3/08/2007
9:59 pm
And you do it like this!
RE:
temperamental is the word of that day. its just amazing yet frustrating and at the same time scarry to hear so many people saying the same thing. even tho i keep denying, deep down, the feelings are as clear as an untouched ocean. im taking it personal and im channeling all my stress on rugby.
it is good to a certain extent but too much will shake the foudation of my discipline. but no matter how i try to convince myself,it still haunts me. im temperamental when it comes to games. it was good at first, but now its reaching the dangerous level. to the point when my fist feels too light. and i start playing dirty. it makes me feel accomplished in the game, but it drops me to a 'low life' when i recount the events. i achieve my target of 'no diving into rucks'. so now i move on to the biggest problem ever. my temper.
i think i did well for chem test. march hols coming! i got nothing to do except holiday homework. SIGH!
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________