__________The Real Nashady is here________

9/24/2007

9:25 pm
And you do it like this!

RE:

exams is over. future looks bleak. im just anticipating the worst. preparing to go army. which means i have to lose weight fast. im at XXkg. double digit sia. dangerous already! i wonder wad army will be like. im going to learn how to use a rifle. heh! finally i can grow out of counterstrike.

my plan is to go private end of next year.if i fail,i haven realli got much choice.A level wasnt realli for me. but ppl can change their destiny right? hmmm lets see. michael jackson became white. george bush got elected as president. Evander Holyfield lost his EAR in a boxing match. And mike tyson started biting in a boxing match.Singapore keeps havin more and more minister acronyms. one truly can change their destiny.

nvm dat. aniways, exams over. rugby matches are always 'live' in the morning. im fasting now. and all my frens hav got A lvls. wad do i do? i've been at home since i dunno lar. just here, strumming the guitar,downloading games, friendster, chatting. wth! its realli the worst time to hav holidays.

i've not been smoking since the begining of fasting month. im realli ready to quit now. eventho i was laugh at when i made the decision again,it hasnt broken my spirit. this is it people,no more relapse.for the people hu had enuff of me saying dat im going to quit,this is the last time im telling u im quitting. atleast give me some words of encouragement pls rather den counting down to when i'll rush to the shop to buy a pack of viceroy. pls believe in me ok.

a decision was made because i realise how unhealthy i had been. eating meals late in the nite. sleeping and not exercising. smoking. it has gotten so bad that i start panting when while walking up a gentle slope.its dat bad my frens. and its fucking scarrying the shit out of my asshole! i dun want to suffer in the army, i dun want to die early, i dun want to face heart diseases,diabetes and wad not.its heredity but atleast i can try to avoid that going for it at full speed right.

i want to run. do alo of running. lose all the flabs. buy myself protein, go carry weights. keep my self strong and healthy. its not a promise to other. its a promise to myself. if i dont do it, i failed myself.

guess wad, i had enuff of failing. i want to play rugby like nobody's business.

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9/07/2007

7:42 pm
And you do it like this!

RE:

It's NEW TEN COMMANDMENTS/

'08 Resolutions

1)it shall not emo anymore

2)it will stop paranoiaing

3)it will accept hard fact

4)it will be stronger

5)it will make everyday fun

6)it wants to be mean and

bitch bitch bitch

about yellow teeth and

others like him/her!

Somehow it kind of

hate him too because it

had to carry him twice

for some bullshit

he made up.

7)it will make it's brother

grow bigger! :D

8)it knows it got

quality waaannn!

9)it will not use

it hands again!

10)it will practice its move

so whoever dun have

to adjust ever again

click here to find some friends. U seem to need one :D

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________

9/05/2007

6:36 pm
And you do it like this!

RE:

Sooner or later it would not matter anymore.

it is me.

- dats how i feel

________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________