not another bukit timah hill. hahakz.maybe we can have longer beaches..more bbq pits..and cheaper chalets..where there is always a place..and we dun have to book stuff months earlier. ahh..maybe we can have our own dirtbike stadium. or gokart race track. or an F1 circuit. dat would make singapore life less stressful. haiz...man there are hundreds of other stuff we can have...if onli singapre has more landspace. for the past 17 years..i didnt realli bothered to tink of the consequences is singapore had more landspace.

but *smack back to reality!* this is singapore..the onli country other den brazil to have a 'forest' in a city. the business hub..the integrated resort island..the new medical hub. the country wif the biggest ferry's wheel.. we want everithing dun we?.. but we forgot one part..we dun have space. did u know dat..we are expected to double our population by 2025. good luck singapore...im sure we can double our population. so later on we can start building homes in voidecks..at beaches..under drains...coz we ran out of houses...or rather space to build homes..or maybe back to our history...cramping 20 ppl in a 20 square feet room. see how lar..

btw...sori asilah...i like this topics...had much to write about..hehehe..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:49 pm
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realli dissapointed sia. its getting worst. onli 4 of us. of which manan cant play also. so we just sat down and discuss some special moves. den changed and headed down the pitch. we did some passing. my left had realli2 suck man. i tot by having a ball..i can practice. but now..i got no partner to pass the ball too..hahakz! den after dat we proceed to diving on the ball...

both ways..u facing opponent and ur back against the opponent. dat one was crazy sia. have to slide. den mimosa all ard. hahakz. u bet man. my leg and forearm all 'scratched-up'. hahakz. although i cant see them..when i apply soap...it burns sia!! after dat. we did some kicking. not drop kick. but juct kick. where to shoot. how to palce the ball. where and how to aim and all. ouh yar...we also learn how to grable the ball and pick it up. yup..dats most of it.

den after dat headed to yishun to collect some stuff. i dunno how is salleh doing sia. worried for him man. good luck boy! im sure its the red one! i just got the feeling..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:17 pm
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argh!...how can a day turn to shit. it maybe stupid i say. but still. okie2. i sat down and tink bout it. im partially wrong too. im the brother. i shud have mengalah!. argh shit man. but nvm. i cant get him in this house...wait till i meet him in the street. hes gonna get it from me.

thks asilah for infecting me..its this thing where u tell 5 things dat is weird bout ya. den infect other ppl.

1)i need to hug something when i sleep
so bolster is my best bed buddy.
2)im afraid of heights but i still like to do flying fox and stuff
3)i can control my anger. but when it gets too much, i cry to release it.-dun laugh! it ain funny!
4)i like to dig my nose too. i get high doing it..hahakz..
5)i hate to shower. but once in the shower, i hate to dry myself.

now..im infecting nana kampzboy jacq ika mariam and saha. have fun guys..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

3:38 pm
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Let me take you far away
You'd like a holiday
Exchange the cold days for the sun
Good times and fun
Let me takes and fund
You'd like a holiday

Let me take you far away
You'd like a holiday
Exchange your troubles for some love
Wherever you are
Let me take you far away
You'd like a holiday

Longing for the sun you will come
To the island without name
Longing for the sun be welcome
On the island many miles away from home
Be welcome on the island without name
Longing for the sun you will come

im going there man!! to the island without name!.. the song nice sia. especially the chorus part. the guitar strumming..drum, conga, bongo and aux perc. combo is powerful and exhilarating. i can spent my life just perfecting my skill to achieve dat kinda of playing. just dat i dun have the euipment lar..wait lar..when im rich!..hahakz...getting boring lar..my bro got into boon lay sec. but my mom wants jurongville but i want him to go yuhua sec. join the percussion team! fulfill my dreams. ciz..wasted. see how lar..tml i go wif him. maybe go appeal for JVS first. see how lar.

boring sia at home. i feel like playing a match now. get myself tired. yesterday wrong tacklings did leave a mark sia. my neck is realli hurting now..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:26 pm
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had class bbq yesterday. i wasnt as fun as expected lar. or maybe my expectation were just to high. partly i can be blame lar. i ws set as the game ic. but i did no preparation..hahakz..but had some last minute arrangements lar.

