9/29/2006
5:24 pm
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the date has been crossed.
choice is sumthing
i dun get for granted
all i have to do is
countdown to when i will
gather enuff guts to
say the words i nv tot
i will ever use.
it will be hard.
harder den hard
den i'll be staring
at blank space
with a worthless paper
in my hand,
tear drop in my eyes,
and a future wif no aim,
onli memories to hold.
memories that is
'alot.alot.more than alot'
maybe den i will learn
to appreciate the things
dat will not last.
maybe den i'll understand
how the world works,
meaning of sacrifice and
dat nothing last forever.
im nothing but
trouble,hurt and anger,
used to it,
is one of the proof.
yet still i receive
unconditional love.
ur, love in
the purest form.
nobody can match
ur ability to
boost my morale
wif chocs flowers
and sweet nothings.
nobody can match
ur ability to
make me go
over the moon
all the time.
how i wish i
was sumbody else.
willing to be anibodi
as long as i
can be wif u,
wif no obstables ahead,
nothing to hold me back.
i guess not in dis life.
i'll sell my soul
to meet u in
my next life.
and sell it again
to woo u in
the life after
and sell it again
over and over again
till i make u mine
forever..
-raindrops roll down shady's cheek-
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/25/2006
10:52 pm
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raindrops keep falling on my cheek
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/24/2006
10:38 pm
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a sudden turn of events.
emotions spilled.
voices raised.
my bulletproof ego stands up high!
i will find a solution.
i want nothing to change.
not after promos.
nor anitime soon.
freeze time.
so dat we can remain like dis
for eternity.
i got reminded of a GP essay question i face months back.
i nv realli tot abt the seriosness of the question.
oh gosh oh golly.
advice heeded! u know hu u are!
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/22/2006
10:23 pm
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i hate it when my mom apply pressure on me.
she always complains dat i rarely spend time wif my family. which is quite true. yet i feel dat i spent too much time wif my family.
but she uses a heart-wrenching technique to make me feel damn guilty thus she always wins with little effort.
see lar..ade badan besar pun tak guna.
but look on the brighter side. im going to sentosa. gonna swim like hell tml. wad the hell..promos is onli next week man!
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/20/2006
10:39 pm
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my 350th post. dat means i clicked on 'new post' 350 times already.
project pyro may have gone thru alot of cock ups. but still the basic idea was met!
it felt special to see her face light up wif a huge smile. this weak heart suddenly had nitro-infested blood pumped into the heart. its a day i wont forget. and a nite i'll definitely remember..
my heart shall be thy garden..
eom.is the reason i lost half my life..
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/17/2006
2:21 pm
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a weekend wasted by
stupidity,
assholism,
and pain.
well done nash!
when will i learn.
when...
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the best Super Sunday yet on ESPN.
Chelsea Liverpool
Man Utd Arsenal
confidence booster: Henry injured, Cole last seen leaving highbury.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/14/2006
10:53 pm
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a week plus to promos.
am i ready. we wll know with my results
all ready planned my holidays.
preparations to go new sch
sheesha
movies
jam sessions
more weddings
chalets
east coast thon
go devil's house
training(get back in shape)
pre-season matches
testimonial match
rugby dinner
and more yet to plan.
to top it all off me getting to PU3 and not get barred from CCA.
all i need now is 2A 2AO. haiz
missing u loads darling..
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/09/2006
3:36 pm
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zara is sick. down with fever for 3 days now already. i haven seen her smile for 3 days now. except when we were at the playground just now together wif the other 3 playing slide and jaws. no more mooing, broooming, ting tong and cat! till she gets well.
unbelievable how people hu knows nothing abt emotions expect happi, sad, pain and are barely schooling age can make u laugh and lift spirits easily with their antics, smile and just the sight of them running ard, jumping on the sofas and screw with the CDs and DVP will make u burst out in anger in a moment and melt ur heart with their angelic eyes the next moment.
and i live for such moments. get well soon baby zara.
ouh yar one more thing..music. i never tot a song can be a compilation of keyboard, drums, percussions, guitars and chorus. small2 solos and long solos. santana's guitar was as usual, breath-taking.
watch the congas quintos, timbales, drums. watch the skillful, well-time, quick hands sends tingling sensations down ur neck wif their triplets rolls while chasing the metronome to hit the cut-common time on the dot.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/08/2006
10:00 pm
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oh dear...oh dear..
its raining again...after so long..
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/07/2006
11:43 pm
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exams
by all means...freeze time.
