9/30/2008
12:45 am
And you do it like this!
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delay on F1 post
i hate it when i cant sleep. every part of me is tired but i just cant sleep. and its really fucking pissing me off.
how i wish i can install a switch button on my head. *click* and i go into rest mode. maybe a timer to set for 8 hours.
i dunno why. i've nv had such a problem before. everything was fine but than came one thing after another. i feel like ripping out my heart, freeze it and thaw it back when november ends. i have got to be independent, my chance is over. procastinating might be the cause of my restless nites. as D-day looms just around the corner, im preparing but just not really sure for what. to score As? or just to get it over and done with because im truly sick of studying.
time is of the essence. discipline is important. think of your future. focus and concentrate on studies and nothing else should bother you. kill your soul for the next 2 months. time is of the essence. discipline is important. think of your future. focus and concentrate on studies and nothing else should bother you. kill your soul for the next 2 months. time is of the essence. discipline is important. think of your future. focus and concentrate on studies and nothing else should bother you. kill your soul for the next 2 months.
i have to print this and burn it, mix the ashes with water and drink it. i'll make a stamp and stomp it all over my room. write it on a post-it and paste it on my forehead so that i can read it in the mirror. i'll do anithing to remember those few phrases. yet..when the going gets tough..am i tough enough to keep going?
sell your soul nash, nobody wants it nor you need it!
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/25/2008
10:57 am
And you do it like this!
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calm yet excited.
im getting bored!
im feeling restless!
i feel the need to be constantly entertained!
worst, im running out of sources!
along came a spider... tikiti tat! tikiti tat!
jab se tere naina mere naino se laage re
tabse deewaana huwa, sabse begaan huwa
rab bhi deewaana laage re... ; P
yesterday was really really fun. after the studying thing. bike ride. everything was truly unexpected. unexpected is bad to me but yesterday wasnt soo damaging. other than very wet pants and shoes. everything else was a breeze, in the social sector ONLY!
gp was truly a heartbreak. unlike other who push themselves, this kind of 'road bumps' pushes me away from study. its like im not showing improvement when i do, so why should i. its demoralising. thks to the fucking tight-pants gayboy who marked my paper and left sarcastic comments. looking at my GP summary, it just goes to show your not so perfect afterall. IDIOT!
chocolates on the lips alert! haha!
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/22/2008
2:12 pm
And you do it like this!
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lets groove. Sergio Mendez - Magdalenha
as promised...lets check out prof morrie!
have i told you about the tension of opposite'? he says
the tension of opposite?
'life is a series of pulls back and forth. you want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. something hurts you, yet u know you should never take things for granted'.
'a tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band.And most of us live somewhere in the middle'.
'sounds like a wrestling match', i say.
'A wrestling match'. he laughs. 'yes, you could describe life that way'
'so which side wins', i ask
'which side wins'?
he smiles at me, the crinkle eyes, the crooked teeth.
'love wins. love always wins'
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'do you know how they brainwash people? they repeat something over and over. owning things is good. more money is good. more property is good. more is good, more is good.we repeat it-and have it repeated to us-over and over until nobody bothers to tink otherwise.the average person is fogged up by all this, he has no perspective on what's really important anymore.
wherever i went in life, i met people wanting to gobble up something new. gobble up a new car. gobble up a new property.gobble up the latest toy.and then they wanted to tell you about it.'guess what i got?guess what i got?'
these were people so hungry for love that they were accepting substitutes. they were embracing material things and expecting a sort of hug back. but it never works.you cant substitute material things for love or gentleness or for tenderness or for a sense of comradeship.
money is not a substitute for tenderness, and power is not a substitute for tenderness.i can tell you, as im sitting here dying, when you most need it, neither money nor power will give you the feeling you're looking for, no matter how much of them you have.
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people are only mean when they're threatened and thats what our culture does.that's what our economy does.even people who have jobs in our economy are threatened, because they worry about losing them and when you get threatened, you start looking out only for yourself. you start making money a god. it is all part of this culture.