reached there bout 1 like dat i tink. it was already high tide. omg..irresistable man. i quickly rush to set all the things..lucky i was already wearing my swimming shorts..so just changed my shirt and splash! nice sia the water. but since nasser kampzboy all have. couldnt go for my long swims. so just try to stay near shore..and play wif them lar. den after dat..had to light up the fire..i dunno how to sia...usually see dad do it. hahakz. so step tau aje lar..hahakz..i was hoping kampzboy also know..kampzboy pun tau sikit2 aje. but somehow..we managed to do it lar. cook the nuggets and eat.

den after dat ppl start to stream in. not much ppl though. but still got lar. we boys were playing dodge ball all the way. s3 vs s7. hahakz. fun sia. den swim samo. i tink one of these days..im going again ar. just to swim dats all. i love the beach man. long swims releks my body. and it cooling. haiz..soon!

den after dat start bbq lar. and all. we didnt managed to play much games. just powerhouse onli. dat also i see...can get violent. hahakz. den after dat. we just started eating aje lar. nasib baik faisal was there. he started the fire for us. thks man. or else..we would be eating raw chickens...hhakz...den after dat we headed home. tiring sia. reached home bout 12 like dat. had a quick shower. den play com lar. but just too sleepy to continue.

cant even wake up sia. i set the alarm at 530. hoping to wake up earli for a surprise. hahakz..i woke up at 11. hahakz. den just slack ard. after dat play online games wif ramdan till 3 b4 heading for rugby trn. school starting soon. and i dun want to go!!..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

7:47 pm
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almost reaching my 200th post...i didnt even know..i had reached my 100th post. this would be my 199th post. of course i had few post..which i kept hidden from public's view. it either too personal or i just dun want ppl to know lar. possibily it will create chaos..so took em off. errr..nvm forget it.

this is the most boring sch holiday season i ever had. had it not been for some of my frens..i would be all dried up out of boredom sitting on this computer chair. so thks aye mates! veri2 much2. last post was on 16..dat would be friday. so saturday erm..woke up as usual. wondering wad my other frens were probabily doing. i had nothing to do practically. no where to go.

so i just sit at this chair..surfing thru friendster..and all. den it hit me! i've got computer. internet connection. keyboard mouse..and everithing compatible for a game. hahakz. look thru everiwhere. for dat single disk. on dat disk..i kept my games. Age of empires..Roller coaster tycoon..drug wars..mario bothers..lerio..gangster. argh!..couldn't find it. probably i threw it away during hari raya clean up process. so quickly search the net for possibly download sites. none available. i dare not use the P2P network. i dunno how to use bitorrent. so had no choice. run the morpheus program. dwload age of empires 2. took me bout 1.5 hrs.

and i quickly switch off. been hearing bout ppl getting caught and fined over dwloading illegal stuff. so rather not try my luck. but boredom is just a lil bit unbearable for me. run the setup and 10 mins later i was on my first game. hehehez. ofcourse..i had onli 2 program runner..age of empires and my browser currently at cheatcc.com. hahakz. if i need ani cheat..so just Alt+Tab. poof! i'll be at the page browsing for cheats. hahakz. long time since i played computer games. i know..there are dozens of websites with games. but i want those like AOE..RCT..games wif strategy. so dats wad i did practically for the whole of saturday. just play games..until like 2 am like dat.

today lak. woke up. called nasser and salleh. both cannot contact. was getting abit worried. we planning to buy stuff for 20th. soon we already there. buy stuff and all. calculating expenses and all. luckily..got hero salleh to the resque. he flashed his ATM and we all smiled..ye lar..got bbq..but nobody wanted to pay until the day itself. wad the heck man. i got $50 to spare lar. but he said no need. one person pay onli. 'dats the way uh!-huh!2 i like it!' hahakz..thks mat. ur the kindest mat rep the world had ever knew! weee! now back home already...all the chics (chicken) and hotbabes (hotdogs) in the freezer. waiting to be marinated tml. now currently installing risk. hopefully by tonite can play online wif nasser and salleh. wooo!! another strategy game..sure fun one!..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:25 pm
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finally...i got my own!..thks alot!! thks u veri2 much!! muaccks..

went to queensway. to get ball. weee!...den go mkn ar macs...b4 heading to sch. been waiting for so long sey for the concert.

had the concert today. maybe i expectation was too high. i dunno. but they sounded not so good lar. the intro piece. like no confidence like dat. den they played some pieces which i nv heard of. new pieces..so maybe dats y terok lar. i wasn't realli into the woodwind and brass section. my main aim was the percussion section. my god. conquered by girls sia. gotten worst. but i have to admit..norman was much2 better now. much2! but still not strong enuff like the old times. the frenchorn also terok lar. tuba not much power. can be heard slightly onli. trumpets..no confidence. same goes for trombone. the rest. okei2 lar.

