im really really touched by this book. tuesday with morrie really open my eyes to what i intend to do. to change the world, to spread love. but then again morrie tells me that wads the point of changing the world when i am not doing anything significant to my surrounding. people who i meet everyday, whose faces i see when i wake up in the morning, who puts bread on the table, people whom i have got responsibility over, people who washes my clothes people who washed my bum when i was a baby.

i realised that as much as i have always said and knew how much i loved them, i've done nothing to really show it to them. to prove to them that i meant what i said. maybe because im always acting tough and slightly condone those touchy feely things like hugs and kisses. but after finishing the book, i realised that it would mean so much to hug my parents and siblings even once in my life.these are the people who i would lay my life for, give my heart in exchange for their ailing ones. for once i dun feel the pressure of exams because i know they will be there to support me even when im a loser in life.

when i close my eyes and tries to sleep, i couldnt help picturing wad i am going to do during raya day.for once it really felt good to cry.and i couldnt stop smiling and get excited unnecessarily.there goes my sleepyness feeling.i really want to make my apologise and love for them really felt this time.i have to, for thru this book, i realised that i can never know when i wont be able to do so.atleast i'll be at peace knowing they know i love them. this is the only imperfection i see in my life now.its not the money i want, now my ferrari that i want or to be a teacher or pilot or wadever.such things are mere materials. and nothing could be compared to me showing how much i love my family.

i tot i could wait atleast till morning to speak out my mind.but its very late and there is nobody who is willing to entertain me at this hour except for my blog.i dun care if they tink im silly or too emotional to do such stuff but like wad happen to morrie, i dun want it to happen to me to. i dun want to live with regret.its painful.like morrie said love others or perish. i read it early in the book and felt nothing.i read it at the end with the meaning carved into my soul. it doesnt harm anybody to show that you love them.

the greatest thing after god is family.i love my family.(everybody does wad?!heh!) and i thank mitch albom for penning down such a beautiful piece.truly the best book i have ever read. i will do it during raya! i will and i promise!

and i love my frens too! im going sleep now. R.I.P professor morrie.

i better start losing weight...before i start losing my things..

meet eleanor. made by ford. a souped up fastback shelby. totally sickening.

a book which i think is not a waste of my time. then, definitely not a waste of yours. if i can continously flip this book and even finish it, its as good as the book of the decade. and not for the people who hate the law and lawyers.

ok basically, i cant really see myself. i admit. my hair seems to blend in with the tree behind. but dats besides the point. my intention was to show how slim i as at my prime. but this isnt my prime yet...its was just the beginning.