1/11/2007
5:39 pm
And you do it like this!
RE:
my first post in the new year. everything seems to start on a good note. im back in sch, family and friends happy. and i was all geared out to start the year with a bang. made my decisions to manage my time well, set my priorities right, and resilience. thankfully, 11 days in and im still standing strong.5,6,7 was a great weekend. abg boys wedding, which was indeed well planned and fun! a variety of entertainment and entertainers. food is good and weather was great. once a family member get married, its the calling of all gamblers in the family to gather and hav pure fun till morning. the first game i started out with just made me push further. haha, won and lost nothing. the wedding itself was full of surprises. alot of veterans musicians whom i've only heard and rarely seen was there. those from the 70s and 80s generation. it was a funpack time. as they gathered and jammed afew numbers. even tho they had not touch their instruments in years, they were still able to deliver well. just goes to prove that music is sumthing u can never forget.
coping well with school work. but just abit of staggers here and there. just loads of revision of last 2 years topic would be enough to cover the holes. i got good teachers who can guide me and i have no problems approaching. so hopefully i see a boost in grades in 27 days time.sumthing happened in sch today. sumthing which i will remember the rest of my life. the fact that is affected me so badly, i had to run off and shed tears. its fucking painful. it just goes to show how unwanted we are to the school. no point blaming the sch admin, its still our fault. we deserved to be treated like dirt. the future of us rejects is so uncertain. wad will happen next year? so many issues and all we are asking for is answers, assurance.
im realli sorry wadever happened this past few days. how i treated turtle, used turtle as a punching bag and had a bad impression of turtle. and turtle is no where near of using me.its a clearcut case of insecurities from me. nothing else matters more den turtle. hopefully thee can find thou somewhere.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________