they are young batch. cant blame them. when i was their age. i was like dat too. but we had the guidance of seniors..dats y we sounded better lar. ciz..all the old boys not there...keng hui! helmi! onli jamil je. but atleast good lar. soon they played familiar pieces..ross roy..charlie brown..i was hoping for more familiar pieces lar...but i still enjoyed the show. miss mr fahmi sey. mr eng was there also. saw the new principle. but i prefer mrs kong..looks more friendly..

definitely had fun today. but heard rugby trn bad turnout. haiz.. nvm lar..got alot of stuff to look forward too...firstly SLEEP!!!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

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haiz..woke up today in shock. mom suddenly said go johor. i didnt want to. too lazy. i just went to m'sia..not go again. i had too much fun already. but still..mom drag my ass of the bed. literally. hahakz. den off to m'sia. did some grocery shopping. den go mkn and all. den dad let me try pump petrol. tried driving the car already. it was fun. now must learn to pump petrol..hahakz. fill it up full tank! it was simple at first. but the last2 part is the leceh one. coz the tank is empty..inside got air. so must let air out first. and stuff. and the smell of petrol. so damn nice sia. i like the smell. wooot!..

den after dat had super jam at both m'sia and s'pore custom. normal lar. stupid customs. if onli i had not gone today...i dun have to visit the SIR now. i have to change my photo already. damn! lazy sia. lavender u know..veri far. nvm..forget it. yesterday was a crappy day. it had a good start though. until i came back from rugby training..all smiling out of fun and limping coz of a sprain ankle. den the inmates of the house..had to wreak havoc. but lucklily..i stayed out of it lar. i pretend to be too young to get involved...i juz dun want to care. i prefer to live my life alone. having cuz and all..im not used to it. and it will create more trouble. so y tinking is..let cut the problems..from the begining..can have...can meet can joke..but set a limit.. dat way...everibodi happi...

okei lar...sum ppl been complaining of my long post..its a turn off...hahakz..okie..i'll try my best to keep it simple..time to test my summarization skills..hahakz..tonite lak...damn boring...cant wait for tml...going to get my ball!! weee!..den going to watch concert also...playing charlie brown special sia...my piece tau...lets see how the drummer going to control the swing part..my fave sia! ofcourse..another ass will be there..clement..hes going to spoil the show..BORING!! get off the stage...hoping to meet the old boys...helmi boon kiat..and onther guy..i forget his name..his my fav.. they playing merry widow samo..original speed!! hahakz.. its gonna be fun...

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

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rot at home yesterday. my mom had to shit on me at the last minute. so i had to sit at home and do nothing. watch movie and stuff and all. first time in like 3-4 weeks i decided to sleep in the afternoon. i dunno how to do it..so picked the most boring book and read. 5 mins later..ZZzzzZZZzz...hahakz. woke up at bout 7 like dat. my dad nv let me sleep from 7 onwards. had to pray and stuff. also if i do...i wun sleep at nite. dats y i hate to take nap in the afternoon. or else i wun sleep until 4 or 5 the next morning. see how lar..still searching for the roller coaster tycoon cd. so i can spend the late nites..playing some game..rather den watching tv. no show sia in the morning. mostly repeated telecast of OC..frens..CSI.. boring..

life been boring lately. where are all my frens?..everibodi is busy...cept for me.. but this weekend got loads of stuff to do. later got training..cant wait for dat!..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

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okie..lets do it in detailed. since i got so much time rotting at home.

headed to malaysia on friday earlier den expected. reached the causeway at 610am. planned was 7. hahakz. all anxious ar! den bla3. den off malacca. after an hour. had a stop for breakfast and coffee. den continue. reached malacca at bout 10am. since checking in time was 12. we headed to the Pedas water park. nothing much there. except there is a hot spring. and the water is diverted into a pool. so we like soak in a swimming pool of hot water. nice sia. there were 2 pools. one is not to hot. the other is hot. mandi-manda until bout 12 like dat. den headed for the hotel. reached there bout 130. but we were told checking in time was at 2. den headed for lunch. den check in at bout 3 like dat.