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death
fear
aging
greed
marriage
family
society
forgiveness
a meaningful life.
thanks morrie.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/21/2008
3:05 am
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my greatest lesson
im really really touched by this book. tuesday with morrie really open my eyes to what i intend to do. to change the world, to spread love. but then again morrie tells me that wads the point of changing the world when i am not doing anything significant to my surrounding. people who i meet everyday, whose faces i see when i wake up in the morning, who puts bread on the table, people whom i have got responsibility over, people who washes my clothes people who washed my bum when i was a baby.
i realised that as much as i have always said and knew how much i loved them, i've done nothing to really show it to them. to prove to them that i meant what i said. maybe because im always acting tough and slightly condone those touchy feely things like hugs and kisses. but after finishing the book, i realised that it would mean so much to hug my parents and siblings even once in my life.these are the people who i would lay my life for, give my heart in exchange for their ailing ones. for once i dun feel the pressure of exams because i know they will be there to support me even when im a loser in life.
when i close my eyes and tries to sleep, i couldnt help picturing wad i am going to do during raya day.for once it really felt good to cry.and i couldnt stop smiling and get excited unnecessarily.there goes my sleepyness feeling.i really want to make my apologise and love for them really felt this time.i have to, for thru this book, i realised that i can never know when i wont be able to do so.atleast i'll be at peace knowing they know i love them. this is the only imperfection i see in my life now.its not the money i want, now my ferrari that i want or to be a teacher or pilot or wadever.such things are mere materials. and nothing could be compared to me showing how much i love my family.
i tot i could wait atleast till morning to speak out my mind.but its very late and there is nobody who is willing to entertain me at this hour except for my blog.i dun care if they tink im silly or too emotional to do such stuff but like wad happen to morrie, i dun want it to happen to me to. i dun want to live with regret.its painful.like morrie said love others or perish. i read it early in the book and felt nothing.i read it at the end with the meaning carved into my soul. it doesnt harm anybody to show that you love them.
the greatest thing after god is family.i love my family.(everybody does wad?!heh!) and i thank mitch albom for penning down such a beautiful piece.truly the best book i have ever read. i will do it during raya! i will and i promise!
and i love my frens too! im going sleep now. R.I.P professor morrie.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/18/2008
1:07 pm
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i wanted to blog today but suddenly i feel lazy.
i've completed another stage of RTC and plenty more to go.
i want to go to pulau ubin again. but this time with my family.
and i want to get myself rollerblades.
i cant get enough of the riffs from hella good by no doubt.
i feel like writing an essay now.
my mouth taste funny, maybe because i have not brush my teeth.
my hair is getting long and i need to shave my face again.
i know i got a nice butt.heh!
i feel like cutting off my belly.
i miss rugby.
and i hate exams.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/15/2008
11:35 am
And you do it like this!
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i need bong.
The Singhsons!
something i found.. some appetizers..
i need bong, i need bong, i need bong.
why why why?
becooooooos...
i want to fly to the moon and plant my own flag.
i want to reach the top of mount everest and plant my own flag.
i want to go to the deepest point in the world's ocean, say hi to the giant squid and plant my own flag.
i want to land on the sun and plant my own flag.
and by planting my own flag, i meant to pee. and that would put out the sun.i love the world! im sorry,world.
did you know that the first man on mount everest unzip and peed after he reach the top. how cool is dat?! how many people in this world can say i've peed on top of mount everest. THAT! is why i want to 'plant my own flag' at selected places. hah!
to my next point.
lately i noticed that i know alot about animals. i like watching documentaries and all but i didnt know i could recall details. officially, now i know how my memory works. so if something or sombody wants to be remembered by me forever, u have to do something or dat thing itself would make me go ....OOooOOoOOOo! in addition to that, i realised im such a freak when it comes to discovery channel and national geographic. maybe people's quest for knowledge is thru book. i quench my thirst for knowledge thru this two channel. its never-ending information download.
like the discovery channel's new jingle. i will sing this to my kids!
