8/20/2009
9:02 pm
And you do it like this!
RE:
W(F)ork Up life.
i was right. working life isnt easy one bit. i starting to miss TRACOM, i missed going to school. i missed having fun and nothing to worry about. i still dun mind waking up at 6 am in camp, compared to what im doing now. rush hour, the paperwork, tiredness and fatigue. and i dun get to sleep and rest during the day like we did in TRACOM. i just realised how peaceful life was in there. besides, i was kept fit and now when i look in the mirror, i see my face getting chubby. all breakfast, lunch and dinner with no exercise. no time, tiredness suck all my effort to even try. and coffee is ur bestfriend.
from dreams of walking to work at jurong east npc, i might have to work as far as in sentosa itself. i dunno if that is good or bad. and since the current npc im in are in the process of preparing for audit, we are used as extra labour to help tidy things up. and i tell u, its really tiring. soo many paperwork to do and to check on. i have a headache when i reach home everyday. how i wish they would just send us to our team a.s.ap. now the promised work on taskforce is a big question mark. *ding ding ding!* morons!...im just hoping to join it as a temp for the experience.
taskforce does things nab people un-nab-able by the easily visible men in blues. and the working hours is basically whenever, wherever. 12?24?36 hours? nobody knows when u can get off work and when u have to come back and how long u have to work. well it seems exciting because we are ready to go and eager to try anithing other den paperwork. since it just temp, i dun mind. besides after im in the team, it hard to transfer, let alone get out.
im missing that someone badly. i dunno why, i cant get her off my mind. till i get distracted now and then in the day tinking of wad to do to get her off my mind. eventho it was a short spin-off, i treasure those moments. i didnt know exactly what happen. but maybe things happened for a reason. if u know who u are..im just telling u i miss you and those times we had together.
the gal who sanged to me.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________
8/07/2009
1:51 pm
And you do it like this!
RE:
the end of a trainee
i've given up my training pass, tested negative for my urine test. pack my bags again for the final time. dekit and collect all my confiscated stuff. no more 2230hrs. no more 6am waterparades, no more sleepy flag-raising, no more fucked up FIs, no more falling in after lights out. no more push ups, jumping jacks. no more raids, bunk inspection. no more polishing of boots. no more mess and all.
now begins the hard part of national service.
yes! believe it or not, those were the easy part of NS life. there are people to take care of you. and now, im out on my own, nobody to look after me, to cover for my mistakes, close an eye for my 'awol'ing behaviour. no more easy MC.any wrong thing leads to alot of paperwork, questioning and charges! i hate that word ; charge.
________________Your's truly, Nashady__________________