den changed and stuff. den off to browse thru the resort. its a new hotel. nothing much there. the water-theme park also not yet started. got 3 block of rooms. onli 2 working. the other block not opened yet. den we headed to the go-kart track. den race for afew laps. it was fun i have to admit. den after dat we walk around samo. there is this old portugese-type ship. on the lower deck is has a restaurant. and the normal deck. place for us to take pics and stuff. den loaned the futsal court and just kick some balls. played until my feet got blisters sia. and den back to room for shower and stuff. the special thing bout the hotel is dat its on water. when u look down from the balcony. its surrounded by water. wif little fishes..cat fishes and stuff. so from ur window..just throw bread crumbs and the fishes will come and eat. dat was fun also.

den after dat was dinner time. so drive out to some place. to have lunch. i wasnt feeling so good lar. vomitted all my food out. since afternoon wasnt feeling soo good. headache. so dat nite. pop some panadols den headed for the karaoke room. fooled ard until bout 11 like dat den headed back to room. den gamble alittle. u know just for fun. gerek sey. den after dat sleep! end of day 1

day 2..woke up early. and had lunch. my cuz all at port dickson. we at malacca. we plan to meet at Water world at 12. so after had breakfast..we just relax at the room. watch some tv. den bout 11 like dat, head off to a'famosa. reached there. buy tix. and got in. i decided to pass the 70 degrees drop. it was scarry. and also the last time i ride it. i got blisters on my finger coz i was trying to stop myself. hahakz. the cleaned the place up already. much better now. but boring lar. the rides all got rules. like the family-raft. the heavier the better. but there is limitation on the amt ppl riding it. unlike like last time. but the normal ride dun have lifeguard watching them.

so we all go down the tube in a row lar. hahakz. down the exit. all shoot out one after another. so all just crashed together lar. i ended up kicking my bro's fiancee's head. the got a headache after dat. hahakz. so just 4 of us lar. me, my 2 adik and my cuz shariff je ended up doing it over and over. hahakz we do reverse superman. going side by side. cross-legged and all crappy things lar. but the main idea still stays. all go in a row. fun sia. den after dat headed for lunch. and den off to the wave pool. there is this rope. we stand on it..wrestle each oterh off..den use the rope as platform and jump. den do handstands in water..see hu can last the longest. den hu can hold their breath the longest lar. all the crappiest things. den after dat bout 6-7 like dat finish everiting and head back. had to send dad to the bus central dad going home first. he had some excursion thing coming. dad apply for taxi driver ar. after like 7-8 months being unemployed. he and mamu jai applying for taxi drivers. atleast they got something to do. rather den just sit at home.

okie2..back to the story. den we all headed to umbai for dinner. eat seafood and stuff. been to umbai numerous times sey. but i tell ya..its not a place for the those 'high' class ppl. there is lalat(flies) everiwhere. and stuff. but its the food. it taste good. and all. when we go on a holiday. we all veri rabak lar. so those hu intend to join us for holiday must tahan lasak (be rough). the hotel was meant for 4 ppl...but we fit in 12 ppl inside. we all sleep everiwhere lar. i slept on the couch. den after dinner. headed back to the resort. almost 10 already. we go for another round of karaoke. lasted until almost 1. hahakz.

den go back...all too tired already. den sleep. next morning. had breakfast and headed for some shopping centre. but all like no mood to shop..coz too tired already. and my bro is also sick. so headed back earlier lar. reached the causeway at bout 430..and we were stuck there for almost 2 hrs. stupid singapore customs. den reached home obut 7 like dat. adn unpacked and all.

today..was supposed to go to east coast. but my mom shit on me at the last minute. so sori boys..esp to hafiz. he had to cabot school to organise. sori bro...will make it up to u all man. den so today got nothing to do but rot at home. boring sia. tml also nothing to do. wednesday hopefully got trn. im soo eager suddenly. dunno y. must be the hormones. hahakz. cant wait for next friendly match. it seems dat ppl prefer to go for matches but not fro trns. ape lar. next year new class..and im all geared up for it. finally a change of enviroment. new ppl new faces. hopefully more sporty frens lar. and cant wait to play games during PE. school reopens..confirm kene conditioning..until after NAPHA.

salleh biler nak start revision?! mentang2 dah lain class..dah kerek ar tu..nabei teng2..

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back from the getaway. was bit boring though. not much 'kaki' ar. long time nv ride gokart. had a go. fun sia. dat was interesting. my cuz..dunno how she ride. den crash straight into the tires. funny sia. hahakz. saw the torpedo in orange. woosh!...soooo tempted to buy sey.

erm..tired ar..nothing much to blog bout also. except besok got the thon. cant wait sia. definitely dun want to miss rugby trn. and shit i dunno where or when it it tml. where the hell is all the captains!..

missing u and all my frens. shud not have gone for the holiday. i left behind so much stuff. now have to rush. leceh betol!

