12/08/2005
9:19 pm
And you do it like this!
RE:
dun cry..becoz it ended. smile..becoz it happened..
all youngsters out there..shud have seen yesterday's tab tv! it will wake u up. wad happened to self-respect? dignity? honour? teenage sex. westernization is ruining us all. both mentally and physically. sex booze fashion piercing tatoos. its even affecting the way we tink. we're asians for goodness sake. lets stick to our own style. our own music..our own fashion..our own tinking..our own values. just observe OUR culture. how colourful and full of myths and legends..values and all...dat even amaze the west. the western world is waay too spoilt and rotten. we are ruining ourselves. wake up my frens. im not saying its wrong to follow.go ahead..where western clothes..listen to western music. eat western food.
but at least implace the values dat we as asians have been grown wif..for thru dozens of generations. i dun tink its veri hard to abstain from stuff like booze sex tatoos and 'extra' piercing. -normal piercing for girls is acceptable. all it takes is strong values and good frens. i admit..smoking is wrong too..but im trying veri hard now to stop all the crap in my life. i'm fighting hard wif temptation and shit its painful. but its for my own good. live it the way an average asian would. the key word here is average. take a lil of everithing. but dun go overboard. yesterday tab tv was a wake-up call man. how prone the teenager was to AIDS. wait till u get it..den start to regret.
woke up early today. its been a long time since i last visited the shrine at palmer road. 'makam habib noh' if muslim frens of mine might know it as. been visiting dat place since i was born. everi single visit as a child would be go up there, wait for dad..den get rock sugar...den run down to feed the birds. i tink its been a year since i last went there. last time..while i was waiting for result, would visit there everi friday for prayers. but just the mosque..not the shrine. they have just renovated the place. it used to be carpetted..now its all marble. i like visiting it. gives me a peace of mind. as a kid..the aim of visiting the place was for rock sugar and feed the birds.
but now..its much2 different. i had to lower myself infront of god. and pray. hoping dat my prayers would be heard and hopefully god grant my prayers. haiz..if onli it was dat simple. soo much problem. soo much stress. i hate to face the fact. the reality. its hurts me badly. onli such places like the 'makam' and mosques gives me a peace of mind. where i forget everithing and my mind goes blank. time, as such places' seemed to stand still. dats the best part. i wish i got the power to control other's freewill. will it be good or bad?..
replenishing my faith in god. i cant stand the heat of the sun. how am i going to survive hell. but maybe for me...its a lil too late. i must have won the free trip to hell. just awaiting to collect the prize when im six feet under. haiz....HAIZZZzzz...
spent sometime there. den got home bout 12+. i was too lazy to go out. but i did. meet up wif salleh nasser and halijah at woodlands. den off to sheng siong. to check out prices. for the bbq. den after dat. back to nasser house to play some ps2. it was abit boring lar. im not a PS2 person. im more into computer though. the video nasser did wif the hari raye pics was nice. but it now done yet. still got the crappy dialogues to add. den more kicks. hahakz. after dat headed home. reached home bout 830 likedat. tml going off to m'sia and back still not pack yet. another freaking full week coming. monday tuesday got thon. wednesday got trn. thursday my niece b'dae. friday got the hyss band concert. saturday got some festival. sunday go buy stuff for chalet. shit man. there goes my holiday. damn pack wif activities.
dun feel like going for the holiday sia. i leaving so much work. kesian salleh. sick already. and he got to do my share. sori bro. will make it up for ya. i didnt want to go i told u already. u and nana are the ones hu changed my mind. too late to back out now. hoping it will be a nice getaway. i realli need it now. hideaway for awhile. but i dun realli deserved this holiday. ppl like nana, salleh, saha, manan deserve it. these ppl have been working hard. i've onli been slacking my ass off. hoping not to miss monday trn.
and missing u alot. will be another week b4 see or chat wif ya. boring sia. wad to do...so my frens..good nite, sleep tight..and dun let the bed bugs bite! ooh im going to miss ya com..muaccks!
btw!! i want my rugby ball as soon as i get back!! hahakz!
just kidding..hehe
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