Drop what you doing!
Get up and dance with me...

Animadverto vos laxus, deliciae :P

10/29/2006

8:58 pm
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RE:

it was indeed the best day of my life.
no doubts abt it. no regrets abt it.
i realli smiled. i realli laugh.

thanks for everithing...

babygirl

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:45 pm
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RE:

choices. damn.
but i wont go back on my word.

anithing..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:27 pm
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RE:

hari raya wasnt as a blast it used to be like the past years. partly because wednesday is a schooling/working day. everibodi left by 10. and majority of the blame goes to me. by now, everibodi shud know why. but nvm

deeparaya was great man. the dancing beauties. hehe. but the impromtu solo was good lar. can see they realli cannot coordinate. the tabla and the dhol can..but the rebana cannot keep track. different style of play wad.

yeah but its just inspired me. i picked up my dhol today to practice. it was loud..but i practice in my room. it feels good lar. after the absence of music for almost 2 months. but everithing is over now. exam, results. i can continue wif my music now. tinking of getting a drumset for practice. maybe can mic it up and make use of the my com to u know..just tracked some beats. can remix and stuff. but all i want to do is practice man.

sch is officially over. but not for me. im tired of people asking me. but im going poly. dats my plan. yet to convince dad. worst to worst i have to finance myself. which im mentally prepared to do. still got PW to do. i lost the flow of juice to do IR. i dunno wad happen to my group OP.

got my leaving sch cert. everithing else is nice except for the 'fail to get promotion criteria' part. hah! but nvm lar, i have to start diggin out my o lvl cert and testimonial already. but i have a problem. i tink we were told dat O lvl cert is valid for 2 years. by cert will be 3 years old next year. how sia.

PW..PW..PW..damn it...i need my life back!!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:02 pm
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im back wif my build blocks. i'll build a stronger foundation now. and im loooking forward to wad is in store for me in the future.

tml is hari raya. its suppose to be a great day. but im not realli looking forward to it. i have my reasons. and it has happened b4 so many times. but each time..im slightly older. maybe i'll do wad i have to..suck it up and walk away.

i didnt know i can change the colours of my text. kinda cool. 3 years blogging..now den i know. slow right?...

erm..man u won 2-0. but its just the start of the season. as usual the pre-christmas rumours stays. if man u remain on top of the table will after christmas, the title is theirs. its not realli a rumous, kinda trend that i notice for the past 6-7 seasons. yeah so just have to wait and see now. christmas nearing.

i guess thats like all of it lar. haven got much to say also. i want to play for PJ match. and i had dis crazy idea to go for 3 month course at MI next year. just to pass time.. eagerly waiting to play lee nan and wafa..haha! but well tml, i have to watch wad i eat. fasting month is over..so i can buck up on my fitness now. just incase i get thrown in to the army.

yeah to selamat hari raya to my frens. maaf zahir dan batin. halalkan makan-minum dan rokok! hahakz..

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

6:32 pm
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RE:

everithing just crumble. no wonder many people commit suicide when they failed in life.

but upon seeing ppl like shikin and fathudin. they pick themselves up and now doing extremely well. i have to convince myself that its just a setback. i did. now i have to convince dad i want to take a diploma. discipline is the word now. no more procastination. i will take my A malay and complete my project work.

i must pick myself up. pick myself up. its just a setback. just a setback.

im looking forward to a diploma. to NS. im ready to change myself. i know NS will.

congrats to my frens hu made it! study hard people.

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9:07 pm
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RE:

Man Utd. Vs. Liverpool. 22 october 06.
which side are u on?

goosebumps. awaiting promo results. im willing to sacrifice my rugby and music to get promoted.
and things doesnt seem good. all the talk of alternatives fi we get kicked out..were directed to me..or more likely me and fairoz. jeng jeng jeng!

im not realli sure myself. it was said 79% of us clearcut promoted. 20% will be given a choice to appeal i tink. another 1% are goners.

lets address one sub at a time.
GP!- im confident that i can pass. but been hearing not realli good stuff. not sure whether true or not. VERdict?: fail.

Malay- im sure i can get an AO pass.wif the project and all..it will pull my marks up verdict?: AO pass!

Chemistry-dis is a confirm goner even tho i need lesser marks to get an E compared to physic but yet i find it difficult to understand. lask of attention during lectures and tutorials. i blame myself. VERdict?: damn! clear cut F!