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dun cry..becoz it ended. smile..becoz it happened..

all youngsters out there..shud have seen yesterday's tab tv! it will wake u up. wad happened to self-respect? dignity? honour? teenage sex. westernization is ruining us all. both mentally and physically. sex booze fashion piercing tatoos. its even affecting the way we tink. we're asians for goodness sake. lets stick to our own style. our own music..our own fashion..our own tinking..our own values. just observe OUR culture. how colourful and full of myths and legends..values and all...dat even amaze the west. the western world is waay too spoilt and rotten. we are ruining ourselves. wake up my frens. im not saying its wrong to follow.go ahead..where western clothes..listen to western music. eat western food.

but at least implace the values dat we as asians have been grown wif..for thru dozens of generations. i dun tink its veri hard to abstain from stuff like booze sex tatoos and 'extra' piercing. -normal piercing for girls is acceptable. all it takes is strong values and good frens. i admit..smoking is wrong too..but im trying veri hard now to stop all the crap in my life. i'm fighting hard wif temptation and shit its painful. but its for my own good. live it the way an average asian would. the key word here is average. take a lil of everithing. but dun go overboard. yesterday tab tv was a wake-up call man. how prone the teenager was to AIDS. wait till u get it..den start to regret.

woke up early today. its been a long time since i last visited the shrine at palmer road. 'makam habib noh' if muslim frens of mine might know it as. been visiting dat place since i was born. everi single visit as a child would be go up there, wait for dad..den get rock sugar...den run down to feed the birds. i tink its been a year since i last went there. last time..while i was waiting for result, would visit there everi friday for prayers. but just the mosque..not the shrine. they have just renovated the place. it used to be carpetted..now its all marble. i like visiting it. gives me a peace of mind. as a kid..the aim of visiting the place was for rock sugar and feed the birds.

but now..its much2 different. i had to lower myself infront of god. and pray. hoping dat my prayers would be heard and hopefully god grant my prayers. haiz..if onli it was dat simple. soo much problem. soo much stress. i hate to face the fact. the reality. its hurts me badly. onli such places like the 'makam' and mosques gives me a peace of mind. where i forget everithing and my mind goes blank. time, as such places' seemed to stand still. dats the best part. i wish i got the power to control other's freewill. will it be good or bad?..

replenishing my faith in god. i cant stand the heat of the sun. how am i going to survive hell. but maybe for me...its a lil too late. i must have won the free trip to hell. just awaiting to collect the prize when im six feet under. haiz....HAIZZZzzz...

spent sometime there. den got home bout 12+. i was too lazy to go out. but i did. meet up wif salleh nasser and halijah at woodlands. den off to sheng siong. to check out prices. for the bbq. den after dat. back to nasser house to play some ps2. it was abit boring lar. im not a PS2 person. im more into computer though. the video nasser did wif the hari raye pics was nice. but it now done yet. still got the crappy dialogues to add. den more kicks. hahakz. after dat headed home. reached home bout 830 likedat. tml going off to m'sia and back still not pack yet. another freaking full week coming. monday tuesday got thon. wednesday got trn. thursday my niece b'dae. friday got the hyss band concert. saturday got some festival. sunday go buy stuff for chalet. shit man. there goes my holiday. damn pack wif activities.

dun feel like going for the holiday sia. i leaving so much work. kesian salleh. sick already. and he got to do my share. sori bro. will make it up for ya. i didnt want to go i told u already. u and nana are the ones hu changed my mind. too late to back out now. hoping it will be a nice getaway. i realli need it now. hideaway for awhile. but i dun realli deserved this holiday. ppl like nana, salleh, saha, manan deserve it. these ppl have been working hard. i've onli been slacking my ass off. hoping not to miss monday trn.

and missing u alot. will be another week b4 see or chat wif ya. boring sia. wad to do...so my frens..good nite, sleep tight..and dun let the bed bugs bite! ooh im going to miss ya com..muaccks!

btw!! i want my rugby ball as soon as i get back!! hahakz!



