7/16/2006
10:47 pm
And you do it like this!
RE:
its not abt the money. the fucking $70 or wad ever amt i get. it was at first. but soon i learn. nothing beats the thrills and spills of getting in control. the drum machine under my control, a crash cymbal, spd, and timbales. hours of preparations paid off. i was definitely the main star. its because of the compliments i get dat keep me going.
i like it when i found out i perform better den expected. i hate it when people stereotype me. 'look man..hes a kid..wad can he do..' dats wad i overheard from people wif a smirk on their faces when i first started playing 5 years back. and now..those same people..come up to me with a smile and say..'how did u do dat?'...i gave them an answer that definitely make them laugh at the same time feel insulted at heart. 'ouh..i practice at home and listen to songs.'...sweeeet and simple.
u dun get to the top by chance, u dun get attention of ur talents just because u got experience. during the 6 hours u play...its how u control, the creativity put in, and covering of mistakes dat will show the standard of your skills. so wad if im just a kid? shit i definitely play better den u man. much better. there is a fucking fine line between playing the wrong stuff and laugh abt it...den playing it wrong..but covering it so dat it still sounds good and not make a fool of urself.
but no matter wad...no matter how skilled i am. there is still somebody out there better den me. if i was dat damn good...i wont be crapping here. i'll probably be living wif the riches i get from my skills and stop schooling..its just a hobby dat provide me wif alot of kicks and i like it! heck care wad abt others tink, im proud of myself for reaching dis far. hopefully, i can reach further and be somebody sumday.
its been a long time since i got a free sunday. yesterday program was just great. i was over the moon man. even though i got shitting amps, i try get the best possible sound. it took me 3 hrs of testing and switching b4 i get wad i want. so finally, i used one as a bassbin, one as a tweeter and one more as a split between my dholak and drum machine. the sound nv felt empty. from where i was sitting, the kick from my spd gave enuff vibration to make my bum feel ticklish. dats how powerful it was. even my volcalist was shocked when he sat at my place because of the vibration.
we played Ya Ali for the first time. and it was awesome ar. i did the right thing by bringing the new crash cym. the crowd like it so much..we played it 3 times dat day. the best thing was people came up to dance when we started bhangra. its all on me man. drum machine running, me wif timbales and spd..and we go 'na na na na nare..nare..nare..na!'...hahakz! fun man..FUN!
today play soccer at bb. den as usual slack ard till like 2 like dat b4 heading back home. mehamana rahi hain! fa! y nv come??!! grrr! hahakkz. but i slept most of the time. watch hindi movie last nite..till 4 am. den kol 8 dah bgn..need to buy some stuff b4 heading for soccer. when i got home terus bedebup! till like 7 like dat.
and now cannot sleep. tsk. tml die. not enuff sleep and getting back maths and chem paper. parents nite on 29th. how sia how?!
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