-'it never gets old uh?'
-'nope'
-'it kinda makes u wanna break into song?
-'yep'
i love the mountains
i love the clear blue skies
i love big bridges
i love when great white flies
i love the whole world
and all its sights and sounds
BOOM-DEEA-DA BOOM-DEEA-DA
BOOM-DEEA-DA BOOM-DEEA-DAaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
i love the ocean
i love the real dirty things
i love to go fast
i love egyptian kings
i love the whole world
and all its craziness
BOOM-DEEA-DA BOOM-DEEA-DA
BOOM-DEEA-DA BOOM-DEEA-DA!
i love tornados
i love Arachnids
i love my magma
i love the giant squids
i love the whole world
its such a brilliant place
BOOM-DEEA-DA BOOM-DEEA-DA
BOOM-DEEA-DA BOOM-DEEA-DAaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
BOOM-DEEA-DA (sway right) BOOM-DEEA-DA (sway left)
BOOM-DEEA-DA (sway right) BOOM-DEEA-DA (sway left)
awesome aint it?! one more time!
i will never have enough or stop swaying to this!
its so...erm...boom deea da! boom deea da! haha! and for sure this video is in my mp3.
how scary is this?!-
Spicy food may have killed British bride in India, says doctor!
and tomorrow evening is the day i've soo been waiting for.
wondering how jingles get stuck in ur head?!..
Jingles are designed to infiltrate your memory and stay there for years, sometimes popping up from out of nowhere.
Psychologists and neurologists who study the effects of music on the brain have found that music with a strong emotional connection to the listener is difficult to forget. It was this discovery that led marketers to license pop songs for advertising instead of commissioning original jingles. It turns out that some pop songs contain earworms: pleasantly melodic, easy-to-remember "hooks" that have the attributes of a typical jingle.
Earworms, also known by their German name, "ohrwurm," are those tiny, 15- to 30-second pieces of music that you can't get out of your head no matter how hard you try (the phenomenon is also called Song Stuck Syndrome, repetuneitis, the Jukebox Virus and melodymania). The word "earworm" was popularized by James Kellaris, a marketing professor at the University of Cincinnati, who has done a great deal (for better or worse) to bring this phenomenon to the forefront of the study of advertising techniques.
We don't know much about what causes earworms, but it could be the repeating of the neural circuits that represent the melody in our brains. It might also have to do with some of the findings of researchers Alan Baddely and Graham Hitch, and the model of working memory, the part of the brain that practices and repeats verbal information. In 1974 Baddely and Hitch discovered what they called the phonological loop, which is composed of the phonological store (your "inner ear," which remembers sounds in chronological order) and the articulatory rehearsal system (your "inner voice," which repeats these sounds in order to remember them). This area of the brain is vital in early childhood for developing vocabulary and in adulthood for learning new languages.
-quote of 'howstuffworks.com'
boom deea da boom deea da! : P
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/11/2008
12:24 pm
And you do it like this!
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inspirational stories....
down right evil!! but super duper funny!
i better start losing weight...before i start losing my things..
this is why u should never get drunk with a group of boys. either u get raped or they make u look like u got raped. haha!
innovative thinking in action...very smart.
howcome they nv change it? ok probably by now something has been done right?
suddenly my throat feels funny. do we have blue whale in singapore waters? isnt all the worlds ocean connected? erm...since when blue whales existed!!? how many blue whales are there in the ocean? ooooo shit...
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/10/2008
12:07 am
And you do it like this!
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hopefool
sometimes being nice allow people the opportunity to make you look like an idiot.
touché nash...touché..
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/07/2008
10:04 pm
And you do it like this!