just kidding..hehe

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tired sia..was too sleepy to blog yesternite. was getting cranky..coz didnt get much sleep. usually get to steal an hour here and there...but nvm. went to ps..watch saw 2. it was awesome i tell u! definitely more gore and more complicated storyline. like 'wow'. if there is realli such a person. i want to meet sia. den after dat..walking around there..went to heeren and stuff. went to places i have nv been to b4. so damn alien to me sey. but it was an experience. walking thru a life i have nv experience b4. wad to do..mummy's boy..after school..go home. sit at com. play games. den sleep. weekends. either got music class, music practice. or sum stupid wedding. boring rite..

but it was fun lar yesterday. long time since i had so much fun. weeee!.. it was suppose to be a christmas present lar. but looking at the face expression...the gleaming eyes..okie lar..early present! den tried out the electronic drums at yamaha. man..its was so cool sia. i didnt want to let go sia. its been like months since i last sat on a drumset. but the electronic set wasnt as realistic as the roland's TD-20. TD-20 even more power ar..price lagi more powerful. shit man..i realli realli regretted selling off my drumset. damn! the guitars didnt realli caught my attention. i was kinda looking for guitar wif exotic shapes. those like Jet ones..Vanessa's violin type of guitar. u know..the skeleton type guitar. dats exotic. but still the drums caught my attention most. i was wondering if its possible to add extra pads. for percussion instruments such as cowbells..timbales.. its possible wif a TD-20 lar..of course. dat one is like perfect already. in terms of sound and playing quality. shud be can also lar. argh!!..sumbody!!! buy for me!!!

den after dat went home. and shit sia. news broke out. f**king thks to my blabber-mouthed sister. but hu cares man. i know wad im doing.

today lak..woke up at 8. supposed to meet at 815. hahakz. reached there at 830. den by 9..reached the field and all started training. today...my play was damn fu**ed up. dunno y. just couldnt concentrate. and the hot sun jus makes it worst. my leg as usual...had to give me problem. bastard leg. all thks to a bad fall 4 years ago. argh! den after trn. sadiq salleh and nasser. came to my house. play games. den my mom had to shit bout me. bout wad she found out yesterday. damn it. and sadiq was so happi sia! grrr!!..hahakz..den four of us went down to play soccer..and den back up again to play more games. quite a boring day. been having loads of stuff on my mind. cant seem to concentrate. and y izzit like this. y?..

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look out for the new movie..kyon ki..and the song...kyon ki itna pyar...great man...hooked on it for the time being.

woke up at 7...but open my eyes at 730. hahakz. quickly shower and all...den stuff all the things i need in my bag and rushed to bb. reached there onli got 5-6 ppl. i knew straight away trn cancelled. its always like dat..when we got morning trn. wad lar! hahakz..also i forgot to bring rugby ball. i was crapping bout it on my blog..and i myself forgot to bring. wad an ass.

so instead we play soccer lar. i went back home..too out the boots..den take the soccer ball..and back to bb. first it was just us playing. ramdan rebat my face pain sia!..bastard ko. it hit my mouth and neck area...could't breathe for a sec there..den some Senior mats from BB ITE join in. den play and play. den some junior mats frm dat area join in also. they brough along a small baby mat. hahakz.

den after dat we headed to 7-11 for drinks. den headed home. den on the bus. salleh got sooo excited!! tol tak salleh?..coz behind got 2 minahs..den beside him got 2 more..khakhakha!!! tsk3...good luck lar salleh. more minahs coming next year. nasib baik ako cabot dulu masok S3..ko pandai2 ar..jage u-know-hu...bishkebaboom!! hahakz..

den got home. so tired sia...fell asleep while watching tv. thus..i wasnt online as i had promise salleh! sori oi! den woke up like 6 likedat den lepak in front of tv..play games and stuff lar. so damn free sia. boring man.

read dhil blog just now. kinda true bout wad hes said. ppl are advertising on wearing condom during sex. the thing wif this campaign is..its promoting SBM..or sex b4 marriage. u can have sex.. but just make sure u wear a condom. save ur self from AIDS. wad happen to the culture of asia. the 'speciality' of the first time. everithing is getting worse. now..even got stripshows. singapore is the first in asia to do it. tsk3..no wonder..akhirat dah dekat..

