11/30/2006
12:10 am
And you do it like this!
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As insisted by my avid reader 'nama' i shall update although its quite late now. but nvm im not working tml. so yes, i've been working for the past 3 days. what and where not impt. but its fun as well as tiring. workmates are great people. and yet to meet more. and so im done with training. but the training is onli for the 2nd shift. i heard the morning shift is harder and more people use the place. okie. so i'll just work extra hard. and morning shirt training starts next week. i enjoy wad i do. i meet new people everiday. well some are great. and some are just plain assholes. but of course, working with people like yunus, we make great fun out of the nasty ones. there are afew perks ofcourse. by the pool and stuff..heh!
my first lunch was damn funny sia. i dunno wad to do. seriusly. just got into the queue and do wad the person infront of me did. take fork and spoon. den take tray and plate. den take drink. den den?!!! shit. i got infront of the counter and the guy ask me wad i want. my tummy says everithing. but i cant say dat. i got to watch my diet now. plain running isnt enuff. so yeah i said rice! i want rice. den he said ' got white rice bla bla bla(i lost him here.couldnt catch wad he said. it was too fast)..chicken rice. phew!! saved!! i shouted chicken rice! hahaha!
lame sia. first lunch and it was chicken rice. ugh! sat down with tammy and we talk thru abt the etiquette of lunch in there. it was okie lar..abit lonely. a group of makkal staring. probably they find out im new thru my nervousness. i couldnt find anithing to do except watch my food dissappear slowly. den rush back to work quickly. learned alot of stuff on my first day. follow fadly ard to lpd, back office, conceirge. basically the whole place lar.
2nd training day was wif yunus and firdaus. and dis time, i had my first pool thing. where we had to change the skirting. fir warned me. be ready to sweat like hell. damn my back hurts after we were thru. but its good for practice. by today i can do it fast and tidy. i learn to fold the towels and stuff. clear the lockers and find my way ard the hotel. the people there are basically nice ppl. everibody smile at each other willing. dats sooo cool man. i like dat. makes my day.
and i notice this thing. like when we move ard with the trolleys, they follow dis rule that, u reach the lane first, the one on the otherside has to back away and let the first ones thru first. basic courtesy i guess and they always finish it with a smile to each other.
2nd day did bubble bath with fadly. the simplest set up. so now, u can make a bubble bath for ur gf! said fadly. bluek! where do i get a bathtub man?!!! haha. yet to learn gentleman bath and 2nd honeymoon bath. and many more. it seems interesting sia.
ooo yeah one more thing..when u walk along the cookery ar! damn it always smell nice sia. pastry smell..and dunno lar..cinnamon, alot of smell. and damn nice also. 2nd lunch was better. i roughly know wad to do. and finally got sumthing to talk abt. wih yunus abt rugby. damn i miss training. and i missed the match yesterday. damn it!!! y god y?!!! well unsure if friday got training. will get in touch with my mates.
haiz..my life feels soo empty now. veri empty. like nothing to do. feel like going library. but alone not fun ar.wanna watch movie but like nobodi to go with. i feel weird looking thru lit book by myself if got BG at least sumthing. and also got somebody to laugh and recommend me great books. nvm2..hold on..few more days left onli!! argh!! miss BG veri much, veri badly! smses not enuff! boo hoo hoo...wad can i do.
season greetings from the _ _ _ _ _ _ _/_ _ _ _ _ _ & _ _ _. fill in the blanks and u will understand wad im talking abt.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
11/22/2006
9:35 am
And you do it like this!
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when u tot it was all over and all hope is lost.
my prayers were answered. given 1 more chance.
i dun intend to blow. i cant.
was hoping such news will shed some light in my HOH.
i guess not. it seems not to bother anione animore.
they are just keen to make me have a hard life.
i dun blame them. its not their fault.
im just born at the right place but at the wrong time.
but! being an competitve guy like me, i see this as a challenge.
to prove em wrong, u know dumb right!
time management is essential. i learned dat.
it felt like a good damn scarry movie.
it felt as if i got shot, and it was all a dream.
so yeah. i have to make the best of it now.
rugby rugby rugby. i liiike.
social touch is damn fun. i assure u.
everi training seems to heighten my skills.
hah. fitness is still a slack. but time is on my side.
the belly is bursting with flavours. hehe.
and once sch starts, i cant wait for testi
and ofcourse A divs but education comes first.
and we have few more lined up.
greenridge, pjc and acs i.
the usual culprits
to check our status.
block it out. just block it out.
speaking ur mind will only make things worst.
i didnt know 'bye' can give such a huge impact
whereas other had said worst. my bad, my bad.
aren't i right miss?
see wad happen?
told ya.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
11/12/2006
12:11 am
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it a long 10 days since my last post. so much has happened. yet i have not realli moved on in life. still stuck in MI. not because im forced to but i want to. cant bear to part with the best 2 years of my life. especially when i reached year 2.
how fun it was. lessons, PE, rugby, frens, and sweetheart.
but yeah, i wasnt cut out for A lvl. made the wrong choice 2 years ago. which was indeed the right one. recollecting the whole of dis year makes me want to smile and cry at the same time.
im soo going to miss PE. playing soccer wif the hockey goal posts. getting angry at ppl not running. and just doing conditioning. miss running out of sch to the nature reserve with mr veloo and the health n fitness team.
and i'll miss playing rugby wif MI. the great rugby camp and pysching up. missing lessons for matches. im soo fucking going to miss playing A div matches. last season just wasnt enuff. yet to pay back my dues to NYJC. my fav match ever. the onli match we playing like heroes, like titans.
im going to miss crapping with debby abt f maths, sleep duing chem prac, talk and talk during lectures, throw wet tissue on white board during chem tutorial, do matsh homework during physic tutorial. and drift my mind away to wad im going to do after sch during gp and sleep with my eyes open during maths lesson.
argh!! im going to miss my frens. everibodi. soon veri hard to keep contact already!! and me being busy for most weekends.
and the thing im going to miss most, going to sch wif that special somebody everimorning. 645 was the speculated time and im always late. always, yet shes always waiting fer me. veri sweet eh! drink milo, and aloot of other stuff dat i will tell u personally. not here.
10s today. 2 years i''ve waited. finally i scored a try. it felt good to place the ball behind the line. the feeling that u gained something after so much resistant. and its worth everi slap, punch and whack i got. even though we played veri badly today, yet i can see the potential. a 10s team in just 2 weeks or 4 training. its good enuff we werent the whipping boys. yet still not good enuff.
was utterly dissapointed wif myself today too. i was sure i had a personal agenda of not following the gameplan. and i was guilty for dat during the first game. it was just too tempting. i forgot that there was 9 other people watching my back as i tried to accomplished my personal agenda. selfish. that was just it. but dat was not all.
i have to keep reminding myself to watch my tone. im a rowdy at heart but dat doesnt mean others are as rough as me. yeah, i tink its true now. im just too much.
I need someone to show me
The things in life that I can't find
I can't see the things that make true happiness
I must be blind
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
11/02/2006
3:59 pm
And you do it like this!
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it felt like my heart got squeezed.
i opened my mouth,
my throat feeling very dry,
nothing came out except hot air,
my vocal cords failed me.
because fear had already sat in.
but i got wad i deserved.
the fear of...
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
11/01/2006
9:46 pm
And you do it like this!
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i must be darn stupid.
Not even being able to differentiate between being firm and trust.
or
maybe I'm just too much.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________