Physics-been practicing alot just b4 promos. i mean not the day b4..but atleast a month b4. hopefully i can see the fruits of the effort even tho my mid years (an F) is going to pull me done. fruits my ass! but im just hoping dat i can pass dis!VERdict: AO pass!

Maths-i can nv have a final battle wif maths. had i known that its so impt. i would have taken time to grow the foundation. im weak at maths since primary sch. since the day we used abacus to study. damn i hate the abacus,altho it is a useful instrument. but! C maths wif mr soh is soo much better. i feel his determination of wanting us to pass. and maths may just be a life saver for me. i dunno. i got an F for my mid years. i need to score a B for dis promos to get an E pass. an im hoping on maths for dat AO pass. VERdict:AO pass! i tink. pls mr soh?

Final VERdict: 3 AO pass! nothing to be proud of. coz it will get me nowhere. im pinning my hopes on MR soh. hes the onli one hu will decide my fate. hopefully he still has the lil bit of belief in me left in him.

note to mr soh:
i maybe weak at maths. i call u commando. i nv do my cleaniness duties in class n homework. and i got a shaving problem. but i realli enjoy ur maths classes. how nice of u to go thru wif realli good examples and ur funny lines. i dun feel scared to ask questions be it stupid or good ones..coz..i like the answer!
'if u want to go to boon lay u dun go to woodlands first!' and u always make sure we perform our best and give us the best advice. it will be a pleasure to have u as my HT next year. ouh yar..u make funny faces when ur using the laptop in class! during PW. i cant believe dat ur a MAN U fan. and maybe one day..u can come play soccer wif team S3 during PE. it will be fun. thks alot teacher!
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60 days passes by so fast. i still can visualise project pyro in my mind. or the bus ride. 'shy ar..if yes..nod ur head..' and ouh man...look at the time..24 hrs to go.
am i dat bad?
will i ever change?
i tink ur right..Men are the weakest species. Maybe this is why they are the cruelest animals.

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

12:55 am
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RE:

so many chances was laid out nicely for me. so many
and i just walk all over it with no idea how important they were.

and now when i made the biggest mistake. den i realised wad have i done.
just like the story of the boy who cried wolf.

and im hoping, praying, begging that it wont end like the story.
that im given one last chance to redeem myself.
just one more.
pls..one more.

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

11:17 pm
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RE: Random.

To my dear Uddyn.This is NOT a couple's blog.Im just here for awhile.Will leave once Im no longer on a leash.

I seriously need a haircut.

I love my Gran's cooking.

I miss my baby.

Mr.Musician is a sweetie.

VICE-President is an arse but a darl.

Mr.Man's hot.

Anthony Kiedis is my fantasy. *SCREAMS: SEX ME UP BOY*

Australia's not a dream anymore.

Result day's nearing......

Tummy's getting flat.

Knee's being a bitch.

World needs to stop the oppression of women.

Death to Taliban.

Im getting tired...shall continue ranting soon. (:

~MsThing

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

10:00 pm
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RE: Saturday.F-ing boring.

This is so inane,but since my baby asked me to do it I shall.

1)single, taken or crushing?
Ans: *rolls eye at the word 'crushing'* am attached.

2)are u happy with ur life now?
Ans: I choose to be happy. (:

3) when u meet the right person, do u fall in love with him fast?
Ans: How'd I know if its the right person? Will tell you when I think Ive met the right person. *sigh.I hate this kinda surveys.*

4) have u ever had ur heart broken?
Ans: Nah.No man can break my heart;they just spit & tear at it then walk away.Hah.

5) do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Ans: Wth is 'cheating love'?! *shudders at the pathetic use of English*

6) would u take back someone if he cheats you?
Ans: Its all bout trust people.

7) have u talked abt marriage with another person before?
Ans: Sure.

8) do you want children?
Ans: Yup.

9) how many?
Ans: Ive always had this thing bout having ATLEAST 6 kids.But we'll wait & see. *thinks: cant marry Nash,he only wants 4*

10) would u ever consider adoption?
Ans: I definitely want to adopt if I have the means to do so.

11)if someone likes you now, wad is the best way to let u noe his/her feelings?
Ans: Just be straight.

12) do u enjoy getting into relationships?
Ans: Its not bout fun.Its bout feelings.

13) honestly, wad's the furthest thing u and ur ex did?
Ans: I dont see how this is any of your business or much less this dumb survey.Ugh.