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kal ho na no on TV!!! just hours ago i was playing my fav song. and its from kall ho na ho..title song. of course..sang by hu else..if not sonu nigam!

today. i woke up late. coz yesterday reached home late and slept late. so everithing late lar. was suppose to reach bedok at 10. but i was still sleeping until 930. dats when abg boy called. asking me tu wear the white baju. hahakz..den i told him my sending me. hahakz. wad the heck i just woke up sia. so quickly changed and stuff. den off to bedok. take taxi. there goes! $15. poof!

reached there...check my stuff all. the masala got dried up and started cracking. so i had to unscrew everithing and make the masala wet and all. den test sound and all. the band got 5-6 players. and for everibodi got separate equalizer tau. how cool is dat. next outing..they will include an equalizer for me also. for now im using the onboard mixer equalizer.

den like normal lar..play and play. not much happening lar. it was bit boring today. nothing to see also..hehehe so finishin up quickly and ended wif a bang! hahakz and i mean a bang!. this band is exciting lar. abg babal also said if he need ppl for his sound outing..he will call me. yay! but this means..weekends burn lar. aiyo!..

see how lar. how i wish i had a motorbike or a car. travelling by public tranport is so damn troublesome sey...cant wait for 18 sia!..

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i was suppose to reach bedok by 1230. but i go out of my house at 1230. reached bedok at bout 2 like dat. almost got lost..thks to a kind old man...hu knew his way ard. gave me directions. its hard lar. got used to dad sending me. now go on my own got problem. so reach there tuned my stuff. and all.had lunch and started. definitely less workload sia. and they dun depend too much on me. dats good man. finally i can enjoy wad i play. woooot! loads of pretty girl. especially the one in black dress. name farah. age unknown but roughly same as me...hehehe! attractive feature..smile. cute sia. tml meet again. surely. coz playing at the girls side. hur hur!

den as usual got break time and all. most of the band members were smokers except for me and my cuz abg boy. he ex-smoker. had his last cig in dec 1999 like dat. rest of them kinda offered me cig lar. i said i dun smoke. and they started teasing me. by saying..'hey..we're not stupid lar..we also been thru ur age b4..want or not?!' hahakz..i decline nicely. although the temptation was there..the temptation to take one and smoke and keep it a secret to myself. but still im cheating myself and the guilt of letting down the ppl hu are ard me is unbearable. so i controled my temptation. im proud of myself. hahakz.

den played samo until 915 like dat. they started the bhangra songs. i was tired already sia. so i passed my stuff to my cuz to play lar. abg babal...this is how the bhangra selections work. they play a bhangra beat and the singers would create a medley of bhangra songs...the medley can last until 45 mins...imagine non stop..hitting the timbales. ur arm can fall off sia. so abg babal played for me first..like 15 mins like dat...den i took over for the rest 0.5 hr. it was tiring but fun sia. coz the equipment is good lar. nice sound. and the more i improvise...the more adrenaline i get. ppl dancing and stuff. cool atmosphere sey. den after dat we finish at 10. i pack my stuff and loaded them on the lorri. and headed home. i got my salary...and its wad i demanded. so kinda happi lar..good music..good pay. just my luck they let me play. weee!!..im still young..long way to go. my bro wedding also using this band. so..yay!
got home bout 1115 like dat..and quickly shower.

got to know dat i adam and nasser were the onli S8ians hu got transfered to other class. the rest all staying. haiz. gonna miss soccer wif S8. gonna miss crapping wif the boys and girls.. gonna miss playing guitar wif salleh... and teasing the girls. my new class no malay girl sia. lame!! gonna send an email to mr. liau see if he can do anithing. pls..i hate new classes...new frens..i hate to make new frens..its kind of weird for me.. and i have problem trusting new ppl...it takes months to gain my trust. haiz...see how lar...argh!! training change time. to 815..meet at bb.. okie need to sleep. tml also go bedok. haiz..!!
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its been an awful week. everisingle day i sure got some problem to face. it can be tiny small. or bigger den u expected. add to dat again the slow recovery of my flu. its still not over yet. have loads of phlegm in me. clearing them out slowly.

-monday got blasted my mom for using the com too much.
-tuesday fought wif sis over computer which i lost
-wednesday faced those stupdf monkeys.
-thursday aching all over~aftermath of rubgy
-friday the worst which i want to keep a secret
-saturday still unknown yet..so far so good
-sunday - unknown

lets see wad trouble will i get myself into. today and tml...i update on dat. this morning. while in the shower. suddenly had a terrible..and i mean terrible coz i nv experince as bad as dis b4. a terrible headache. almost wanted to crashed in the toilet but luckily i managed to prevent myself from falling. so i just squat down and lean on the wall. the pain was felt from the back part to the lower sides and up infont of my head. it lasted bout 30 seconds and disappeared. left me in a dazed sia. must be the late nites. or maybe too much staring of the computer. i blame u all lar! those hu chatted wif me! hahakz..jus kidding..

later going off to bedok. far sia. must take train samo. my dad lazy to send. bedok sia!! playing at feng shan CC today..tml also at bedok..just 2-3 streets down from feng shan cc. blk 43 chai chee street.

okie2..training at bukit batok field and meet up at 815 at bukit batok mrt. see ya all there..cant wait to start man. and those wif rugby balls. pls come. we need them. see ya all!..

