a short trip to malacca. and a day at the beach. in such a short span of time, i found things to do that helps to keep my mind of things. and now im back. going back in tonite. kinda mixed feelings. now im feeling lazy to go back to the same routine. 5am mornings, exercise, study, swimming, dojo. but only for the next 3 days den comes another weekend. and to make matters worst, i will only pass out 2 months after the 'shud be' date.
the only good thing is, it will be a grand pass out. because of the OCTs and some contigent in brunei. and the boring part is, i'll be in police uniform, while they will be in smart one. stealing the show. i've yet to complete my log book, shine my boots, iron my uni and memorise the pledge. besides, there is always inspection every first day of the week.
its my mom's birthday tomorrow. and i will be in camp. it sucks being the property of the government. i miss my pink ic. and it will be another 365 days plus another 330 days or so before i get it back. i feel like im in prison. haha. i miss my family. i miss my nieces, my friends. but there is a need to run! to disappear. start afresh.
that is what u get when u mess with things that arent meant to be or suppose to be. heh. im looking forward to weddings. lots of weddings. i miss music, i miss being free.
i will never forget that nite when u sang me this song over the phone....its just beautiful.