1/26/2006
6:20 pm
And you do it like this!
RE:
sheesh...feeling so low lately. dunno wads wrong. maybe i have reached my peak. Too shag for animore fitness. PE..rugby..gym...and my training for 2.4...realli tire me out. just one more...b4 i rest for the holidays. and unbelievably 2 first time since i can remember i crash at 10 yesterday. astonishing man. ciz..today for religious session samo...cannot knock out earli.
i was late today thks to mum. not realli late lar..was suppose to meet salleh and jacq at interchange i reached there at 7. i was already at the door..about to rush out...when my just had to pull me by the ear back in. eat ur breakfast first..argh!! but the coffee realli help me alot lar. instant freshness. breakfast?...dun feel like eating in the morning man. i didnt eat much in school too...just munching buns from the oasis. malay class was fun sia today. hahakz. fairoz2...he and his jokes. tsk3. haiz..another project in hand. worst den homework. i have to work wif others..shit..wanted to reached home early today...but the frenship band thingy got me stuck..so wait for salleh also lar..
yesterday training was abit slack. maybe coz..we were split into the 2 packs. instead of going straight to team run. while in the packs doing line out..had problems playing 2nd lifter. its harder griping the shorts from behind. also i have to listen to the calls and look at ah wei's movement. den have to switch to 2nd port and stuff. its a bit confusing. but i will managed. afew more trainings i'll get used to it. must be versatile..so anithing can switch wif lee nan. during team runs lak i realli didnt push myself. i was concentrating more on getting hold of the ball from ramdan. trying to keep up wif him. they acceleration adn reaction time if faster lar..so to counter is to concentrate harder. sometimes also i get the ball when the year 1s are already like 1 metre from me. siak! no time to get low. so i just do wad ever i can lar. but nvm...i know wad to expect next training already.
so used to training without opponents. yesterday got opponent to different sia. cant try the sidesteps already coz 3-4 year 1s chrome me..not like last time..1 or none. wad happen after training realli pissed me off. it wasnt nice for 'X' to do it. shud have settled it 1 on 1. and samo he said it infront of the whole team. demoralising man. and he had to made us wait realli did pissed me off. cant even comply to a simple order. Munity sia! bastard. not happy get..off the team lar. hes always like blur2..tsk..ouh yar..faisal also back in action..fully recovered now. and it was his b'dae too yesterday. wad a comeback.
and also thks saha for believing in me. didnt know u guys are staying in the team for me. those words realli motivated me more. i will not u guys down. i do my best to keep my commitment level high. btw wad ever 'X' said isnt true. trust me..ur not like dat.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________