GP/Maths/Science promotional paper 2006 Total Marks :(25m)
Section A
define science?
it is the systematic knowledge of the physical or material world gained through observation and experimentation. (2m)
define maths?
it is the study of the measurement, properties, and relationships of quantities and sets, using numbers and symbols.(2m)
Section B
Explain what is uncertainties?
delta g will always cause trouble to many equations. it maybe small in percentage but the span of error can create a disaster and also be a blessing in disguise.(3m)
Can curves be all positive?
be it cubic curves, quadratic curves. and also no matter wad...curve can never be modulus. its just not possible. even worst if u get a tanx curve. good luck to u man.(3m)
Section C
Explain maths in terms of science and vice versa.
Comparison between differenciation is good if RHS is deem more valuable den LHS.(3m)
Comparison between similarities of 2 different (and i emphasize on 'DIFFERENT') equations is the same as kicking in somebody's face.(3m)
Summary
so the moral is e.g |x+1| = N.A (NOT TRUE!)(9m)
Section A:4/4
Section B:6/6
Section C:15/15
Total:25/25
well done!
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/05/2006
10:32 pm
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Love Letter
Not easy to state the change you made.
If I'm alive now, then I was dead,
Though, like a stone, unbothered by it,
Staying put according to habit.
You didn't just toe me an inch, no—
Nor leave me to set my small bald eye
Skyward again, without hope, of course,
Of apprehending blueness, or stars.
That wasn't it. I slept say: a snake
Masked among black rocks as a black rock
In the white hiatus of winter—
Like my neighbors, taking no pleasure
In the million perfectly-chiseled
Cheeks alighting each moment to melt
My cheek of basalt. They turned to tears,
Angels weeping over dull natures,
But didn't convince me. Those tears froze.
Each dead head had a visor of ice.
And I slept on like a bent finger.
The first thing I saw was sheer air
And the locked drops rising in a dew
Limpid in spirits. Many stones lay
Dense and expressionless round about.
I didn't know what to make of it.
I shone mice-scaled, and unfolded
To pour myself out like a fluid
Among bird feet and the stems of plants.
I wasn't fooled. I knew you at once.
Tree and stone glittered, without shadows.
My finger length grew lucent as glass.
I started to bud like a March twig:
An arm and a leg, an arm, a leg.
From stone to cloud, so I ascended.
Now I resemble a sort of god
Floating through the air in my soul-shift
Pure as a pane of ice. It's a gift.
Sylvia Plath
thks dear..
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/04/2006
11:16 pm
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a silent prayer in my heart.
hoping a miracle would happen
when the times for us
to take the next step
neither do i want
either of our trees
to object, for
blessings is impt.
commitment comes to mind
each time i take a step
i dun just see it as
something to pass time.
the future is wad
i look forward to
my dreams, hopes
revolves ard you.
im sori if my words evolved to knifes. it wasnt wad i intend it to be. hurting u is the last thing i'll ever do.
mr.man <3s u loads, babygirl.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/03/2006
8:33 pm
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im soo in the mood to blog. past few days was like type 2-3 sentences den my mind goes blank. maybe it was the afternoon nap dat make the lethargic feeling i have for the past few days dissappear. yeeha!
lets start wif teachers day. it was awesome. we got mixed comments from people at the front and people at the back. but i dun care. i know we did great. other performances was also great ar. i like taufik and ideal performance the most ar. and when he took of his guitar to give the flower..dat was awesome man. the after party was as equal. we went to swensen.
friday was damn man. meet up wif sadiq den go to my house. but i was damn sleepy. so i slept infront of my room door for like 1 hr i tink. soo no mood to study. den dunno lar. one thing leads to another. we moved on from ps2 to monopoly. which we went to buy at abt 6. play until 9 sia. whole day wasted. i told sadiq i cant sudy at my house. to make it worst my nieces all there also. and i will get distracted by them. my house..veri bad place to study. hah!
had wedding on saturday. loads of kaki joget and anak mami. fun lar. but again, the lethargicity spoils my mood to create good music. luckily got some substitute. so i just slack my day away playing the spd more den wad i was paid to do. and damn man. tsk..i badly want dat spd-s lar. either spd-s or hpd-10. nono!! i want all of them. spd-20,spd-s,hpd-10 and hdp-15. and roland td-20 vdrums. and all 5 of them will cost me a fortune. totalling at least 15k sia! where to get money. dreams ohh dreams!
reach home at almost 12. thks to abg nasir hu sent me home when we have weddings dat finish late. abg boy also came down. he fine. can play 2-3 songs samo. still wif the stitches on. hahakz. funny sia. coz the cymbals was put high up. and he kept missing it. hahakz. but i like his setup more den abg babal setup. coz abg babal is quite big so..his setup is veri wide. abg boy is small built and he always use the 'cute' drum sey. the small kick and toms all. its veri compact..and easy to play fun lar.
went studying today. but didnt do much tho. looking forward to sch tml. maths maths maths!....
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________