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the transition from a low class hopeless bum to a street-smart teacher begin tomorrow. and it shall last for the next 40 days before it last forever. im 20. im a guy. i haven gone to NS and yet to complete my studies. people my age are already enrolling into universities. and im dead shit out of luck. discipline is such a word that has a great impact upon practice. its not easy being a person who use more of his brans than brain. dat i definitely admit. yet, nothing is impossible right?!
i want..
to get my licenses asap. including PPL.
to get over and done with A levels. its about time also.
to fill up my empty wardrobe.
to go bungee jumping and parachuting once before i die.
to buy my own laptop. a decent gaming, media and working machine.
to be a tech-geek with a dozen gizmos but still keep my 6610i hp.
i need...
to score a Good A level cert.
to be stable before i turn 27.
to own a house and a nice car before 27.
to relinquish my faith with god.
i dream for this...
meet the ferrari modena 360. not for racing, just for the blurry paint viewing.
or this...
meet eleanor. made by ford. a souped up fastback shelby. totally sickening.
this is ofcourse when/if i earn atleast $500,000 every year. and it comes with a condo with gym,steam room and swimming pool. but still, its a dream. i might not get this, im sure i will soup up whatever ride i get. exterior doesnt matter when ur interior is a monster. and when the dust is on ur opponent's windshield. poof! goes the chic-magnet.
i feel the need to speed. the need to make my surrounding a blurry paint and nothing else matter but the dead end ahead. this is why im dying to get my license. to play with the clutch and sink myself into the bucket seats forced by the torque produced by my mean machine as it roars to life and people will turn to see my shadow still lagging behind while i wait for the next green light.
the need for speed. i really need to race and crash before i had enough. till den, no traffic police nor dude can stop me.
a book which i think is not a waste of my time. then, definitely not a waste of yours. if i can continously flip this book and even finish it, its as good as the book of the decade. and not for the people who hate the law and lawyers.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/05/2008
11:44 pm
And you do it like this!
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who am i?
its not about you getting beaten and fall to the ground in shame.
its about whether you put up a fight to defend yourself before falling to the ground. there is then no shame in that.
or even better, u keep getting up to receive the blows over and over again until u make people believe that you are invincible.
that is what i want to be, to be.
to make people believe that im invincible.
flesh and bone made of adamantium.
impenetrable.
unbreakable.
bulletproof.
soo much random thoughts, its all messed up.
i feel tired yet im not.i feel sleepy but i cant sleep.
i can have all the money in the world. buy anithing i want. yes,even love and happiness can be bought nowadays. but still no matter what, i cant buy wad i really need.
TIME...
i need a break. a break from life itself.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
9/04/2008
10:44 am
And you do it like this!
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memories...
i like my wittyness! i like my spontaneous respond to something soo stupid. and u know wad i like most, when i make people laugh! being the class clown and best joker in sec sch(self-proclaimed!), i was a natural. soo natural that even till today, my sec sch cliques can nv get tired of my jokes.i would diss just anybody and everybody. i mean a joke is at the expense of somebody else. u name it, sex jokes, insulting jokes, racist jokes, basically any joke.
thats i why i hate to make new friends. or more like its very hard for me to make new friends. i need to know that person really well to show them who i really am! or maybe i tend to make a fool of myself. i tink im soo funny thats why laughing gas doesnt work wonder on me like how it does on other people. ok enuff. i shall prove myself now.
instant jokes....
my friend was telling me an ugly girl walks into her class and tried to act cute by saying 'omg i feel like a bimbo...' den i shall stand up and say....girl!...ur not just a bimbo...ur so dumb! u tink ur pretty! dats worst den being ugly and stupid!
i wonder why they have words with negative connotations for girls only.words like bimbo, slut, bitch, stupid, idiot, asshole are made for girls. maybe guys are just so perfect. **oops..i smell controversies**
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and den there was the one about the bush, mahathir and LKY
there were on a plane to somewhere. otw there, they were given a challenge. to hump/bump/jump/screw a girl till she scream. bush went into the room first, and the girl was soo 'seasoned' nothing happened. next up mahathir and the girl almost fell asleep. den when LKY when in, seconds later the girl started screaming her lungs out. wads the secret?!...we singaporeans use our heads...heh!
firstly..dun question why are they in the plane,why they have a hooker on the plane and why the only passengers are them. hah!
