1/05/2009
4:43 pm
And you do it like this!
RE:
finally!
just in case i die doing pull ups or something humiliating, i would like share my will with you all. my beloved possessions. my boots will go to saha and rama. share em. just dun score the amount of tries i did with them. score more. put some value in it.haha
my mp3 and headphones, i will give to my brothers, whoever wants it can have it. its a real cool gadget. take care of it. and my beloved com, i shall leave it for my family. it anything goes wrong, get the next computer genius to fix it.
and pass my music instruments to someone who really wants to learn to play music. it will mean alot to me. heh. i tink thats about it.
anyways, im just not sure if im ready. i was bloody hell pumped up to go about a month ago. but now, its seems like boring. maybe i need to get the momentum going. once i start, i may feel like i want to keep it going. i want hard washboard abs. but then, its kinda far-fetched. but ill try. thats wad matters most.
i will miss everything. my friend, my family, music rugby, fico and school.it is so fun to see people getting prepared for school. doing homework. im starting to miss it already. life is so different nowadays. i dunno if and why im changing. my preferences, my mood, my outlook. its all like not me.
its so sad to celebrate my 21st in camp. but then again, like i told my friend, i dun want a party. i want to have fun. like go east coast for a picnic fun, or go pulau ubin to cycle fun. or like i book fico for 4 hours and have my 21st birthday there. wont that be fun? can play touch rugby and stuff and like hold a tournament.while i went for cake hunting with a little girl just now, i came across this idea of my 21st birthday cake. i tot of like having king of spade and ace of spade designs on my cake. blackjack! or 21!. how cool is that right?!
lets put big dreams aside. as you all may have known by now, i failed my TP test. circuit 8 pts. den go out for test route, first junction beat red light. immediate failure and followed by another 36 points. demoralising.maybe it was a blessing in disguise. nobody knows. and next test god knows when.
saha and rama thanks for keeping me occupied when im jobless.sadiq,salleh,nani,wan,jack,feeraz and all, thks for being there when i need you people most.nasser and justin, i wont be miss both you. too bad! see you tomorrow. and to azi for occupying my boring nights with laughter.special thanks to my maka boys. be hip! i'll see u all when i get out definitely. the mi boys for occupying my mornings with trainings.
last but not least. my family. mom dad, nieces, sisters. my bolster my bed. my tv, my shows. haiya. so many things. i love my life. every aspect of it.
till the next time i meet u guys, adios amigos! signing off as a boy one last time!
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________