11/26/2008
2:48 pm
And you do it like this!
RE:
the deadly concoction
1)deprive me of sleep.
2)make me tired and
3)let me listen to :
-breaking benjamin's 'blow me away'
-nelly's 'here comes the boom'
-fort minor's 'remember the name'
the deadly concoction- increasing my testerone levels, making me agigated easily (short- circuiting my temper), highly prone to violent behaviour with the slightest provocation.
thats why we have to rest well before playing rugby. such situation would only allow us to play the last minute of rugby for the rest of our lives.like how players get banned for biting and stuff like dat. stay calm, focus and den one will play like a gentleman.
the game against national girls wad kind of fun. i was expecting like superhuge butches but my my my....it so wasnt as much as i had expected. they are quite girly bunch. and ofcourse..one had to stand out. the pretty 2nd row by the name of sophie.i admit i purposely stacked out all the way, just waiting for her to piggy the ball. and all the while i tried to be her opposition during normal attack play. and my plan did work alright. i got to tackle her..haha.. it was like falling on a bed.
i want to open up my facebook account again. infact i did. and fuck if it was a piece of paper, i would have burn it. such a was that im such a noob at facebook. now a good thing too. god knows.
i cant understand why ppl are afraid of ghost and ghouls. i doesnt make sense to me. someone once told me that we humans are born without fear. the reason we are wad we are now is because of wad happens in our surrounding which trigger fear in us. for example, a baby sees a cup of hot water and approaches it. the next moment the mom is already screaming at the baby and pulling it away. just dat caused a psychological reaction in our mind that hot is dangerous. this is rather a good form of fear. fear for our own well being. but then comes fear for out own stupidity. the belief of ghost, all this bull of seeing things and for the people who are afraid of the dark. i dare to admit im a pussy myself. but den again, im proud to say that i have overcome such a stupid fear.
firstly, its against my beliefs. besides, i was taught that such beings are just another creation of god. and u shud fear god and not them. furthermore our inability to overcome such fears shows our weakness. thus such weakness will only lead to more fear and finally losing control of oneself mind. bear with me for a moment. bullshit i hear?
trust me, if ur afraid to live in ur own house, i really do pity you. i admit again, i used to. but den i got used to such things. i hear stories abt my house before but i can spend the nite alone in my house sleeping peacefully provided there are no mosquitos. haha!
and maybe my ability to see in the dark is playing to my advantage, but be brave. face ur fears or u shall always be fearful. and worst, fearing to fear itself is becoming and issue. yes, things in this world is getting from worst to the planet of the apes!
so before we become the slave of our own fears, we better tweak our little heart and exchange it with the mighty lion! and never live in fear ever again.
till den, fear not those who isnt around you, but those close enought to hurt you.*rugby tackle!*
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________