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den there is the one when lets say somebody is doing something and is probably blocking my way. den when i ask him/her to move, they would probably go 'sabah,sabah' which means 'wait wait'. den i would retort ' sabah sebelah sarawak..'which means Sabah is beside Sarawak' and continue with like...'this is singapore' or 'i want it now' or 'u ass hole!' hah!
for those who dun get it, u probably fail geography. start studying asshole! heh!
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den there is the 'fuck you joke'...i luuurve it when a girl says that to me. wad better comeback den me telling her 'maybe later, behave for now!' and if shes super angry and say im ugly or wad ever...i'll smile and say...'i said maybe baby, it doesnt mean im going to show up.' BAM!
and if its a boy, hes jaw is probably broken after dat. so he cant make a comeback after i retort. or i'll just say...'stay away dick! im homophobic! ' ahahha!
male bitch?! do they exist! hah!
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a friend of mine was complaining that her leg is in pain due to some complications. her family member told her to go check up with the doc but she told me she dont want to. heh! and so i told her its ok...she dun have to, just go get new legs at SGH, they have nice ones and the best part is she dun have to shave her legs ever again! hah! im gooooooood!...
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ok im getting bored already. i cant do this thing. it has to be spontaneous. so if u want the best jokes be around me all the time. no guarantees u wont be the butt of my jokes?...hmmm..maybe i shud try MTV's Yo momma.
ok im done...40 more days to A lvls. suit up, boot up, we're in for one hell of a night!
i found some old pictures of myself. it scarry to realise my weights fluctuate like a graph on the stock market.
Fuhlemak...dier punye 'look back'...and 'the shit ur fugly' look. priceless.
i dunno wad to say realli. i dunno wad i was tinking and i dun want to remember wadever i was tinking. this photo is bad. i tink i was trying to imitate how girl camwhore and give that cute smile wadever shit. but i certainly look cute!
and here we have nash trying to be a romantic (now he is a full force p***er). romeo a.k.a loverboy. ahak!
i like this picture alot. its like im saying 'dun f**k with me man. i'll blow ur brains out'.if i had said that to a girl or a guy, it will probably be a threat. but imagine those exact words used by a girl on a guy. wouldnt u guys be happy to hear that?! **sings**lets get it on...get it on the floor..get it..get it on the floor!**
ok basically, i cant really see myself. i admit. my hair seems to blend in with the tree behind. but dats besides the point. my intention was to show how slim i as at my prime. but this isnt my prime yet...its was just the beginning.
finally..a nice picture. a 'moment' pic perhaps, right?
the things i would do to make people laugh. but den AGAIN thats besides the point. now stop laughing and take note of my figure! somebody tole me i look like my dad. like duh!? wad were u tinking?! im a huge chip off the old block.
this is one of the reasons why physical pain is just another word for me.i got this in the morning, and by that evening i was at east coast enjoying the nite away. no medication,no iodine cotton pads, nothing. just cover it up with tissue. btw thats my legs.
because i am sooo funny and entertaining! i dun realli laugh at my jokes or other people's joke. so at times people go to the extremes to entertain me. in this case...i dunno wad to say...well at least the expressions on their faces shows that they are enjoying themselves. good for you
guys homos. ...haiz..the things people would do to entertain me!
i look like a dork, dont i?but the life of all parties has arrived. doesnt look like it but trust me, its the truth. u know wad they always say...dont judge a book by its cover.
we are not gay. just very good brothers.
i had this calculator since i was in sec 2. and now, just afew weeks ago, somebody stole it from my bag. why cant u just wait till after A lvl? i miss this calculator.
a locker is suppose to be filled with book, notes and files. this is wad u get when your student is a rugby player.
yes girls! i know you gals like it thick and looong! hah!
ok..i tink thats all for now...
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________