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wad a hell of a week. so much bubbling and stuff but i dun blame my brothers. but still. there were some mistakes in between. saha did realli open our eyes. wif the talk in the gym. in my heart i realli did go 'shit man, he is right. wad are were here for.' some of us realli took advantage of the team's kindness. including me too. i admit it. its was suppose to be teaming bonding. and pre-game rituals such as sleeping and psyche-up ourselves. but instead ppl including me all were roaming ard chatting wif frens and girlfrens having a fun time.

while those hu are more disciplined got themselves ready in the gym. its wad unfair for them. i was stupid enuff not to notice it. this is one of the reason y we suck at playing everiyear. what saha said bout wad the seniors did during the friendlies last year. and since yesterday pre-game. we nv learn nothing from the mistakes. its time i do and i will pull others as well. lets do it profesionally. not for the glory..not for the status but its all bout discipline. we had to go to the match ourselves. dats how much the teachers have given up on us.

1)pre-game - get ourselves ready PROPERLY!
2)no more overload eating.
3)and put the team ahead b4 myself.

den in the taxi. manan gave us a configuration of the team. he told us this is one of the roughest team in the B division. the roughness meaning not as in a tough or strong group to play..but the dirtyness. i tot to my self..hey! wad can a bunch of kids do. worst to worst maybe kick and punch. they prove me wrong alrite! my fault for underestimating their dirtyness. the seniors were at the sidelines telling their juniors to step on the head in the ruck. wad the f***! nvm forget them. manan also gave tips dat shud the gameplan go hectic. we switch to forward mentality. go into the ruck. support backline and tackle hard. not forgetting stacking-out. 20 mins into the game my right leg is already giving me problem. i could onli limp there or go for slow jog.

i wasnt fast enuff to follow the game plan. so i either just stack-out..or go into the ruck nearest to me. den half-time apply some deep heat. and back into game. man how i wish we had subs. 10 mins into the second half. i was already down and out. thks to hardi and manan for pulling me to rucks and line-out. den when i got to ball in my hands. crashed wrongly thks to the opponent to decided to grab the ball instead of tackling me. i aim my left shoulder at him. but he ran to grab the ball on my right..in the end i had to crash wif my head. served him rite! i must have headbutted him while crashing. had a throbbing headache after dat. wasnt sure where i was going. thks to ramdan for giving me directions.

things i learn from the match-
1)shut ur mouth and ears to wadever the opponent says.
2)keep cool no matter wad.
3)say thks to ref no matter how b**tard he is.
4)support ur mates.
5)quick thinking and actions.
6)fitness is important
7)u cant be dependent on a person.

seeing saha got taunted and hit yesterday woke me up. 'shit..if he were to bust his knee, how are we going to score' so we can't be dependent on onli a person to make tricks and score for us. we need to study the game more. train on making the right options. and shit i forgot wad to say already. okie2 i had enuff of yesterday's rugby.

woke up late today. at 11. and it was still wasn't enuff. mom got some occasion to cook for. so i had to help ard. den after dat by 3 everithing settled. den dad forgot to pass the syrup and sugar. so luckily bro-in-law was there. dad already send the car for servicing. so took the motorbike instead. 5 mins into the journey almost accident. bastard nye taxi driver. the customer wave..and he immediately jam brake. just to get the customer. we lak roughly 10 metres behind the taxi. i tot we hit the car already tau. luckily sempat brake. and swerve. nabei teng2 i fell of the bike sia. landed on my right shoulder.

luckly just a bang onli. i quickly got up ran to the taxi and kick the driver's door. my bro-in-law luckily also not hurt. he push the bike to the side. den come to talk to the driver. he didnt want to admit first. den we threaten to call police. den he said he was sori and stuff. fuck lar im going to complain to comfort. i took the plate number and the name of the driver. already sent a complain to comfort. bastard. betol. den quickly sent the stuff. and got back home. den wad else. slack ard lar. almost 7 already. tml going off to see movie at petang. looking for ppl hu are interested lar. aeonflux! anione?..

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