14) do u believe in love at first sight?
Ans: Sure.It lasts for 10secs.

15) are u romantic?
Ans: Hell yeah. *Nash you ought to agree*

16) do u believe dat u can change someone?
Ans: Nope.Its up to the individual but I sure can be the catalyst.

17) if u could marry someone, where will it be?
Ans: St.Therese's Church at Kampong Bahru.That's just the mass.Hah.Havent decided the rest.

18) do u give in easily when fighting?
Ans: Hmm...nah..I doubt so especially if Im trying to prove a point.

19) do u have feelings for someone right now?
Ans: A whole of people.I have feelings bout everything & everyone. *'sweet & sugary'? gdness. no wonder my baby's putting on weight*

20) have u ever wished u could have had someone but u messed it up?
Ans:Hah. Ive definitely messed stuff up but if I dont have them they sure dont have me too.Muahaha.

21) have u ever broken a heart?
Ans:Nah.I just yank it out,shred it & hand it back on a pretty plate. *f-ing dumb Q*

22) if one day ur best fren fell in love with the boy/girl u are deeply in love with, wad would u do?
Ans: Smile.They're happy arent they?And I love em.

23) are u missing someone right now?
Ans: Sure. *baby you know I miss you*




ALRIGHTY!Hah.Finally completed.Russell Peters was simply fantastic yesterday.Ive never laughed so much in my entire life.Seriously.Laughter was bouncing of the walls like gaseous molecules.

I remember when I was in Primary 1/2 the PSI reading was at all time high & I used to sit infront of the TV monitoring the PSI level,praying fervently that school would be closed.Yet,it always hovered just below that figure that would bring me such joy,that would close school & declare an early holiday for us.Now,once again Im reliving that part of my childhood...hoping.

I gotta say my Mr.Man's freaking me out.Lovebites on lil children??!!Argh.Hah.Dont put them through such torture ah.

Love my baby!Cant wait to see my Gran tomorrow. <3

~MsThing

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

5:00 pm
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RE:

Thks alot ika! *sarcastic*
hehe

1)single, taken or crushing?
Ans: taken ar..so sori people.

2)are u happy with ur life now?
Ans: yeah..it will get better with promotion and darl.

3) when u meet the right person, do u fall in love with him fast?
Ans: maybe crush first. if it last..it last..

4) have u ever had ur heart broken?
Ans: yeah man.

5) do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Ans: nope cant tink of anithing.

6) would u take back someone if he cheats you?
Ans: depends how u can melt my heart.

7) have u talked abt marriage with another person before?
Ans: yup but..

8) do you want children?
Ans: of course..

9) how many?
Ans: my engines wants more. but i stop with 4.

10) would u ever consider adoption?
Ans: yup..if i cant..

11)if someone likes you now, wad is the best way to let u noe his/her feelings?
Ans: be close wif me. be nice.

12) do u enjoy getting into relationships?
Ans: its fun getting in. but getting out..mampos.

13) honestly, wad's the furthest thing u and ur ex did?
Ans: honestly..i cant say here.

14) do u believe in love at first sight?
Ans: yeah.

15) are u romantic?
Ans: ask jacq.

16) do u believe dat u can change someone?
Ans: its up to dat themselves realli. all i can do is show them the door.

17) if u could marry someone, where will it be?
Ans: mauritius..beach wedding.

18) do u give in easily when fighting?
Ans: not with boys.

19) do u have feelings for someone right now?
Ans: the sweet and sugary,JCJ.

20) have u ever wished u could have had someone but u messed it up?
Ans: nah..

21) have u ever broken a heart?
Ans: hopefully not ar..

22) if one day ur best fren fell in love with the boy/girl u are deeply in love with, wad would u do?
Ans: BMW! best man wins

23) are u missing someone right now?
Ans: yar..

name 5 frens you want them to do this survey:
whoever. Hahaa...
Hm, wait. I want ms thing, mrmusicman, SC(Vice-P) , bestie and cikgu zaibah!

wait! vice president. vice? smoke drink booty kinda vice? khakha!
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there are just some stuff u cannot find a solution to. since the Maths was invented or found (i dunno), nobody has ever manage to find the exact value of x. it ranges from -infinity and infinity. and stuff like..is the zebra white wif black strips or black with white stripes. same goes for u mr tiger.
y does the lion's mane called a mane and not beard! and y they dun have to shave but i do! damn! almost everi morning always get caught by commando. and being a blurass when i wake up, veri hard for me to remember to shave. and by the time i do..im half way to sch. but well dats not the point. wad im trying to say is there isnt a limit to everithing. like wad happens when one gets suck into a blackhole. so many theories but which is true? and how they know? and i know..half of u reading doesnt know wad is a blackhole. its actualli a star that has run out of fuel. and it sucks everithing in. and it has the gravitational pull much2 much more then the sun!

