7/29/2006
5:17 am
And you do it like this!
RE:
i got 2 AO passes onli. requirement is 1 A 2AO. got a triple F for chem physic and maths.
i was told to stop rugby till after promos. and mr soh told me dat if i get 1A 2AO for the promo, suspension from rugby will continue till next mid years by which i can achieve better results than 1A 2AO. i have to give my bro my timetable and mr soh hp no. my bro will monitor my progress. i have to show everi little test dat i got from now on to my bro. i have to attend nite study everi nite now.
im going to have to miss trainings from now on. shit i blame myself. i have to get 2A 2AO. or better 3A 2AO. i dun want to miss A divs next year. imagine some perks of life to be taken from you. life gets boring.
i can see the siniter grin on mr soh face. hes definitely angry wif me. first half of the year i hardly did his homeworks. hu won't..but at the later part i can see dat he veri concern about everibodi in 05s3's results. he has to bastard us so dat parents will keep a closer look. im glad im under tight scrutiny now. i'll have to pass everithing now..soccer rugby all. but maybe i'll do fitness myself at home.
victor said i dozes of in class curing GP. weak foundation for physic. and chemistry i dunno..i just block out the comment.coz i knows its bad.
study..study. whack the books. 8 more weeks. 57 more dats exactly.all i need is 2 A subs. i can depend on malay and gp for AO. im tinking im shooting for all 3, maths phy and chem for my As. not A passes! As.
its going to be hard. but it has to be done. for rugby and ultimately for my A lvls. haven talk to my dad yet. my mom reprimanded me well yesterday. my bro was pretty pissed off wif me. alah..sial ar
wednesday's rugby training just gave me a boost in confidence. i mean i did great. just lacking fitness. it was fun to start training. nite study was painful. throbbing headache. hardly can absorb anithing.
integration is getting harder. but the 'kicks' of getting the correct answer is fun and the pleasure of doing quality work and not copied work, makes me feel good when the answer is rite.
today, got cross country at macritchie. den after dat probably heading to quality hotel. must be there by 3.30. got to check my equipment and stuff. haiz..im soo not in the mood for music. and i guess later on many more will be in a shitty mood. not many happi faces yesterday. none in fact. even elisha got screwed becoz he skip wif MT lessons.
sunday also got wedding. and i need to do my EOM,MATHS,IRP,CHEM,PHYIC PRAC. how to do all dat? im going to find out soon enuff.
cheer up my frens...
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