'wad? the sun has a gravity?' thinks one reader. hah! den how do u explain the 8..or shud i say now 7 other planets orbiting ard it. not onli dat. the sun hold the secret to time travel. but if u know the theory behind it...spacetime would make alot more sense coz..time travel dont. and its nothing related to time at all. time is just time. a set of numbers that reset itself after 24 hrs or 1440 minutes or 5184000 secs. amazing how numbers seems to make A day long. shudden 'a day' be plural then?

back to the main pt. time travel or spacetime is the ability to avoid the sun's gravity. time in space is actualli curved. project a ball at 45 degrees, and it takes 5 secs to land like 30 metres away. dat is wad is happening to us. but spacetime is the ability to travel the same distance without the effect of gravity. imagine no gravity. project the same ball with same force at 0 degrees. it will travel the same displacement except in less den a second. dats is time travel. magnify this theory into size and speed dat is able to escape sun's gravity and u will find urself in the future. btw sun's gravity is nothing like 9.81ms...go calculate urself. if earth's 9.81 can make onli a moon orbit and visible to the naked eye...the sun is able to make 7 planets and many more dat we dun know orbit ard it..and its not even visible to a telescope ani size if ur in the sun.okie enuff!

exams are over. i tot studying and worry abt exams wad the ultimate pain. but its waiting for the results..wonder where u have gone wrong and worst whether ur promoting or not is the thing dat causes sleepless nites and mood swings. and to make it worst..the stares from the teachers and stuff..i bet half of them already know hus ass is going to the army! but still we must try out best to keep such stuff out! enjoy when u still can. once promo results are out..dats it man.

im still praying hard hoping i'll get promoted. maybe den i'll do onli 3 things, work, practice and study all my A subs to make it A standard. or else there is no point getting promoted at all. i still will suffer next year if i dun start now. ofcourse weekends and evenings will go to my darling. or anithing time u want dear. im sure i can make time for u. and frens..ofcourse fren...not forgetting family.

haiz..wad am i going to do if i dun get up? my first option..army and finish up my As..going private. 2nd) go poli. no other options. damn. imagine ppl take 3 years for diploma..i take 5 years. wasted. and first option will onli need extreme ahrd work. juggling study and NS. i didnt know why i choose to go go MI. but well! wrong decisions are always the right ones.

haiz..getting veri hungry now. just 1.5 hrs to go now. im realli excited to watch the singapore dream. it seems like exciting. the whole hall packed wif MI students.

FOCUS! live breath PW. but the joke by commando was a good one tho. if u vomit and stuff..its not flu..probably PW. no wonder there is alot of emphasis on PW in MI compared to JCs. they can make it academically. we cant. so PW is one of the things we can bank on to secure places in Unis. thus i tink its realli fair for the teachers to chase and nag at us.

couldnt do anithingmuch today. mom reformatting the house. hari raya coming. i hate my room. she threw alot of stuff out yet its still cramping. and they change the com tabble. to something much2 small. argh! i had to take away 2 of my desktop speakers. now im left wif 3. hopefully after hari raya..i can get my much awaited drumset. den i'll have fun drumming my afternoons away. and get it confiscated by HDB. nuisance! hahakz. okie..much has been said..just enjoy wad u see below.
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funny aye!

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

4:46 pm
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RE: Nash cuts a perfect form in my eyes.

So my silent rebellion has begun.

Its ironic isnt it how the people you love the most turns out to be the very people who'll hurt you in the most traumatic manner.

Im left with only my mind,my spirit to keep me sane for the following weeks till I can finally set foot where ever I please.Seems like Im impriosned huh?Well...sure feels that way.

I wanna write,write,write.My random emotions,my mindless rambling,my sudden enlightments,my opinions................and maybe *ahem.hint to Vox Dei* someone would turn it into a song.Something that'll tug at the heartstrings.

And today I know what I fool Ive been to think that I could actually be loved so tenderly.

Thank you for this respite dear.After everything you told me today,I still LOVE YOU.

~MsThing

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________